finally reach home le oh.. hmm.. tomorrow working early in the morning.. hmm.. with me alone in the shop.. kinda scary oh.. haha.. wat if i do somthing wrongly.. i am always tt blur.. forgive me oh.. haha.. today first time working with jenny.. hmm.. she veri friendly oh.. like to talk also.. not bad oh.. i tot she will be fierce.. haha..
today saw alot of manujusrians oh.. got ex- manju also.. first one to see is john.. he saw me first.. then after tt saw jason, kai xiang and mu tou! they were kinda shock to see me there..,. haha.. they wanted to buy some present for some fren.. hmm.. but in the end dunno found not.. then after tt saW mao.. not long then saw wend and ah woo.. mao going watch movie with imelda and frens while wend going out with ah woo.. then heard fm wend this fri is eunice bday.. hmm.. wat shall i buy for her lehx? thinkin thinkin.. left with few more days..
hmm.. i hate to admit this, but i have to.. working is kinda tiring.. studying is still better.. study got break, can have fun, can slack.. although my this job can slack also, but not as much oh.. then have to work fm morning till night eh.. study onli study till afternoon.. haix.. shld enjoy studying more.. hehe..
actually i think i like to stone.. always stand one corner and stare blankly.. my favourite pastime.. hmm.. make my time past quickly.. i also like to watch ppl in the neo print shop.. got alot of ppl who dresses veri nicly.. but some.. veri ugly.. hmm.. saw some guys and girls.. pierce holds on their mouths and keep playing with the studs.. oh my god.. it is so disgusting.. imagine holds in ur mouths.. yucks.. some girls veri pretty oh.. why they go and destroy their pretty looks lehx? some guys not veri handsome already, still go pierce, make them look so bengs.. not nice oh.. and not cool also.. yuckss... dun like..
i saw some young young couples, guy is so small, girl also so small.. haha.. it seems kinda funny to me.. hmm.. so young.. they noe wat is like and dun like? love and dun love? from the way, i think they wont last long oh.. but who noes? looks are always deceiving.. hehe..
today is da A level chi exam oh.. hmm.. i nver learn yester.. but today.. i assume ok la.. jux hope tt i can get good grades.. hehe.. saw AL today.. he pass by him oh.. but he didt see me.. i guess so.. or he saw also? haha.. watever la.. now, i am going to concentrate on my studies and forget abt all unhappy stuffs.. including the one i saw in hall today.. i hope i can sucessfully mug for the whole of next yr till exams comes.. hope so.. but i always dun have da determination..
okOk.. mama scolding.. stoPPing...
Princess ended @
11:00 PM
* Sunday, October 30, 2005 *
i haven study my chinese!! and i am left with six hrs before i need to get up to sch to take my chi paper.. OMG.. if i can score well then i think i am pro le.. haha.. but how i wish i can get good grades.. so tt i can be happy.. haha.. hmm..
juz finish eating.. dammMmm fuLll oh.. the food that they buy is soOOo oily.. make me feel so sinful.. i wanna lose weight de eh.. if everyday after work they leave somthing back for me to eat, then after i eat i go sleep, sure become fat fat de.. oh gosh.. i dun want!!!! haha..
my neck damm pain oh.. from morning till now.. cannot turn my head to the left.. it hurts so much.. i think is because i nver sleep properly last night.. i muz be sleeping too soundly to realise my head is sleeping in a wierd position.. pain pain!!! arhxx...
hmm.. today nothing much happen in my working place.. oh ya.. actually got.. i knock my head against the door while getting out of the shop.. stupid right? tts me.. always knocking into somthing.. haha.. hmm.. pain oh.. now still abit pain.. hmm.. didt noe i still have to sweep floor and mop floor.. haix.. nver do at home oh.. now mux learn le.. good or bad thing eh? yeah yeah.. today i can close the door smoothly.. no sweat.. hehe.. clever me right? hmm.. but i still keep count the money wrongly.. juz now.. the first one i collect, type in the wrong amt.. the second one.. forget how to use the nets machine.. haix.. tomorrow working with jenny le oh.. later she scold me ar.. haixs.. the shop abit stupid eh.. why cannot listen chi songs.. i wan chi songs eh.. if not listen to all eng songs.. i will be veri bored de eh..
saw karen today.. kinda suprise.. didt expect to see her.. hmm.. she is da first fren tt i met while i am working.. hmm.. wondering who will i bumb into while working.. haha.. hmm.. later.. saw shu xian also.. she with fren ma? eh.. dunno eh.. nver see.. hmm.. papa say wanna go and see me work someday.. oh uh.. me work damm blur de oh.. later let them see the ugly side of me.. arhhxx.. dun wan la.. i am shy.. haha..
juz now while working, saw some american kids coming in.. hmm.. seeing them make me tot of the times working in american club.. so fun.. i wanna go work again lehx.. but.. muz ask ting have not..
hmm.. shall write till here.. so sad.. my blog getting shorter and shorter each day.. hehe.. got to study chi le oh..
Princess ended @
11:05 PM
* Saturday, October 29, 2005 *
jux reach home not long ago.. reach home tt time not tired de oh.. but now.. feel like sleeping.. but i jux finish eating.. if i sleep will grow fat right?
today is da first day of my work.. although working as part time, but it seems like full time to me.. working hours kinda long.. hmm.. 12.30 to 9.30.. but when working tt time not tired lehx.. jux tt have to stand.. legs veri tired.. feel as if i jux came back from a long long shopping trip.. hehe
today learn alot of new things oh.. learn how to collect money, return money, how to approach ppl.. and alot.. hmm.. the last thing tt i learnt was how to shut the door.. haha.. now then i noe the door soOoO heavy oh.. i see the neo print show ppl close.. how come seems so easy.. then i do seems so difficult? haha.. nvm.. i still have time to practice..
today.. the shop veri busy oh.. Eunice say normally sat is the busiest.. hmm.. wonder how is it like to work during weekends.. today realli veri busy oh.. have to do serve alot of customerss.. then have to wrap alot of things also.. yawnneeddd..
those who come into the shop is usually couples.. hmm.. why ni shuai ge tat enters ne? haha.. wondering if i saw someone i noe while working.. how is it like? haha.. mux be veri wierd right? oh ya.. suddenly tot of kai xin.. she working at K box.. wonder how is she le.. tt time actually also going to work at k box de.. but i accept this job le.. so cannot go work at k box.. then k box also want full timers.. how can i be? have to study during holiday..
yawnn yawnn.. eyes are closing le.. going to zZZzZzZ..
Princess ended @
11:10 PM
* Friday, October 28, 2005 *
yeah!! last day of sch.. kinda happy.. eh.. also not veri la.. cox like i aready have the holiday mood le.. so long didt use my brain le.. getting rusty le.. juz saw the chem indivisual ranking.. i saw AL de.. OMG.. he so clever.. rank 27 oh.. i heard that he is a clever guy.. didt noe he so clever.. wahhh.. make me feel i am so lousy.. mux work hard le oh.. manjusri.. perry got the highest amg us.. hehe.. clever boi boi.. ting sure proud of him.. haha.. then saw boon long.. he is the top in our class.. hmm.. onli chem got put.. wondr putting put the ranking is a good or bad thing.. haha..
so long didt see AL le.. this week like onli saw him twice.. hmm.. one is yester.. in catenn.. the other day is monday.. before the dry run.. tt day is sOOOoOO diu lian la.. cox got the op, then i mux act jap.. so go tie some act cute hair.. who noes... AL sitting outside Lt one la.. then i saw him, he saw me.. then i feel like he is staring at me.. arhhh.. me me so embarrased.. feel like digging one hole and hide inside.. tt day.. during bio spa.. tt day i sick ma.. then also saw him.. haix.. let me see the lang bei side of me.. sad.. i want to see him.. nver see.. dun wan see then keep seeing.. wat is this.. haha.. but then.. wondering.. he got gf ma? alot ppl say he veri flirt oh.. hehe.. who noe.. i think he fm far look nice.. but then.. when near... haha.. miss the days where i can sit behind him in lecture halls.. looking at him.. haha.. wonderin.. next yr.. still have this kinda chance ma? oPpss.. i think i veri hua chi.. hehe
today.. got choir oh.. so nice.. the conductor.. let us off early.. and is veri early oh.. 5 plus can go back le.. normally choir practices veri long de.. hmm.. nora nver come today.. kinda miss her.. oh ya.. nora.. she make me throw face yesterday.. she poke me while i was walking down the stairs and in the end i scream la.. then everybody look at me.. make me so embarrese.. oh.. why do u keep doing some silly stuffs? hehe..
today went to buy color contact lens with shaina they all.. actually all five of us wanna buy de.. but in the end.. onli me and shaina buy.. the rest say too ex.. dun wnna buy.. hmm.. saying abt lens.. i broke 4 right side lens le.. hmm.. realli my handling got problem ma? why always break on the right side? or my eyes got thorn? haha.. kidding..
hmm.. today.. then i realise.. tt day during class bbq.. push me into water is ken not ming hui!!! so sorry oh ming hUi.. say u for so many days.. but then.. i still wondering.. who give me the scar on my hand..
hmm.. suddenly.. i feel so bad.. think i have been skipping too much lessons le.. have difficulty doing my tuitorials le..die.. arhxx... chem, maths, bio.. so many so many stuffs to learn.. hmm.. i am lazy le.. mux get the lazy bone out of me!!! haix.. make teacher angry.. i will guilty.. but then why i still skip lesson ne? hmm.. li bu chong xin.. so bad me.. bad ger oh..
hmm.. tomrrow working le.. haix.. suddenly dun feel like working.. jxu feel like slacking thru my whole holiday.. hmm.. but i have so many things to do and so little time.. i need to work, do homework, study for bio, go tuition. go holiday, teach my brother.... wahhh.. not enf time!!! and i also feel like learning dance.. shaina ask me go and learn dance with her.. hmm.. thinking eh.. got time ma? my chi still haven touch yet.. everyday tell myself.. tomorr do tomrr o do.. but in da end.. nver do.. oh..
saw my bro results.. overall okay la.. better than i expect.. but then.. why all the maths fail lehx.. give him A maths tution.. i teach him.. still get F9.. haix.. he ar.. nver pay attention ma? or A maths tt difficult.. eh.. but last time after i tuition le then i got pass oh..
hmm.. tt stupid guy.. say wanna find bio teacher for me de.. die off le.. cannot trust him.. tt guy.. i shld have noe.. yeah.. i noe.. but i still trust him everytime.. i dunno why.. stupid me.. hehe..
hands are tired le.. stop le oh..
Princess ended @
9:55 PM
* Thursday, October 27, 2005 *
raining now oh..
i love the rain.. but i hate thunderstorm.. hmm... the rain, make me tot of chalet.. the day where me and ting went out of chalet.. for a walk.. we went to da beach.. and talk.. talk alot, alot, alot.. miss her lots.. miss the talks we have.. and of cox, miss wend.. who nver come for chalet.. hmm.. still tot she is coming.. but in da end nver.. kinda sad.. but anyway.. tt day.. we chat till 3 or 4 plus.. then suddenly.. it rained.. huge rain oh.. then me and ting decided to walk back to chalet.. but it was damm damm cold.. still remember the coldness.. haha.. kinda the same feeling in my room now.. is this the feeling of loneliness???
hmm.. wat do i want to say initially? hmm.. i think my memory is falling.. why do i keep forgetting stuffs?
looking at the lightning thru my windows.. suddenly feeling quite scare.. i dun like lightning and thunder.. why cant it be rain onli? hmm.. wish to go out and play in the rain.. playing in the rain.. can make me forget everything.. feeling is so nice.. but then.. everytime after playing in the rain, i will get sick.. oH.. i am so lousy.. cant even withstand the rain.. Lousy ger me..
tomorrow.. last day of sch le.. cant imagine.. time flies, so fast, yr one is over.. still remebr few months ago.. i am still bothering of whether to go poly or stay in jc.. sometimes.. i wonder.. wat will happen if i go poly? then i wont get to noe some of the ppl which bring fun and laughter to me.. i wont be able to meet the ppl who make changes in my life.. but then.. sometimes, i jux wish this ppl nver ever entered my life.. then i wont have so much troubles.. but i also wonder.. wat will happen to me if i go poly?
haix.. why do we have so much homework to complete ne? every sub also have.. feeling tired.. no mood to do oh.. suddenly dun feel like studying oh.. jux feel like slacking.. hates to complete so much stuffss...
still have choir.. competition coming.. oh gosh.. forget to type the letter which have to give it to teacher saying i going for holidays.. arhhxx.. i am so lazy to do tt.. why papa ask me do lehx? why he dun type himself.. hmm.. now is holiday period.. but why it seems tt i am always lacking of time? i need more time!!!
hmm.. feel like sleeping.. but i cant sleep.. how?? hmm.. juz now talk to monkey.. long time didt have a chat with him le.. he ar.. everytime also trouble with the same stuffs.. hope tt he can forget his stuffs and concentrate on his A level oh.. tt time O level also trouble abt this thing.. now A level le also.. my dear monkey oh.. u ar.. jia you for ur exams k..
hmm..rain still haven stop yet.. when will it stop? hope it wont stop till the next morning.. then papa would send me to sch le.. then i dun need to wake up early.. yeah!!!
Princess ended @
10:17 PM
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today... so ANGRY!!!!
I hate gay.. she sucksss!!!.. hmmm.. wat i want to say.. see la.. forget le...
hmm.. today.. is the day where we get back our report cards.. hmm.. most the people come cox we are getting result slips today.. no one has the mood to study already.. but.. who knoes.. tat stupid gay.. want to have tutorial.. she was pissed that we have skipped so many days of lessons.. so she ask us to answer the tutorial questions one by one and give resons to the answer.. crazy la she.. we nver attend lecture.. how to noe wat is the answer,, of cox is dunno de la.. then still ask us answer..
the rate we were answering question was veri veri slow.. so in the end, when it was time to give out the results slips, she didt give out.. she say want to finish the tutorial questions first.. purposly one la.. dun wan give us.. so tt we wun pon all the later classes.. fine..
then when my turn to answer questions, i dunno how to answer, cox i nver even attend her lecture la.. i also nver read notes, how i noe wat happen, so i give wat ever answer tt i think i correct, but of cox.. is wrong.. i dun have the mood to find the answer la.. was already scolding her like hell in my heart.. so i jux anyhow flip the notes, hoping to find the correct answer.. hehe.. but i didt la.. then she scold me.. wtf.. my fault issit.. i appeal to take four A level sub so wat.. i cannot take issit? i noe my results not good enf.. but dun need like tt say me de right.. evil gay.. hate her.. if i can i sure drop bio.. u think i want to take the stupid bio and let u scold me everyday ar.. u dream ar.. if onli i can.. hmm.. kinda regret i didt do well for bio to shut her mouth.. shld haf do better.. hMmP.. nvm.. i shall prove to her i can pass my bio.. evil gay.. i hate her to the core!!! i nver ever hate a teacher so much... arhhx.. for tt moment.. i feel walking out of da class and talk back to her.. but then.. she got my result slip.. cannot do tt.. so can onli keep quite lor.. idiot.. feel like crying.. hmm.. suddenly feel tt i am such a cry baby.. cry for such little stuffs.. hmm.. but i nver cry la.. i am a strong ger.. hehe..okay.. i bluff.. my tears roll down while serene they all console me.. hmm.. i am trying veri hard to control le.. but then.. my tears dun listen to me.. hehe.,. but its okay.. onli a few dropss.. treat it as there is too much water in my eyes ba.. haha...
hmm.. actually.. i was wondering.. why is my bio so lousy? how come other ppl can answer but i cannot? issit becox i am not interested in the subject? or issit becox i nver pay attention? or issit i am stupid? hmm.. dunno.. how i wish bio doesnt exist.. why is there such a difficult sub? or i shld say.. why do i take bio in the first place? hmm.. i like bio.. but why my results turn out to be so bad? i hate myself!!!
hmm.. i gonna find tution teacher le!!!! i am going to work on my bio for the rest of the holidays.. i am going to prove to her tt i can pass de!!! kor kor.. u say u going to teach me de oh.. dun leave me to die myself oh.. hee.. wolf.. u say u also going to teach me also.. hehe.. but i wonder.. the day for them to teach me bio will come ma? haha..
juz now.. went to message LLL.. hmm.. i feel guilty for not going to her lessons.. actually.. i think she is quite a nice and good teacher.. jux tt she veri naggy.. make ppl veri fan.. and.. she always say me la.. hMm.. why i also get said by teachers? i tt bad ma? watever la.. used to it can le.. hehe..
today.. chinese lesson.. was a slacking lesson.. the teacher was so good not to teach any stuffss.. once in a blue moon oh.. hmm.. i realli like chi lesson alot.. dun understand why so many ppl dun like chi ne? its so fun to me.. something tt i enjoy alot.. oh ya.. today.. we were planing for chalet.. oOo.. so exciting.. wondering wat is it like to have chalet with my chinese classmates.. hee.. so6 also planning chalet.. hope they can book one fast.. then can play le.. i wanna play mahjong.. i am addicted to mahjong le.. ever since 4e chalet.. miss playing it with my frens.. hmm.. miss 4e ppl also.. wonder when can we all meet and have fun again..
hmm.. i think i am too longwinded.. stopping here...
Princess ended @
8:14 PM
* Wednesday, October 26, 2005 *
i am so bored!!! exams are over.. holidays coming.. i dun like holidays.. hmm.. mayb i shld learn to love it cox i won't have much more holidays to waste le.. hehe.. today did't go sch.. kinda bored.. have been sleeping at home the whole day.. actually planned to study intergration de.. but so many questions dunno how to do! give up le.. dun haf da mood to study.. why does the sch still want to teach ne? can't they jux let us off?
yester didt go sch as well.. hmm.. but then in the end still end up in sch.. cox have to hand in the dropping subject form.. so scary la.. mrs gay call my house.. i jux woke up and my mama say there is a call for me.. hMmm.. then she hand over da phone to me.. OMG.. is mrs gay.. she ask me go sch hand in the form.. okayx.. wat ever.. so i have to go to sch.. maox accompany me go.. hehe.. kinda feelling bad oh.. he was veri tired and yet i still ask me accomapny me go.. before going to sch, i sat down at my table to think for half an hour.. i still have no idea which one to drop.. papa say dun drop any.. but i was thinking of droppin bio cox i dun like.. but feel like droppin chi also cox like its not veri useful to my future.. hmm.. but it turn out to be i dun need to drop!! haha.. so happy.. but mrs fong say i have to pass the topical test next yr.. before i can safely secure all my four subs.. hmm.. terrible.. i have to work on my bio ler.. i am going to search for bio tuition teacher! but i wonder got use ma? hee..
initially wanted to go cycling with mao de.. hmm.. but then thunder storm occurs.. there goes my cycling.. i want to cycle!! i has been such a long time since i ever cycled.. hmm.. mao.. so sorry oh.. kinda waste ya sleeping timee. hee.. but anyway.. since we are stuck in parkway.. we went to do somthing funny.. or stupid? hee.. there was a shop outside isetan.. some art stuffs.. so i suggest we go paint one picture.. hmm.. no childhood memeories.. we have nver paint tt during our younger days.. so we bought one and paint.. we painted the ultraman de.. haha.. i guess we realli are not the cut for art.. our colour combination was dammmmm lousy.. hehe.. saw purple ultraman before? tt's our master piece.. hehe.. we keep laughing at our master piece..
oh ya.. LLL call me also.. another scary thing.. after gay call then she call.. hehe.. she cant find out whole class cox no one attend her lesson.. hmm.. although feeling guilty nver go her lessons, but i realli dun feel like going ma.. so bored..
