i've got a terrible sore throat!!!

super terrible. i shall pray hard that it will go off soon..

Princess ended @
5:33 PM

happY birthday to shaina!!! and myself. haha..

every birthday is sOo busy. cox its always near the exams periods.

anyway.. birthdays are such enjoyable day where u can let down ur hair and throw ur booKs aside. the only time where u can forget abt studies. so happening right. but u juz have to pay the price back. tonnes and tonnes of hmwk for me to do.. =(

my darlings hot chicks gave me and shaina surprises. i simple love the teddy la.. not because its color is similar to my color, but its juz super duper cute! and the crazy photo takings in classrooms. we are so juz 5 crazy women la.. laughing non-stop and concstantly thinking of stupid posses.

anna sui perfume! given by my dearest pals. i love the fragrance la.. thanks tingz, xiNz and wend.. sure we do have loads of fun playing with the games down there. and, being the bday girl. i am the winner for the last game. erm.. but i forgot what the game was.. wahhhaa..

and then.. took pictures with the cute guys at settler's cafe. =)=)

and mao mao, nver fail to give me present every yr. and he and kh even made their way down juz to give me the prezzie.. touched man..

juz came to realise, actually there are many ppl who remembered my bday. i realli didt expect them to remember. cox i dont even remember theirs. ahh.. feel so guilty. but. i will make an effort to remember the next time!

anyway. to ting and wend. hope u guys dont flunk ur exams tmr.
pictures coming up.. =)

Princess ended @
11:35 PM

2 hrs before my year 17 come to an end. i shld be happy while ushering my 18th birthday.
but.. i feel like crying..

so wierdo am i?
haha.. mood swing i guess??

lookin back at what i have done for the past 17 years. hmm.. i cant realli name what great acccomplishments i got. well.. i juz duNno what i am good at.

talking abt the goals in ur life. i simply juz feel my goals are so far away. so near yet so far. i am afraid. afraid that i cant hold it tight.

frens. sure i do have loads of frens. but.. i do feel loney at time.

family? hmm.. i am trying my best to be a good girl and a good sister.

hmm.. why do i have such wierd feelings.. get it out of me!!!!

Princess ended @
10:05 PM

how do we describe singaporeans?
realistic? materialistic? kiasu?

whatever.

i met some sort of ppl who gives very bad services. went to print some materials today. the workers down all looked very tired and had unhappy faces on their faces. as i was new there, i didt kNow how to tell them what i wanted. so i stood there for a moment to look at wat they offer. then this man, give me a fierce look and ask me wat i want. so i tell him wat i wanted. and then, he did wat i wanted very unwillingly, as if i had stepped on his toes or i as if i was a very troublesome customer.

and then.. few ladies came in. he was smilingly broadly at them as asked in the most poliet manner:" may i help u?"

i almost wanted to slap him at tt moment la.. 180 degree change in his mood la.. helloz.. what kinda attitude is this? juz because i am wearing uniform, i dont deserve the service? or is it because they are mature women and i am juz a little girl? or is it because they are more pretty? wth la.. i shall not go back there again. and their quality juz sucks la..

ahhh.. irritated! angry! pissed!!!!!!

and then.. there are wierd ppl on the bus that i board when i was going home. "he" was a student. but i guess he was much of the disabled kind. he had the mutated look and of cox, he has wierd actions. he kept calling out " nasi! nasi lemak! nasi goreng!!!"

not that i discrimintate against.him, but he is very irritating and noisy la. he juz shouts like nobody business. i can sense that everyone on the bus was irritated by him, but no one dares to make a move. if i am not wrong, he does have some metal problems. thats why nobody dares to tell him to get off. in case he goes crazy and start beating people up.

wat a day.

Princess ended @
12:50 AM

i bought a super nice hairband.. and i super like it!!! ahhaa.. and it is super expensive.. eh.. i think i can buy 10 normal hairband for the this super expensive hair band.. haha.. =)


Princess ended @
9:58 PM

1.45 am

i still cant get into sleep. shall i count sheeps? i guess i am worried, thats why i am suffering fm insomia.

does my words of concern seems fake? u flashed past my mind. i remember how happy we were. so i decided to send u words of concern. hahas. but u tot i went crazy. yeah.. its true that u are almost forgotten by me. but.. memories and still memories.

Princess ended @
1:50 AM

sianzz..

i am sick.. grrrr... my throat's pain like hell.. i wont be so upset if i were at the superband finals there screaming. the point is... i don't even know where did the sore throat came fm.. haixx...

anyway.. MLB won! =)

felt kinda lost during today's gp compre test. haix.. juz beginning to realise how much more i need to catch up. and yet, i am nOt doing much to help myself..

i need to print my notes.. why did my printer ran out of ink? irritating,, went to use my bro's printer but something is wrong.. printer cannnot be detected. now, its left with my father's printer.. but i have not installed the soft ware.. grrr... i am quite pissed right now.. and hot and warm.. ahhh~~~~

today is onli monday. but i feel as if its fri.. another long weekend.. ahh.. how nice if i dun need to attend sch on fri as well. my mother commented on my decision of not going to sch tmr. i guess she is used to it. cox i have been going late to sch, since there isnt any lessons at all. tmr is the same case. so why shld i go there and waste my time? i shld use that time to replenish my sleeppzz..

i am sleepy.. yet i have tonnes of undone stuffs.. someone.. give me the energy?

time to eat panadol..

Princess ended @
9:49 PM

the flu bug is chasing after me! =(
get away fm me.. i wanna be a healthy girl.

time passes so fast. another week is gone. poof. it juz disappeared without u knowing. this is kinda sad. all we do now is study study study. muggers. everybody had become one. dumb dumb A levels. making us all feel so freak.

my stomach is giving me problems again.. haix.. i think someone is going to visit me sometime soOn.. and i will be feeling down for quite sometime until that someone is gone.

sigh.. many people are saying they are getting fat. ok. i am one of them too. and so many ppl say i am fat la.. did't saw weng chi for quite a long time and the first word that come out of his mouth is "shulin! u face become veri round eh"

u can hear my heart crack. he is not the only one that say so lor.. so many many other people said that too.. haix.. i am trying hard to lose weight, but... no matter what i do, i still dont lose any weight. what is this....

distractionss.. ahhh.. there are far too many.. i still cant concentrate! grrr.. someone help me???

anyway, why do i keep bumbing into wierd guys? grr.. cant there be more normal guys? best if there is shuai ge out there.. wahhha.. (wake me up, somone..)

i think i am going bonkers with all the chem maths and chi..

superband! i love milubing!!! =P

Princess ended @
11:55 PM