i think i am a piece of dead meat..


i lost all the information for my BTT...


shrugs. i can only find the theroy book! i forgot when am i supposed to do the test... ahhhhh.... let me find the them...

Princess ended @
10:02 PM

i think i shld be born in the year of pig..

i cant stop sleeping.. ZzzzZZzz...

instead of going for lunch with the babes in office, i went home to sleep... i think fm the moment i reached home till 6 plus..

and then, i still can sleep somemore at night...


today, after lunch, went home and sleep again. i was online half way when i felt zhou gong striking me... and

zZzzzZZZZ i went sleeping.. =)


ahhh.... i miss zx...


die..... i am falling into a big big trap again... =X

Princess ended @
4:44 PM

ahh.. some wierdo? hee...


Princess ended @
11:03 AM

i am down with headach and fever...

tsk tsk...

Princess ended @
8:06 PM

its new yr time!

new clothes, new shoes, new outfits... everythings new..

however, i still cant sense the joy and excitment of the yr.. =X

is it because i am living aimlessly now?

well.. i promised to have some new yr resolutions since i missed out during first of JAn.. well.. i shall make up for it alright?


lets see... SHULIN"S NEW YR RESOLUTION!

1. hopefully... i can please my mum.. as she is always finding fault in me.
2. may i get into the UNI course that i want... and hopfully work hard for it
3. let me be more socialble cox i think i am anti-social...
4. i shall be a good and sensible sister so that my brother does not have anything to rebutt me back. =)
5. i shall be a more caring and responsible daughter.
6. pass my driving!!!
7. get myself a better pay job.
8. find a bf for myself????? (still pending) =p
9. let me enjoy whatever i am doing!!


new yr resolutions are so difficult to set. cox i dont even really know what i really want. well.. just hope everythings goes on smooth and sailing for me!

HAPPY NEW YR!

Princess ended @
10:08 PM

yOo hOoo..

yester was the the most fullfilling day recently..

met my dearst ke xin and tingz in the morning to go back to MJR. well.. we actually dont know what is the purpose of going back..

we went cox ke xin ask us to go. which in turn, its because desmond is going to army liaoz. so he wants to go back and see see..

well as usual. went to eat! i seriously love sec sch canteen food... but... most of the vendors had changed! so no more familar faces and smiles...

tsk tsk.. but i still enjoyed!

Princess ended @
11:34 PM

gatherings with my hot chicks!

supposed to meet up with shaina also.but.. cox we kept changing time, her mother got angry and she cant come out..

sorry shaina!

well.. its me vera jy and her bf. serene cant come.. haiz.. our gathering is always short of one person.

went settlers cafe to chill!

the games are cool.. =)

we definatelyh enjoyed!

me and vera the lovely couple


Princess ended @
11:01 PM

get high!


its k box time again!

this time round, went with vera, fiona, jun hao and barron.. as usual.. there are loads of fun and laughter...

so entertaining and enjoying...

with my favourite songs and all those... its heavenly!!

had the buffet dinner pakage. i think it was only found in some outlets. the one we went was marina..well.. i think i sung more than i ate. i simply love to sing can. how nice if they can let us sing longer.

this is jun hao, who always love to imitate JAY CHOU. and this maroOOn BarrON.. who keeps irritate me yesterday...


Princess ended @
10:02 PM

argh!

they gave us mimo training!!!

so evil right. we are only temps lehx. and we have to learn mimo.. which is the most difficult of all... =X

i was so shocked when william tell me yester morning that i have mimo training... i pratically HUH at him la... and i gave him the super duper shocked face...

evil wil la.. gave us training without even noticing us... now.. we cant put up gf liaoz. cox we will know how to perform the duties and enquires.... cannot play taichi liaozzz... =(

had team bonding today! yeah.. dont have to answer calls... =) well.. our team is seriously short of guys.. cox so far.. there is only matthew around. the rest are all females...

did personality test today. well.. they are so clever. the purpose is still to hypnothise us into working hard in this job... i seriously dont like the idea of taking ownership of the calls... and i think their personality test is abit inaccurate.


anyway.. today is V DAY!

girls are holding flowers on their hands while holding hands with the boyfren. they looked so sweet and loving... =) xing fu faces..

why do guys only give females flowers or presents on V DAY?

Princess ended @
11:01 PM

TRUST


i wonder. does this word ever existed. or. it had nver been applied to me before?

i treated ppl wholeheartedly with my bare feelings and truth. yet what i get back were lies and mistrust.

i am utterly dissappointed.



soOoo.. perphaps i am still have not reach the stage to gain ur trust?

Princess ended @
10:06 PM

i feel asleep while cleaning up my room!

funny isnt it... didt realise cleaning room will be so tiring. and i didt do much. just clearing of my tables and racks...

does tt mean i have alot of stuffs on my table.... hmmm..... well.. its up to ur own imgaination!
anyway... my mum found out the flowers... she was there asking abt it.. while i just kept my mouth shut. =X hahas...

NTU talks arnt very fasinating. the only one i love was the communitcation one.. but then... it all has to depend on what my results are before i can decide what i courses i can choose..
oh god.. please bless me with good results... =)

and i saw Mr X. so long didt see him liao. he is still the old same him. while my mother says he is thinner.. OOo really? i cant see any differences!!!!


spot any differences abt me??? i think i look even more like a kid now.. =P



Princess ended @
7:22 PM

did i mention i love looking at shadows?

eveyday.. while i am on my way home. i love to look at my shadow..

Princess ended @
11:25 PM

o level results is already outt....

there are ppl saying A LEVELS will be out next weekk...

so fast can... and its one day before new yr eve.. can u imagine tt? well... i seriouly dont have the confident that i will do well in this exam. althought. currently there are still no bad signs or feelings for the coming of results, it is still very unpredictable...

as i grow up, i seemed to live life more aimlessly. when young, there are many ambitions and many dreams that i have. yet as i aged, the more i feel my dreams and ambitions are far far away from me. i believe this its due to the environment? or rather my abilities?

i think i cant survive well in this "人吃人" environment. i am just not the cut for it as i will treat ppl truefully while they take my trust and honesty for granted.

tsk tsk... i am thinking too much..

Princess ended @
11:19 PM

i did some changes to myself...

i wonder if it is a good or a bad thing....


ppl.. when u see me.. dont get shocked alright? wahhhas..

Princess ended @
11:12 PM

i guess we had too much fun yesterday.

i was soOoo tired today, that i make tonnes of mistakes...


look at my mistakes:

1. i tot i login yet i didt until 23 mins later. so i was 23 mins late.
2. i forgot to log out when it was lunch time. so i acw for 1 hr.. ahhas
3. i keep go going to my TL cox got cases that i cant solve.
4. cust wants to talks to TL.
5. i lost my card to the entrence, which my TL found it..


see... i tell u.. my TL memorise my name my heart le la... morning when he come in give him problems liao... i believe he is constantly shaking his head when ever he saw me...

wahhha.. no wonder they will arrg me to sit in front.. they know i have alot of problems ahh...

and then... i just realise that... MAX! the other TL. is very 38 one...

grrr.. i shall not want to ask him any thing next time. i shall skip over..... i would rather find balan la...

and.. i dont know why. i keep sending my wavier to balan when i am supposed to send to william... i think i must be tramatised by his friendster photo tt he leaves me great impression... wahhhs...

sp just loves cheap labours la.. they employ us as temps now they want to emply old ppl... hmm.. they are not scared the old ppl have any mishaps while working in this "stressful" environment ma? hahas...

Princess ended @
8:31 PM

K BOX!

it was a night of highsss. =)

we are super high singing all those songs la.. of cox. with my darlings babes... serene, joyce and ellie!

my camera skils not bad right. first shot and can capture all of us.. wahhha. its such enjoyable that joyce specs lens drop out.. see.. how high we can be... i guess all of us went pretty wild to destress ourselves fm nasty phone calls...

oh yes.. let me tell u... ellie sings very beautifuly. i am mesmerised by her voice can. so full of emotions! and perfect pitch and sooOo smoothing... who wanna hear her sing? i have a recording! i shall keep it with me. in case next time she cut an album then i can ask her give me money... wahhha.


look at what this 2 babes do with my camera while singing.....



Princess ended @
8:01 PM

OH...

one of my collegue thinkssssss..... i am a lesbian...


ppl.. do i have a look that seems to convey the message i love girls? wahhha...

actually, girls sometimes are better than guys right. guys always always break my heart.. probably.. i might go and find one girl someday.. =)


girls.. how many will be brave enf to tell the guys the like straight to their faces? i think that req alot of courage right?

sad to say. i dont have the courage. cox i think girls shld not be that courages. or rather.. is my thinking too outdated?

well well.. lets see when i will have the courage ok?


i wannna dance!!!! shaina!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Princess ended @
8:25 PM

SOOoo tired today!

i think i walked for most of the day today. initially wanted to go to nike show case one... but but but.... cannot find the place!!!!!!!

argh... i like their shoes.. =(

so.. end up walking around marina sq and suntect, in search for my new yr skirt.. however, nothing was found... so.. boring and tired us, went home...

yeah... and then, before i can rest well, mum says wanna go out... soo.. initially wanted to go and walked around china town in search of the ambience of the new yr.. but.. no parking slots avaliable. therefore, we toured around.. and.. we still cant find the nike show case! watever la.. no fate... so sad lor...

zzZzzz.. i shall sleep now...

Princess ended @
11:24 PM

the moment i saw those police cars, the ambulances, the same thought, the same fear rose within me again.

i detest the feeling of insecurity. even thou i know there are ppl who wil protect me, i still feared. i am afriad the same incident will happen again.

i sympathise him, yet i am afraid of him. he may be nice, yet he turns into a monster when he does not get in the right condition..

depression... really turns ppl into monsters that voids all ppl. once, he was such a friendly and caring person. but depression ate into him and turned him into an unfriendly and dangerous figure.

ppl avoid him when he is around. he screams and shout like hell when the monster in him stroke. he behaves as if everyone around him are ppl he despise. he ardent actions will scare ppl off their wits...

with him around, everyone will be is precarious state as no one knows when and who will be his next target....

so sad.. fm a fren, he became somone whom i am afraid of.. due to his illness. the amt of shocked he had left within me, i believe will be able to last me for my life time....

may god bless him an early recovery....

Princess ended @
11:02 PM