its a bad day today.

perhaps due to the fact that i am moody today. i have no idea what got into me. i am just feeling down.....

"when i am just down. u left me with a note without a sound"

sounds familar? hahas.. its JJ song.. well.. ok.. i think only i know..

anyway.... horrigible today. no mood to work at all. one nasty cust just add on some sparks to my moodless day.

lucky no one pissed me off. i will go blasting at ppl if there is anyone who pissed me of today. well.. its just not my day...

zZZzz.. i want tos sleep..

haix.. my parents got to know how much i spend.. -_-"

Princess ended @
10:14 PM

went to vocal consort concert yesterday.

well. it was worth the money cox the quality they produce is good. or maybe its due to the good acoustic found in esplanade? well.. watever it is. i love the sound produced in the esplanade. the smoothing and rounded voices. without much background music. just sounds produced by people. it is rather amazing that voices- throat- can be an instrument itself.

of cox.. there are some flaws here and there. but.. the entertainment they had given definately made up for it.. =)

Princess ended @
9:22 PM

forgot to mention.. me and ellie got free ride fm sam.. he say this is the fouth time he is driving.. soOOO..

i end up reaching home at almost 3 when i end work at 1.00.. hahas.. i guess me and ellie was feeling 战战兢兢 when we are in his car. cox he dont realli know the routes..

well.. actually based on his driving skills, it is quite alright esp when u just started driving. no bumping, no jerking.. it was quite safe throughtout.. wahhha..

anyway.. thanks for the ride.

i wonder how would the car be when its my turn to drive.. hahas..

Princess ended @
8:09 PM

all thanks to MR DA NIAO big mouth....

i've got all HIGH CONSUMPTIONS call backs today... =(

luckily most of the calls did not have any response when i called them. thats the best! can save all naggings and scolding from cust who claims that the company is eating their money. well.. watever!

finally its sat! i need to rest. hibernate. i need sleep.... i shall sleep for most of the time this week endsss.......

sleeppping.........

Princess ended @
7:50 PM

singaporeans are ugly!

well.. not in terms of looks but character.


today is the worst day of my 18 yrs life. i am seriously ashamed that i am a singaporean..

somtimes i wonder... how can the characters of these ppl can be so bad when we all grow under the same conditions.


i bet it must be the cons of the education system. singapore education system may seemed as a success. yes.. it is. in terms of acadamic, but it had completely overlooked on the values and culture of people. esp manners.

how a person speak reflects one's upbringing. sad to say. singaporeans do not have much upbringing.. is this the result of singapore's fast pace of development?

since young, we are supposed to study.. with exams on hand, attaining good results in mind. people tend to work hard for results, forgetting abt friendship, kinship, relationship. in order to attain the required results, people can be ruthless and senseless. all because they are blinded by the aim to reach the top.

yes, education, really brings up the quality and quantity of singaporeans life. they enable us to live in safe and secure country with good defence and good economy. the picked up qualified ppl to be MPs, to serve the country, to serve the nation..

well.. its due to all these serving! now.. we cultivate ourselves into nasty singaporeans.

for a moment. some people can argue with u because of a one cent miscalculation. they are meticulous in calculation, all thanks to the education system which taught us maths, which taught us our rights, which taught us how to argue with ppl, which taught us how can we win our battlel.

and for another moment. some ppl may be screaming at u like hell. cox they know. customers are always right. and they demanded for the service to be a top level. because singapore is labelled as a fast and efficient country.

my foot la. fast and efficient.. i can provide the service for u if u are nice and poliet. the moment u open ur mouth, u screamed at us. as how do u want us to serve u willingly? u want us to be efficent. so.. do u mind paying money for the fast service? u mind. so whats the price are u willing to pay for the service that u want?

some people blast at u. as if u are the slaves. the complained that u govern organisations are eating money... etc.. and yet.. they want to find the MPs to complain abt us... rubbish people. arnt they contridicting themselves? for a moment, u claimed we are govern's ppl and we are eating ur money. for the next moment, u want to find Mps to solve ur problem. mind u. they are also govern lehx. so.. u scold the govern and u want the govern to help u...

so clever...

somtimes, being too professional do turn u into a nasty person. u have high expectations. i expect all to follow ur rules, ur say. but. sorry to say. as a cust, u may req us to help u. not to order us! we are not slaves mind u.

i seriously cant stand all these nasty ppl. how i wish i can have a bomb and bomb all of ur to death. with all these ppl around just pollutes the earth. cox they are selfish and incorrigible ppl... and u ppl just dont know how nasty u are. i so hope that u can record ur own conversation down and listen to how ugly u can be.

anyway. some ppl thinks that they are so big that they demand to talk to the highest head or so called the person in charge of us. helloz la.. u dreaming issit? we employees dont even get to see or talk to them and u this little pea with all those elect and water debts wants to talk to the hightest authority. please la. have some sense can. brainless...

ppl who owes money yet they talked till as if we are the one who owes them money. funny man. there is this guy who is almost late for every payment and he still can and ask why is PN give to him. stupid issit? he shld have know it since he had been paying late for almost all of his bills. and then come and tell me, we shld use SD to offset his PN. pls la. as if the SD is enf to pay off for all those bills. SD is collect cox there are ppl like u... who dont pay up on time, dont pay up when u cut off ur supplies. no money to pay still talk so much. still want to find MP. MP so free hUH.. u be MP la...


idiots...

Princess ended @
8:26 PM

anyway. i had nightmears yesterday.

the fear, which i tot i had already overcome, has been triggered once again. after what i heard yester. the feeling is back.

the feelings that i had thrown away. or supossedly thrown away feels are back again. i hate that that kinda feeling. esp when i know someone else is also experiencing it. yet i cannot say it out.

why does it happen all the time? are people so vunerable to that? or rather. does it happen to most people?





i dunnnoooooo...

Princess ended @
8:23 PM

it shall be a nice day today.. =)

i didt answer high consumption calls today! celebration.. cox Hc are the toughest calls u have to deal with. terrible. terrible. cox cust will just ratter endlessly, hoping that we will reduce or adj their current charges.

but.. sorry to say. no matter how much u have talked.. nothing is going to change.. hahas.. ke lian right?

its a tiring day today. yawning non-stop. having leave yesterday was such a bonus. it had been such a long time when i can laze on the bed. walked around the house aimlessly. miss the feeling man..

unfortunately.. while i was soooOOoo sweet sleeping.. some people woke me up at 6.30am.. i am still in my dreams la.. =( but then.. i continued sleeping till i am to wake up willingly.. sounded so spoilt right? hahas..

well.. was abit upset yester. cox things that we supposed to be done were not done. or rather.. promises were not fulfilled.

however, shopping cheered me up! =)
and i do need to thank jun hao and barron for following me to shop. i know i take such a long long time. =P

Princess ended @
8:16 PM

yOO hOo.. shopiing time! =)

i've got leave today.. initially.. supposed to be going out with hot chixs.. but.. many things crop up..

so.. went shopping with barron and jun hao. =)

Topshop and Forever 21. my fav!

anyway. i spent quite alot today. hopefully my mum wont notice the amt i have spent.


Princess ended @
10:20 PM

this is my 3rd day of actual work.

pretty tiring i guess? cox i need to go to work earlier and come back much later. and u have to grap alot knowledge abt the company. cox u nver know what kinda qns the custs going to ask u.

anyway. met a very very nasty cust today. stay in terrece house yet scream to us abt her elect bills. wah laox.. terrce lehx.. still so stingy. wanted us to go down and check how much does each of her appliances consumption cost..

bloody irritating. rich and stingy. what for live in terrce if u cant bear to part with ur money? still have to cheek to say there might be elect leakages. stupid la.. her consumption is so constant for the past one yr. so.. why does she only call us up after one yr? if there is really leakages, shldnt u have noticed it long long time ago? brainless.

but then.. its quite scary when they qn u abt stuffs u are not sure or stuffs that are not within ur working scope. some mouths are just simply thorns. they think that we are not humans, shld behumilated and scolded by them as and when they wish. haha. how nice if they will think in our shoes.

dream on man.

人不为己, 天驻地灭. ppl are selfish.. everybody are fishmongers... =x

i think i must realli cool down. now i finally understand why those mentors will speak vulgarities when they have silly and irriataing cust. ahahs..

well.. ppl ppl. full of patterns.

i think my command of english is seriously "deteriorating" after speaking so much singlish to cust. there is this person, dont even kNow what is " how do i address u sir" he tot we want his address la... pengz can...

yawnzzzz... luckily i have off tmr.. =)

shopping time!

Princess ended @
10:43 PM

thurs was a fun day as well..

this morrona and ah pek came to wait for me at my work place....
to... wahhha.. shall not eleborate. but then. i real appreciate what u guys did =)

i think we are wierd ppl. cox we ate ya kun at night.. wahha.. and MR JUN HAO aka AH PEK. he is eating eggs at night la.. and its tt kinda half boil eggs lorz.. wierd right.. wahha.. see their faces know they are wierd already.. =)
and then.. we ate some other stuffs recommanded by these 2 guys.. quite nice u kNow..but then.. i dunno why.. i vomitted out everything i ate at night.. hahas..

and then.. take photos! =)


Princess ended @
6:07 PM

FINALLY!
i meet up with my darling hot chicks! so happy!

we went cafe cartel for dinner. initially tot jy not coming. so its onli me vera and serene.. OOo.. who knows out of sudden, jy pop out with her bf.. hahas..
this is our dinner! me, vera and serene decided on this after fliping the menu thousands times.. Opps..

yummy right? =)

after which, we ate dessert! my favourite..... ice cream. its so big isnt it? super sinful yet super satisfaction. =)



Princess ended @
5:44 PM

hmmm...

i wanna go shopping! went window shopping yester.. oooOOooo.. i targeted on so many new stuffs already.. wahhha..

topshop and forever 21.. who wants to go shopping with me? =)

vera darling.. is our dinner still on?? i cant wait to see u...

Princess ended @
9:19 PM

oh nO..

i sense something wrong..

die die die...

Princess ended @
9:37 PM

raining days make me emotional..

tsk tsk..

raining days irritated my mother.. cox the clothes will be damp and smelly..

tsk tsk..

raining days cause my father to catch a cold while overseas..

tsk tsk..

raining days enabled everybody to stay at home.

to enjoy family warmth initally, but.. it turned into flames as the warmth are too strong..


hahass.. i am lame right.

ignore me then. =D

Princess ended @
1:59 PM

ARGH!

STOP SCOLDING ME AND BROTHER!!! WE ARE NOT UR SLAVES. STOP INSTRUCTING HOW OUR LIFES SHOULD BE, HOW OUR LIFES SHOULD LIVE. WE ARE NOT U.

DONT FORCE ME. I DONT WANT TO HATE U


i really feel like running away. i wanted to.

i detest this kinda feel. f i cant breathe anymore. i tot everything seems to be alright already. but i am wrong. totally wrong. hoplessly wrong.

i tried my best to give in to u. yet u wanted more from me. now even from my brothers. what nonesense? u have ur own troubles what abt us? u want us to stand in ur shoes. so. did u even stand in our shoes? we tried to give u watever we can. and yet. u made ridiculous demands. u tell me.. how are we able to do it? i am not superwomen ok. and bros are not super man lorz.

when we are home. u say we disturb u. when we are out, u complain we dont put family into our hearts. hey. what do u want? so irritating u know. i really cant stand it! i feel as if i am a balloon, overfilled with air.. going to burst any moments. regardless if its my anger or my tears. i felt as if they all overspilling already.

u claimed that we are always happier with frens. have u wondered why is it so? we tried so hard to be closer to u. its u who pushed us away. u assumed our actions of love are childish behaviour. so what can we do? its u who dont want us near u. and now, u come back bite us back. totally absurd.

old fashioned!

dont compare the past with present. past methods will not be applicable in todays science and technology era. last time the police wears shorts now they wear long pants already ok.

i seriously dont want to have any abhorent towards u.


beacause u are my mum.

Princess ended @
7:44 PM

wee keat, kai xiang, jun rong and act shuai going into army today le..

suddenly msn has lesser ppl.. feels so wierd...

Princess ended @
9:04 PM

the rainy season is gone but then rain is still not over yet.. it had been raining for whole day today and yesterday.

rain. it can be irritating when u are outside, rushing to some where, rushing home, shopping..etc.. cox it hinders ur progress to where ever u are, what ever u are doing. the worse thing is that it wets ur stuffs, ur dressings..

yet.. it can be so sweet when u are at home, yearning for a nice sleep. =) or.. at home with love ones, cuddling with each other.

as i walked out of the house in the morning, the scene is different from what i usually see.. green, blue, red , silver.. colors of umbrellas cover the usual black, white, brown. why do formal clothings have to be colors which are so dull? yeah.. usually when i am on the train to work, ppl are often dressed formally for work. no one has bright colors.. so sad right? its as if working life is dull and awful, it gives the feeling of boring, sadness, heavy work load.. etc..

i love colorful world. the colors of the umbrellas brighten up my day. =)

anyway.. once, i so loved be drenched by the rain. esp heavy rain. still remember the last time i had a great time under the rain was sec 2. walking home in heavy rain was the best. with the downpour falling on u.. its as if the rain wash all the sins, ur wrong doings off ur shoulders.. it is as if the rain helped to shower all your troubles away.

till now, i still love the feeling of being drenched. but.. i cant do that on impulse anymore. cox there are always many stuffs which i need to take care off.. eg.. my precious shoes, clothings, accessories.. haix.. they are stuffs which i cant bear to wet them. and of cox.. my bag.. always full of impt stuffs.. see la.. when can i play in the rain again? hmm...

Princess ended @
8:43 PM

u know what..

i ate somthing which is more terrible than TPJC CANTEEN food! its the food court that is located below the place i work.

oh my god. the food there SUCKS can.. its soooOOOOooo yucky and sucky and terrible.. ahh.. esp the jap food. i tot i have eaten the worse jap food in TPJC who knows.. this is evern worse..

my god.. can the food be any better?


wahhha.. but then.. haix.. only i will suffer ma.. so.. nver mind. just want to vent my displeasure (hmm.. is there this word?) alright. i think i shall not eat food from that stall again. its not worth my money. hee..

work is once, boring again. well.. cox i have been listening in to the customers while my mentor is doing the stuffs.. very slack. and the calls are little today. and it enable me to finish my storybook u KNow..

i am so happy. cox i finally finish the book which wee keat lend it to me. quite enjoyable. its tittled. five people u meet in heaven. i think many ppl have read this book, or come across this tittle before right?

i want to read tuesday with morrie.. who have it?

somthing interesting.. haha.. i am abit sick of chocolates.. wahha.. can u imagine that?

Princess ended @
7:39 PM

our dear uncle MR BOON LONG going into army today.. hmm.. by now.. shld be sleeping already? ahhh.. i bet shaina misses u alot!

but then.. its somthing that all guys have to go thru no matter how unbearable the process will be. soo.. shaina. dun be too sad ok?

next will be kai xiang and wee keat right? haix... the class is getting smaller... will we get back the fun and joy 2 yrs later???

ya.. and MR act shuai.. going in soon also.. and. jun rong. hmm.. thats all i can remember.

oh yes. i've booked my driving theory test. its during the march.. so.. i will like 2 mths to get ready? quite long right? hee.. i am thinking of chinese new yr already. so much things to be excited and look forward to..

hmm.. since i didt make any resolutions when 2007 enters, i shall make some reflections and resolutions when the chinese new yr comes alright? =)

training at work seems to get mundane each day.. zZZzzz... sometimes i wonder if i am able to be as poilte as the mentors.. i think tmr will be some pratical thingy already.. ooOooo..

all the best to me!

i am missing all my frens! my dear PALS and HOT CHICKS!!! date me out okay... date me.. date me! =)

Princess ended @
8:25 PM

yOo hOo..

风水轮流转.

finally.. i won during mahjong.. wahhhaa..

its sat. yet i still have to work.. poor me.. but. its quite slack la. cox its still training. well.. training gonna end pretty soon and will be answering calls sooonn.. wooooh.. awaiting for it. =) cox i love to talk.. heee

want to go and register for driving after work. but then.. cox of much much delay.. when we reach there. the drivin centre close already. sad.. waste my time and energy. have to go on monday again..

after which the fun is here. went shaina house for a mini gathering.. cox the guys are going NS soon. alittle farewell for them.. shaina got the singing system la.. so we just went around singing, laughing.. so shuang la.. its just same as k box. just that its much more comfy..

of cox.. played mahjong with boon long, shaina and jason. felt abt sorry for making shaina and jason lose so much, esp jason.. ahh.. but u working ma.. so nver mind ma.. right jason? eh.. u are.. read my blog then tag la..

i must realli say. this is the my first time winning lehx. for the rest of the times, i am losing one la.. soo.. piggy yr is a good yr for me! huat ah! let me win during chinese new yr ba.. hee..

oh no no no.. i am addicted to mahjong.. oOooo..

Princess ended @
2:39 PM

ARGH!

I AM NOT IN A GOOD MOOD TODAY..

i think.. pms is coming.. i am irritated by alot of things.. idiot!

Princess ended @
10:40 PM

2/1

went ms tay and mr gui's house, for a mini gathering..

just to chat and have fun. we played mahjong.. and u know what.. i lost money to mr kenneth heng, aka act shuai again.

every time, every time.. when he is around, i will sure lose 3.60 to him.. yes. i think i lost quite alot of times to him. i think i lost 5 plus in total.. but then.. nvm.. 破财挡灾 =) anyway.. he is going into army sooon.. soooo.. 让他吧. when he is in there, he cant play much of it already.

initally wanted to go and see kian siong de.. but then..we went there too late. he fall in already.. if we are not wrong, shld be on the bus.. such a long time ever i last saw him..

after which, we bid goodbye to mr and mrs gui before heading to eat dinner with the gang.. chatted while eating..

supposed to meet barron and jun hao. but then.. did not. soo... went home to sleep.. cox there is work the next day..

ahh.. i want to learn keyboard!

Princess ended @
9:37 PM

its 2007!

another new yr! everytime, at this period of the yr, i will feel quite excited, nervous, cox school is like starting soon. but then.. this yr.. not much feelings.. cox.. there arn't any schooling for me! felt kinda empty. cox i dont even know what kinda new yr resolutions i shld get myself this yr.

everything is not fixed. results not out yet. dont even know if i can pass on to U not.. well of cox i do wish i can pass on to the next level. so many ppl are looking at my steps to the U. haix...

well.. had a dinner function tonight.. its dinner and dance.. of cox. i am not the dancers.. my parents are.. they love dancing.. =)

so.. poor me and bros.. have nothing to do since we are nuts when coming to dancing. therefore, we began taking photos. =)))



Princess ended @
12:37 AM