to tell the truth,
i am actually very upset.

To:
the one who was so dear to me,
the one who brought me laughter and joy.
the one who added colors to my life,
the one who enlightened me
the one who always made me smile like an idiot
the one whom i feel comfortable with
the one who never fails to leave my mind,
the one whom i always wanted to care
the one whom i always wanted to know better.
the one whom i nver understood
the one whom i always smsed
the one who brought me a sky full of stars
the one whom i always wanted to see the smile



the one who i wanted more attention from
the one who i wished can provide me with more love
the one whom can give me suprise
the one who can appreciate me
the one who kept me outside the closed heart
the one whom i wish can be more decisive
the one whom i wish can be more truthful
the one who can tell me what exactly happens
the one who nver answered my phone calls
the one who left without a note
the one who made me teared
the one who ignored me frequently
the one who deleted me from the contacts

the one who hate crowds
the one who loves to drink
the one who has little patience

the one who used to love me.

where are u?

u are the one who opened the doors, i was the one who wrote the chapters. yet before the chapters are done, u closed the doors without warning, with any signals...

u held my hands and yet u let go at the point when i dont even know how to walk.

perhaps. i am just a substitute....
perhaps u were nver serious before
perhaps i expected too much
perhaps i wanted things to be perfect
perhaps i became bored for u..

i will wait. till the day u urself is willing to give me an explaination..
but i know chances are slim.....


goodbye..
goodbye..
goodbye precious..
goodbye my love..
goodbye memories..

Princess ended @
10:58 PM