went to wend's house today.. we were playing mahjong to black jet and in between and poker.. haha.. played with her mother and sis also.. they are the pros la.. poor me.. onli win once.. when mao mao came.. we switch to black jet.. haha.. i think i dun have the winning luck on me.. i didt win much.. loss more than win.. or issit i shld change my sitting position? haha.. played quite a few games tt i nver played before.. kinda fun..

left early as i have to go the my uncle house for dinner..

damm full now.. cox ate alot! sharkfins.. abalone.. all those u can name.. my uncle is a good cook! even better than my mother.. no wonder he own his own restaurants.. haha.. i think i am going to shed all those i have eaten today, on tmr's pe.. oh gosh.. pe again!!!

tired tired.. haven been sleeping properly for the past few days.. my cousin slept at my house yester.. and he played PS with my bros till 3 in the morning.. and they were shouting and cheering when they were playing.. can u imagine tt?? hahas

had quite alot to talk to with my cousins this yr.. mayb cox they are more grown up? more common topics to talk to and more common interest? its like.. we juz click right away when we start our conversation.. haha..

by right.. we shld be close.. however.. we onli meet a few times in a yr.. cox we are all living far away fm each other.. no time to meet.. is always an excuse to stop gatherings.. well.. as a result.. my aunt who was hospitalised for depression was made unknown to us.. kinda bad right??

new yrs are always so fun and enjoying.. haha.. but wat we are looking forward to.. is the hong baos that we get.. my hong bao money is always sOo stardard.. abt the same.. but its alot compared to other ppl.. however.. dun asume tt i am rich.. cox my parents collect all my hong bao money back!!!

saw alot of other cousins tt used to come to my house to play when ,y great grandmother was still alive.. hmm.. they have all grown up into young women and men.. esp one of the girl.. she is sOOOo pretty.. hahass.. i think all guys will drool over her..

i ate damm lots of chocolates today.. having sore throat now.. retribution!! haha.. shall go and drink some water!

Princess ended @
9:38 PM

watched "i not stupid too" juz now..

tt movie.. make me teared till i finish a packet of tissue!! now.. my eyes are swollen and red..

it was even worse when i juz step out of the cinema.. all the blood vessels can be seen.. scary..

well.. the show was touching and humerous.. make u cry of one moment and then make u laugh for the other moment.

arhx.. tired tired.. went to ps with my bros and cousin to watch at 4pm.. but then.. the tickets are onli avalible for the 740 show.. and its 2nd row fm the front! its full house for today.. even the first rows are occupied!!

tired tired.. cant think properly.. shall blog again tmr..

Princess ended @
12:16 AM

my bro and mecousins
the grandchildrens.. and my aunt.. can u spot her?
my family
big big family
daughter, mother, granddaughter
the grandchildrens
yummy yummy
the men
and guess who are they??




my grandma and aunt came to singapore to celebrate new yr this yr!! sO exciting and heart warming!!

went to this restaurant to eat renuion dinner.. hmm.. the place was some where near harbour front and the restaurant can move so tt we can view the surounding scenery.. beautiful.. saw sentosa.. hahas.. i wanna go there!!!

Princess ended @
12:15 PM

bbq at mr gui's house! but then.. i cant seems to up load any more photos!!!








Princess ended @
11:32 PM

today is the eve of new yr eve!

didt wanna go sch today.. but.. my mama say.. i must go.. sOo.. juz went for 2 periods of gp.. quite alright.. this was better than Mrs Lee gp class.. arts and culture is far more interesting.. and how i wish this gp teacher would be mine.. hahas..

of cox.. we didt not stay for the celebration.. went off straight after gp to eat breakfast with vera and serene.. as usual.. mac breakfast..

hmm.. the night is exciting.. having bbq at mr gui and ms tay's house.. qutie alot of ppl turn up.. even my juniors also turn up.. haha.. nice to see them.. they still remembered me.. haas.. well.. they are all in the stage where i was abt 2 yrs ago.. hmm.. miss those days after o levels..

if time were to turn back...
i would have done so much more things...

if onli..

okay.. back to topic.. well.. meet ting and mao first to buy the drinks.. and then.. it ended up with all the ppl meeting at ntuc cox everybody is doing last min shopping..

and then.. we set off the gui's house!

the condo was damm nice la.. one of the nicest i ever saw.. the swimming pool was the one i love the most! big and modern.. nice nice.. but.. a bit inconvinent..

of cox.. we ppl had all the fun and laughters and enjoyment.. of cox.. not forgetting photo taking! hmm.. but we didt realli have a big gp photo.. cox there were far too many gps having their own conversation.. but its nice to see so many familar faces.. hee..

i am sOo tired now..

Princess ended @
12:11 AM

two creatures! haas
chinese new yr is coming!

my bro is trying on his outfit.. sOo.. i went to borrow my mum's cheongsum and wear.. haha.. it is veri losse and then.. it is sOoo short!!! it is suppose to be fitting.. but then.. tOo bad.. its loose on me.. and then.. i dun kinda like the high nexk thingy.. make me feel suffocating.. haha..

look wierd right.. a mature looking dress with a childish face.. haha.. tts me.. the lame queen..

well.. i sit beside him on the bus today!!

haha.. well.. its not on purpose.. cox there is No more sits.. sOo.. juz sit beside him.. i tot he was alsleep but he was not.. he woke up when i sat.. okay.. am i too heavy? haha.. well.. okay la.. not much feelings.. but then.. he use perfume.. smells nice.. haha.. i also want! make me remember of my guess perfume tt i wanna buy..

hmm.. went out with mh and jy to crap in the afternoon.. wanted to go home and sleep de.. then tt mh keep nagging on us.. soo.. we went lor..

Princess ended @
11:09 PM

i am sUpeR duPer tired!!!

ran six rounds yester and six rounds today.. run the outer lane somemore.. wahh.. tired!!! i can feel my legs aching.. dun like the feeling..

had choir oritentation today for the j1.. hmm.. played captains ball with cabbage.. super funny la.. but super tired also.. feel as if my whole body has no strength already..

drop dead..

Princess ended @
8:41 PM

i am worn out!!

had along day today.. juz reach hm not long ago.. with my stomach still full.. sOoO.. i cannot sleep now.. when i am bloody tired..

hmm.. went to botanical gardens for chinese new yr singing today.. it has been a long long time ever since i have been there.. and Now.. it seems huge to me.. haha.. didt realli explore thou.. but i like the atmosphere down there.. nice to live in.. how nice if i have a house in the middle of the green.. sOoo nice.. my dream house!

the singing was okay.. not veri nice.. haha.. it was raining while we are having our rehersal.. hmm.. the rain was veri veri big! a nice chance for me to play in the rain.. but then.. too bad have to perform later.. cannot be drenched.. it has been a long time since i played in the rain.. kinda forget how it feels like already..

went to eat dinner after the thingy.. we spend almost an hr getting out of the botanical gardens.. it was damm far.. but luckily.. we are all together with a bunch of peeps where we could chat and laugh.. hahas..

finally.. when we are all tired and worn out and smelly.. we found tt bus stop tt lead us to orchard.. had a quick dinner at NYDC.. daMmm full.. the food was alright.. it was much better than secret recipie.. haha.. and we shop for a while before we go back hm..

on our back hm saw chris and chee kian.. and some of the choir seniors.. hmm.. well.. i didt recongnise one of them when he was the one i am suppose to "guard" last yr.. haha.. well.. i didt Noe tts him..

tired tired.. shall sleep nOw.. with my hmwk undone.. guilty!!

Princess ended @
10:23 PM

its raining now..

juz woke up fm my nap.. but.. still feeling tired.. abit blur..

was tired out fm the cleaning of my room.. hmm.. didt realise i have so much things to throw away.. haas.. alot of stuffs which was collected during seconday days.. throwing them is such a unbearable thing to do.. but then.. they are some stuffs tt i wont be using..

let me see.. oh ya.. throw away some of the stuffs i made during the D&T lessons.. haha.. they brought back memories.. memories of the D&T room.. and of cox.. make me remember the hom econs room as well.. haha.. actually throwing the stuffs i made is also a good thing.. cox the stuffs i made are so lousy.. haha.. i dun have the art skills.. i will juz die if i study arts..

hmm.. and then.. accidentally found some letters tt i wrote to joey.. haha.. we were quarreling abt some matter tt i dun remember.. haha.. reading the letter.. seems so funny.. well.. tats the naive us.. haha.. miss seconday sch days.. indeed.. me and joey didt quarrel more.. haha.. but then.. it always bring us closer each time.. ke xin.. miss u.. hmm.. hopefully get to see ya on fri!!

also found lots of letters writen by HY.. bring my memories back again.. well.. didt tot of him for a long time already.. it goes to show he has been completely removed out of my life right? haha.. however.. it brought back the memories of me and him.. the happy days.. seems so wierd.. i onli remember the happy days with him.. although the unhappy days were more.. i seems to have erase those unpleasant parts out of my mind.. haha..

is tt a good thing? remembering how much tears i had shed for him.. and how he had hurt me..i dun even feel anger or hatrate at all.. haha.. i think tts a good thing.. wondering wats he doing now.. hopfully as good as i am now.. haha..

i noe i am enjoying every moments of my life now.. but.. good times usually passes by fast.. i dun wish the happy moments to be gone so soon.. 2 yrs is soOo short..

hmm.. going to sing in botanical gardens tomorrow.. haha.. wondering if it would be as fun as the christmas carolling.. of cox.. everything wont be the same.. cox nora is not around.. i miss nora!

Princess ended @
4:44 PM

i still hate the gaYee alot!!!

stupid gay.. today.. i ask her if she could give me extra lessons for bio.. and then.. to my surprise.. she say NO!! have u ever had a teacher who say no to someone who wants to learn? stupid teacher.. i shld have known earlier tt she is this tpye of teacher.. and i am still hoping she will hopefully help me in my weak bio..

she said " No.. i dun have the time.. my free periods are used to prepare my stuffs and then after sch i am devoted to others things.. i am not going to spend my time on u. and i am going to have lessons with the whole class.. not u alone"

wat the hell.. cant she spare some time for me? i am juz asking for once a weak to help me out in the areas where i am confused.. stupid teacher..

and u noe wat? after she said tt.. she called me up again.. she said she wanna talk to me.. yeah.. explaining why she cant give me time for lessons.. yeah.. and give all sorts of excuses to explain why she cant give me the time.. i bet she wants to make the situation sounds better.. EXCUSES!

she tell me to change my thinking.. saying i am not thinking as hard as i shld.. and i am thinking in the wrong way.. i told her i juz cant get wat the bio question is asking me.. tts why i need her help.. and then.. i told her i ahd tuition before and nothing seems to help.. sOo.. she tell me to change my thinkin.. she said if tuition cannot help.. means she cannot help also.. hell la.. isnt she a teacher? isnt she suppose to help students who are weaker?

for tt moment.. i realli feel like giving her a slap on her face... irritaitng looks.. but i have no choice but to smile to her.. but then.. i think i cant endure the anger in me.. cox i can sense my eyes giving the pissed off look.. and i can feel tt she sense it.. haha..

but then.. i have never encounter this kinda teacher in my life la.. in sec sch.. i didt even ask for help and mr naufal came and offer me extra lessons.. in jc.. we ask for extra lessons for chem and maths and mrs neo and ms leow help us irregardless how busy are they.. wat abt tt gaYyee.. she nver ever help us out in our promo k.. she nver ask us if we need help at all.. and now.. when i need help.. and i ask her.. she said no.. and mind u.. its the beginning of the yr.. cant imagine where will she hide when out A levels are coming..

oh ya.. probably stucking up to those ppl who can get As for her bio.. and hopfully those ppl can be the top student and then she can take her credits.. saying.. oh.. they have these good results all the efforts come fm me.. yucks.. hypo..

i realli cant voice out how much hatrate i have against her.. how nice if i can change a teacher.. arhx!!!! or.. make her disappear fm my sight..

i am going to give myself one mth.. one mth later.. if i still cant improve on my bio.. i will drop it.. say good bye to tt gayEee i dun wanna see her any more!!!

Princess ended @
10:06 PM

my day was spoilt by the gaYee today.. irritating.. when i reach the assembly ground today.. she told me in a veri "u deserve it tone".. shulin.. u have to drop one subject.. i was like.. wat the hell she's talking? didt even tell me what happen.. until i realise.. i must have failed the bio topical test.. so.. i ask her in a nicely tone.. did i fail my test? she ignore me la.. wat the hell.. and when i ask her if i could know wats my results.. she told me" oh u are not suppose to noe them.. i am Not going to revel it to u..and then her tone was like.. u fail.. tts ur own problem.. dun come and find me.. i have nothing to do with it..

i feel like killing her man.. arhx!! tell me that early in the morning.. spoil my day..

but then.. i want realli bothered abt i fail or i pass the test.. cox.. i think i kinda expect tt i will not pass? haha.. cox i didt even have time to study.. hmm.. so now.. i am wondering which subject should i drop.. bio or chinese?? SOME ONE HELP ME!!! i have been thinking abt it for a long long time and yet to come with a decision..

well.. i feel like dropping bio.. cox i have no interest in tt sub.. or i should say.. i do like tt sub.. juz tt i dun like tt gaYee.. her voice juz pissed me off.. her looks make me wanna close my eyes.. well.. if i drop tt sub.. i have less contact with her.. tt is so wonderful la.. but then.. i will be the onli odd one out in class already.. and then they gaYee would even dislike me more..

and then.. if i drop chinese.. it would be so pity la.. cox i damm like chinese.. and then my chinese is far much better than bio.. and then.. if i remain my chinese.. i will be left with a combination of maths chem and chinese.. wouldnt it be such a wierd combi? where can i go after A levels? but then.. i dun mind any way.. cox i dun even intend to study science anymore..

hmm.. i think that i should have taken the arts fac in the beginning.. i am far more interested in geo than bio la.. hmm.. well.. of cox.. this kinda regretion is abit too late..

i used to have a clear mind of wat i wanna be next time.. i am always the one with a clear mind of wat i want.. but.. all of sudden.. i feel kinda lost.. i am kinda worried.. wat if i dun get into the course that i want? what if i cant make it? arhx.. terrible.. why am i thinking so much?

shall stop now.. feeling so sleepy and yet i have to study for my maths test tmr.. hopefully i can score well with me not practicing my maths.. haha..



Princess ended @
10:07 PM

oh yeah.. dunkin donuts!!! haha.. my father bought it from back fm indonesia.. hmm.. yummy yummy.. although some me abit out of shaped.. squashed!!!

hmm. he juz went for a day.. it was like.. so fast? before i realise.. he is over in indonesia home already.. and before i know.. he is back at home.. haha..

surprisingly.. he bought lots of stuffs back.. haha.. well.. dunno la..

i am super tired today.. choir end veri late today.. and then.. i have tonnes of hmwk to do.. that explains why i am still online at this hr when i am suppose to have my beauty sleep.. haha..

i juz finish one bio report and gp essay.. tt was like.. fastest stuffs i have ever done in this yr? like completing two assignments in 3 hrs time? haha.. i am tired.. shall go and sleep.. and have my wonderful donuts tomorrow..

Princess ended @
12:11 AM

saw the guy on the bus again today.. hmm.. today is the third day i saw him? hmm.. or i should say.. today is the third day i noticed him ever since he smile at me tt day.. haha..

well.. for today.. hmm.. nothing happened.. cox he woke up on his own before reaching the sch.. and then.. i dunno wats he is looking for.. he happen to turn his head in my direction juz as i looked up while talking with kenneth.. haha.. and then.. we stared with each other for some moments before we both turned away.. haha.. funny right? hmm.. he still have the blur look on his face..

well.. i seriously wonder.. does he recognise me? cox tt day.. saw him in canteen.. then.. he appeared to have no emotions.. haha.. erm.. well.. wat do i expect? haha.. hmm.. saw him today in class room.. we were ending lessons and i was going out of the door when he came in.. alomst bumbed into him.. haha.. i think he was kinda taken aback too.. haah.. and then i juz walk off as nothing happen.. did he recognise me?

the pork was taking the same bus with me today.. well.. i dunno if he saw me not.. or he chose not to see me.. haha.. i was busying talking.. i guess he heard all my conversation..

last fri.. didt saw him on the bus.. he didt take the same bus.. late? or take the earlier bus? wondering.. haha..

thurs was the 2nd day i saw him.. hmm.. i was sitted beside one of his classmate.. i guess?? i dunno.. he turned to look in my direction for a few times.. but i dunno wat he is looking at.. when i board the bus.. he appeared to be sleeping eh.. and he was occupying two sits at a time when the bus is already quite croweded..

well.. on the first day.. haah.. it was wed.. it was damm funny la.. he was sitting some where near the back door and then he was smiling.. smiling to me? hmm.. no idea eh.. and then..some one happen to want to alight the bus when i was walking near to his sit.. so in order to let that person get down.. i turn to his direction. he must have tot i wanted to sit beside him.. so he took his bag up and out it on his lap.. haha.. but then.. i juz look at him and walk to sit at the back.. damm bad right? haha.. well.. i dunno.. but i think it it rather funny.. haha.. sOoo.. from then on.. kinda notice him.. and then.. so coincidentally.. get to see him in sch almost everyday.. well..

Princess ended @
6:17 PM

i am gonna kill myself pretty soon.. i have been like blogging.. and then.. my bro cut off the internet connection when i was abt to publish my blog.. arhx.. everything is gone.. my godd.. waste my time and energy.. and i think i have forgotten wat i wrote.. thanks bro!

well.. decided to blog.. cox i am lazy to study.. have been doing bio tys juz now.. and then.. i juz doesnt seems to get the stuffs into my brain.. i think my brain froze.. juz dun feel like doing anything.. i juz woke up from my half an hr sleep and yet i still feel like sleeping.. well.. mayb not sleeping but lazying around.. i now i have tonnes of work waiting for me to do.. well.. i juz feel like slacking.. haha..

this weekend has been a busy one for me.. cox i intend to do somthing abt my left behind work and then.. sOo many things appeared.. haha.. well.. but then.. i guess.. i am rather happy with tt.. haahss.. bad ger me.. hmm.. lets start off with today..

went out to eat with my family for lunch.. hmm.. getting hungry now.. haha..well.. after tt.. went to chinatown.. to shop the new yr bazzar thingy.. its was dAmMM hot.. well probably cox its around noon time.. haha.. then while widow shopping.. saw the guy at the same food centre where me and my family were havin lunch.. well.. i dunno why but got a feeling he is fm tpjc too.. cox he looks familar.. haha.. anyway.. juz walk around looking at the stuffs which are the same for the past few yrs.. haha.. there are alot of ppl.. and i guess most of them are window shopping rather.. cox they would usually wait for the last few days where everything is at half price..

while my dad was parking the car.. saw a gp of young ppl who are drving also.. made me think of myself.. haha.. well.. i am definately going to learn how to drive.. cant wait for the day to arrive.. sOo.. i began to imagine myself driving the car on the road.. haha.. can u imagine i actually imagine tt when i was standing on the road?oh god.. i have be desperate for my own driving licence.. haha..

went to buy my aunt's shirt for her.. but then.. ppl are everywhere.. its sooOo crowed.. soO.. we juz grab some blouse and go.. haha.. my mother was thinking of buying the traditional clothes for me.. i was like.. HUh.. u kidding? haha.. i think i wont look nice with tt la.. cox i am so violent.. and i dun have a nice figure.. it will definately look wierd.. but then.. i am going to try on my mum's cheong sum later.. wonder how it looks like.. haha..

ate the ice cream tt they were selling on the roads.. they are yummy! made me think of my pri sch days where i would go and buy outside the sch.. the uncle is not selling anymore now.. his ice cream is the best man.. nice nice.. haha.. or issit cox when u r young.. everything seems nice.. cox i remembered the pri sch canteen food was damm nice.. when u go sec sch.. u miss pri sch food.. cox sec sch food suxs.. but then.. when u go jc.. u miss sec sch food.. cox jc food.. is even sucker.. cant be eaten man.. even with the change of vendors.. the food is not fantastic.. and the speed is like.. tortoise.. slow like hell..

yesterday was my aunt's wedding.. hmm.. had to wake up early in the moring to go to her house.. oh.. my beauty sleep.. haha.. well.. went to her house to wait for her and her husband to arrive.. she was pretty oh.. no wonder ppl say brides are the most beautiful on their wedding day.. she had such a nice figure la.. i was staring at it most of the time.. cox.. i juz envy her lorz.. which i can nver achieve.. cox.. i eat alot.. haha..

can u imagine my relative asking abt when will be my turn? haha.. i am onli 17 eh.. even if i get married a few yrs down the road.. it will be far too early.. and then.. i need to get a bf first before i can get married oh.. hmm.. i think i have been veri choosy oh... but then.. u cant blame it when u dun have chemisty with them.. i dunno why.. others view them as good.. but i juz dun think they are good.. oh god.. haha.. well.. my relatives were busy asking me if i have boyfren not.. and u noe wat.. my mother answer for me even before i cant react.. she hates me to be with guys and yet she tell them i have bf.. i was dammm stunn.. she said tt? cant believe man.. she scold me like hell when i had boys calling me.. and she said tt? erm.. cant predict wat my mums think man..

but then.. i cant help but think abt my own wedding.. who would be my other half? and how would my wedding be like? haha.. yeah.. i noe.. i am dreaming... realli dreaming.. haha.. well this aunt is 35.. yet she look as if she is juz 20 plus.. she has beautiful complextion! hmm.. she is the last to get married among her four siblings.. well.. i think this is the wedding tt her mother dun need to be worried for.. cox she is a girl with mature thinkings.. unlike her other siblings.. haha..

u noe wat.. i had a damm wierd dream last night.. or this moring rather.. the dream consits of my classmates of the past and present.. it was such a dream wierd tt it seems abit scary to me.. haha.. well.. shall not put in the detailss. its juz too wierd.. haah..

Princess ended @
5:22 PM

serene's birthday! it falls on fri the thirteen.. well.. we gave her surprises which made her.. sOOo haapy.. haha.. well.. serene.. happy birthday!

Princess ended @
9:11 PM

arhx!!!

i hate MRS GAYYYEEE.. let me tell u.. she SUUUCCKKKSSS.. and watever all those bad words.. use on her please.. hate her.. hate her to the core.. (sorry to those who like her or respect her.. tts ur own business..)

irritating gayeee..

shaina is sick today after pe.. sOo.. we a bunch of girls stayed back to look after her.. and the of cox.. boon long is there also.. and then.. then next lesson is bio tutorial.. sOoo.. we skiped her lesson.. cox nobody feels like going to her class.. cox no one likes her and then.. she doesnt like us as well..

she have been pissed off with our class for this week.. cox she say we always give her troubles while her other classes didt.. hey.. we onli change the bio rep on pur own and we didt collect the bio practical notes onli.. do u need to put on such a fuss? yeah.. u are the teacher.. but then.. must we all follow watever u say? u ask us to die so we must go and die la? and then.. u have ur own way of doing stuffs while we have our own way too.. dun expect me to follow ur way k..

and.. if u like the other classes sOOo much.. why dun u be their form teacher instead? why do u stick to our class again? u Noe we girls will give u problems.. sOoo.. why bother us? juz ignore us la.. in tt case.. less troubles.. u have less worries and we will complain less.. isnt tt good for u and me?

and then.. u can scold me.. u can doubt me.. but then.. there is no necessary for u to tell it to my parents right? and then.. i onli skip ur lesson once.. why u tell them i skip sch? tts alot of difference okay.. u r a teacher.. cant u get it clear.. and then.. let me tell u why i skip ur lesson.. cox u r tOOOO IRRITATING!!! HEAR UR VOICE I WANNA PUTE.. ESP DURING TUT.. AND STILL NEED TO LISTEN TO U FOR LECT! WTH.. so many ppl complain watever u teach we dun understand and why do u still hold on to the position as a lecturer? do u think tt u r in the sch for long.. u can have the position as a lecturer? why dun u give the chance to other new teachers? they might do oit better than u ok.. u r old already.. get lost can?

and then.. i onli didt do well for ur sub.. i admit.. but then.. do u need to tell my parents i did not do well for otherS? eh.. i noe i didt do veri well for all my other subs.. but at least i am not the last in class k.. and i did much better than other ppl... why must u do all those comparison.. u like good students sOo much.. gather them and teach them la.. i will be sOo glad not to face u.. u want to trasfer me to other class? i dun mind..

let me tell u.. if i ever do well for my bio.. its not because of wat u have said to my mother today.. and of cox its not ur teachings tt had made me attain good results.. i tell u.. i work on myself for my bio k.. u r juz a teacher with a name.. u wanna claim ur good work? so sorry.. there is none for u..

and then.. i cant stand ur face in the yr book with the top student.. sOOo YUCKY.. u think u have great contributions? yeah.. maybe.. cox he is a clever, handworking student.. but then.. even if they wanna take photo.. they also take with their form teacher la.. who are u to take with them.. and u smile till sOoo happy.. u are the top student issit?

u dun like our attitude right? then why dun u reflect on ur own attitude instead? when serene ask u a question nicely.. u answered her in a way as if she had done something wrong.. u gave me a feeling as if the question she asked is an extra.. as if we must already noe wat happen.. hey.. if we noe already.. must we ask u? and u.. u onli talk nicely to those pupils who have good results.. help them when they ask u questions.. u dun even bother us when we ask u.. wat kinda teacher u think u r? a good one? yeah.. like real.. all the other teachers gave us extra lessons when its near the promo period.. and where are u? u are nowhere to be found after sch.. who the hell noe where u go? who noes u went into hinding to prevent us fm wasting ur precious time tt u wanna after sch.. or issit tt its becox u nver got extra pay for after sch hours tts why u dun wanna let us noe where u r so tt we can ask u questions?

u think u r a veri good teacher? please.. u onli do wats in ur area.. u are just concern if u did teach or not.. u r not concern if the pupils can absorb not.. no wonder after so many yrs in the sch u r still a small tiny teacher.. and u r onli concern abt ur name.. u r concern if pupils will destroy ur name not.. please.. if u r a nice and friendly and good teacher.. who would destory ur name or bad mouth abt u..

i juz cant stand u.. always acting as u care.. but in real.. u r not caring at all.. u care cox u need to care.. because its part of ur job.. when ppl get sick.. u juz leave them alone.. ppl wanna go home.. u dun allow.. cox u say we will miss a lot of lessons by going home.. i think the reason for not letting us to go home is because u r scare of the troubles of signing the pink form and stuffss..

i think i am going crazy cox of the gayeee.. i admit.. i am not a veri hardworking girl.. and i will have attitude to ppl i dun like.. of cox.. u r one of them.. but.. let me tell u.. i am going to work hard fm now on.. i shall paste my good results on ur face when i collect them!

okay.. i am fed up today.. i juz dun like gayEEe.. this is onli my own commends.. other ppl.. dun take it too much to ur heart..

Princess ended @
6:12 PM

yeah..

mama and papa are back.. haha.. hmm.. they juz came back.. reach abt nine? yeah.. miss them oh.. without my mama.. the house is in a big mess.. hee.. with me this messy ger.. how can the house be neat and tidy? well.. at least it wasnt dirty.. cox my bro had been cleaning the house.. hmm.. feel linda guilty.. cox i shld be the one cleaning instead of him.. and here am i doing nothing.. haha.. bad sister.. well.. haha.. i bet my grandma must be shaking her head.. cox i am a ger and yet i dunno how to do housework.. haha..

mama bought some stuffs back for me.. haha.. a golden bag.. cool man.. its sooOoo nice.. and then.. its veri bright also.. haha.. but damm nice la.. love it.. hee.. well.. and some clothes.. nice also.. hee.. they bought some donuts home too.. but then.. it wasnt veri tasty.. i want dunkin donuts.. tts sOoo nice la.. hmm.. shall ask my aunt bring them here when she is coming for new yr.. but then.. its like sOoo long still..

today is still raining.. pactically the whole day.. but then.. it had stopped now.. but.. the water is still veri veri cold.. feel like going swimming.. but then.. the cold water juz kick the idea off my mind.. hee.. hmm.. went to eat mac with my bros and grandma today.. ate the rice burger.. it wasnt veri nice eh.. as in i think the chicken is nice.. but the rice still ok.. like glutinous rice.. juz as wat ke xin has say.. haha.. and then.. after eating half of it.. u dun feel like eating anymore.. cox u r too full.. haha..

i said i wanna wake up early today.. and u noe wat.. i wake up at 11 plus.. haha.. of cox.. i didt did wat i wanna do for today.. slacking for most of the time.. mind wondering abt.. haha.. juz not involved in studies.. tt's so terrible la.. haha..

hmm.. i shall go and do my hmwk now.. still tonnes to complete and hand in tmr.. haha..

Princess ended @
10:14 PM

raining raining raining..

have been raining the whole day.. my favourite seasons.. a veri good chance for me to play in the rain.. but then.. so far.. i dun have the mood to play yet..

went out for the whole day today.. hmm.. kinda feeling guilty.. cox.. i am suppose to schedule myself to study my maths.. haha..

went to get the busary thingy in the morning.. mao mao go with me.. he is soOoo nice lors.. haha.. went to eat breakfast at mac first.. yummy yummy.. still love mac breakfast lot.. hee.. nice nice.. realise this is the first time i eat breakfast with mao.. haha.. well.. it was drizzling when we meet.. and then.. the rain became bigger when we are reaching the cc..

talk alot in the mac.. haha.. well.. he say the song sang by jay.. an jing.. will think of me.. well.. haha.. think abt the lyrics.. and u will noe why.. i still have some guiltyness in my towards him after such a long time.. but then.. i am so glad tt we still can be frens afer so many things had happened.. hee.. his leg was injured.. and yet he still insit on going with me.. wat a nice fren.. haha.. i think i am so fortunate to have so many nice frens around me.. but then.. nice ppl are always being shared.. hmm.. can i have one for my own? hee..

on the way back.. the rain gets heavier and heavier.. and then.. my umbrella got some problems.. so.. in the end we use his umbrella and then.. we were all half wet.. cold.. haha.. saw one of my pri sch mate down there.. yf.. she.. hmm.. i saw her taking the price since sec one when i was there also.. she got it every yr also.. wow.. impressive.. cox.. she is tt kinda havock ger.. and she managed to get busary every yr.. tts like so pro.. haha.. oh ya.. saw her bf also.. hmm.. well.. i always tot they look special as in on friendster.. but then.. when u saw the real life.. i think they are juz normal sweet couples.. hee.. loving.. yeah.. tts the word..

in the afternoon.. went to tt cc again.. cox its my brother's turn to collect the busary.. the rain hasnt stop yet.. soOo.. we take cab go.. cox grandma also going.. she cant walk too far a distance.. and the rain is far too big.. so we called a cab.. hmm.. and then we went to parkway to shop after tt.. well.. actually they go there for a motive.. cox they want me to treat them as i have collected my pay.. well.. tts like.. such a good idea la.. haha.. but then.. i dun mind treating them la.. as i seldom do so.. haha.. sOoo.. in the end.. they decided to eat pasta.. well.. ok.. tts ok with me.. but then.. i realise tt something is wrong with my tongue.. i think cox i ate something too hot juz now..

well.. i have spent half of the money i earn already.. haha.. tts like.. sOoo much.. i spend sOo much? haha.. well.. i realli think i cant have money with me.. i will spend without much tots.. and my pocket will have a hole..

rain rain rain.. it hasnt stop when we are abt to go home.. so.. take cab again.. well.. i didt pay for it.. sOo.. its ok.. but i still feel bad.. anyway.. even if i feel bad.. i cant do anything.. cox i dun have the money to pay also.. haha..

hmm.. luckily.. i managed to study abit of maths.. sOo happy.. haha.. but then.. my hmwk is still not done!!!

Princess ended @
10:42 PM

finally! my shoes are bought today!!!

went searching for shoes for 3 days already.. and then.. i gave up at bugis and bought one pair of puma shoes.. tt was alright.. not veri attracting to me.. this is my 6th pair of shoes for my jc life.. oh good.. imagine having six shoes tt does not fit into gaYyyeee's expectation? tts like.. wth.. waste my money.. haha..

and then.. after i bought it.. went cine with ben to buy his bag.. hmm.. well.. he bought the bag tt i wanted to buy initially.. it was 43? damm cheap la.. tt time was like more ex.. and tt time dun have tt brown color.. the brown is nice.. i like oh.. but then.. i have sOoo many bags le.. later my mother scold me again.. wondering how to tell my mama i bought shoes again..

saw justin.. the choir justin.. with his frens at cine.. at pasta mania.. hmm.. seeing him made me think of the carolling day where i am being sprayed by him like hell.. arhx.. yucking.. actually i am suppose to go out with mu tou today.. but then.. he was sick.. sOoo.. end up going with ben instead.. haha.. then he told me alot of his experience on his chirstmas eve.. haha.. all seems so comical..

and then.. we went ps to shop.. and u noe wat.. i saw the nike shoes tt i like alot la.. and then it was not seen is the bugis nike.. arhx! and then.. ripcurl has nice shoes also.. should have gone to ps first.. haix..

went shopping for quite a while too.. haha.. saw nice clothes.. oOo.. feel like buying.. but then.. i have so many unworn shirts.. hmm.. shall ask my mama to go and buy with me.. haha.. in tt case.. she will pay for me!! oh yeah.. haha..

but then.. have to wait for her to come back.. she has gone to jkt with my dad.. hmm.. coming back on tues? i think so eh.. i think my this four days without them wont be nice too.. cox my grandma is living with us.. well.. there are pros and cons la.. good thing is tt there is someone to cook for me.. and she can help out with the housework too.. but then.. the bad thing is tt.. she will control us right? then i cant go out till veri late.. oh.. how i wish its like last yr.. they went overseas and left me and my bros alone at home.. tts so great la.. cox can do the things i like.. but then.. need to do house work eh.. which i am lousy in.. haha..

oh.. hopfully they go jkt and buy nice stuffs for me.. haah.. she say she is buy clothes for me.. hopfully its nice.. but then.. my mama taste is not bad.. but then.. the clothes she choose are sometimes too... lady? haha..

raining again today.. well.. its like suddenly there is a rain pour.. and then.. it stopped.. and it rained again.. hmm.. i wanted to go for jogging de.. but then.. haven even ran once for this whole week..

sianx.. have to do homework already.. homework.. tonnes and tonnes.. which i dun even understand.. esp maths!!!

oh ya.. had the bio topical test yester.. oh god.. they are not easy.. hopfully i can pass.. so tt i can take 4 A level sub next yr.. but then.. dun feel like taking bio.. cox of tt gayyyYeee.. but then.. i still like bio.. contridicting me..haha..

Princess ended @
9:48 PM

today, today...

haha.. went out with my dear pals.. our first gathering for 2006.. wOOH.. a good start.. hope tt we will have more time together for the yr of 2006..

went to orchard.. cox.. we have to collect our pay.. haiz.. pathetic 84 bucks.. kinda little.. it will be gone after a buy a pair of shoes.. some shoes tt will reach gayyYyee's expectations.. arhx.. still dun like the gayyyYeee...

well.. wend had her hair cut.. she cut it short too.. but then.. still longer than mine la.. arhx.. my hair is still so short.. but then.. i realise my fringe is longer.. yeah... haha.. but i still look wiered.. met xinz first, after the choir.. then we go together to orchard to meet wend and ting at far east..

after collecting the pay.. we went to eat.. eat subway oh.. with tingz around.. subway will always be the food we eat.. and then.. when we eat.. i will always drip the sauce la.. haha.. no idea why.. juz tt i will eat till veri messy.. but then.. getting better from the few previous eatings.. haha.. well.. we juz talk and crap all the way.. we are also experimenting with tingz and wend's phone.. and u noe wat.. i cant take picture of myself with tingz phone.. no matter how i do it.. which angle i do it.. my face is always on the sideways while when the others take.. it always appears in the middle of the screne.. Sooo.. i dun believe tt i cant! therfore.. i take many many pictures of myself with her phone.. but then.. haix.. still many with me on the side.. onli a few successful tries.. haha.. wend change her phone too.. hers is better.. can self take easier.. similar to my phone..


see.. its side ways!


finally!! after much tries.. my whole face is on the screen!! haha..

went far east to shop after eating.. wanted to search for my shoes.. but then.. we walk and walk and walk.. jux keep looking at other stuffs besides the shoes.. haha.. if not.. the shoes does not meet the requirment... finally.. we give up.. go home.. cox.. wanna watch the nine pm show.. haha.. well.. i think i am going to find it tmr.. if not.. i am going to be nag by the gay again.. arhx.. irritating!

and u noe wat.. the rain was pouring when me and tingz reach aljunied la.. it was damm big.. although i love the rain.. i am not in the mood to walk in the rain now.. i onli wanna play in the rain when..
1. i am not in sch u
2. when i am not carry a bag
3. without specs on

but then.. i am in my sch u, carrying sch bag.. and wearing specx.. so.. how to have mood to play in the rain? haha.. so me and tingz juz wait for the rain to subside.. well.. and then we were busying taking photos.. of the new earings tt we bought.. haha.. well.. i think we are kinda funny to other ppl cox we are in the middle of the exit where ppl are passing by and her phone camera has such large noise la.. haha.. ppl around us must be thinking we are crazy.. in sch u some more.. haha..


our photo taken while waiting for the rain.. can ya see the earing??

well.. today was the cca orientation day.. eh.. kinda boring.. cox.. not realli sure wat to do.. there is a compulsory audition already.. so why do we need to drag ppl into the choir? and cahrlene said there is abt 200 potential ppl who are waiting to be audition.. wow.. so many? is choir so nice? haha.. i have no idea.. but then.. entering choir for jc is not my choice.. but then.. choir is not bad.. had the fun out of it.. hopefully had more fun this yr.. but then.. my dear nora is quiting le.. without her.. would it be fun? oh..

soOo.. i get out of sch during the orientation time to go to tm with mu tou.. he wanted to get bday card for his ogm.. wow.. nice ogl eh.. haha.. while we are walking around finding the cards.. he suddenly feel unwell.. damm scarry la.. cox her look as if he was abt to faint or vomit.. hmm.. i would not noe wat to do if he ever faint la.. go we faster go buy his card then go and sit down and rest.. and i guess he feeels abit better.. haha..

and we shopped till almost four.. haha.. when we reach the sch.. the orientation has ended.. its time to go! oh yeah.. went to find xinz who is waiting for me.. hee..

hey gers.. had fun today.. although it might not be as nice or as enjoyable as last time.. well.. may we always have time like today!!!

sleepy.. sleepy.. feel like sleeping... but then.. its damm stupid to sleep early on fri night la.. waste time eh.. have been waiting for the weekends and then i feel like sleeping.. haha..

Princess ended @
10:33 PM

nothing is special for today.. well as usual.. the gayee is unhappy with my shoes.. arhx.. irritaing.. and she ask me to tie my hair.. if not she is going to cut for me.. yucks.. i shall tie my hair tmr.. but then.. i think i have to figure out how to tie my hair..

well.. today is not as bored as yesterday.. bought my cards to play juz now.. but then.. we were playing while others are busying stuying for the maths test.. haha.. cox we dunno there is a maths test today.. and we had no notes... then we were hasitating whether to go for the test or not.. in the end.. we went.. well.. the paper was not diff.. but then.. there are alot which i dunno how to do.. cox nver study.. sianz..

today is the second last day of my tuition.. Yoo Hoo.. dun need to go to tt place again.. freedom man.. but then.. i kinda worried abt my bio eh.. scared cannot pass la.. then have to drop one sub.. arhx.. i think i will drop chi la.. bio is the more important one anyway.. even thou i hate bio.. sianz..

oh god.. why am i sianing when it is juz like the second day of sch? arhxx... someone.. wake me up!

Princess ended @
10:13 PM

today is the first day of sch.. and then..

irritaing.. got said by the gay.. evil gay.. pick on my shoes again.. gonna kill her manz.. cant stand her.. why do i have to face her again? arhx... and then.. blind gay.. nver realise i cut my hair la.. still ask me to tie up.. excuse me.. OPEN ur eys la.. my hair so short how to tie? ur hair also short.. tie ur hair for me to see la..

arhx!!! i shall wear a different pair of shoes to sch tmr.. but then.. hmm.. all my shoes doesnt seems to meet her expectations.. all wierd shoes..

shall buy a new pair soon.. but i dun feel like buying eh.. cox my mama will sure scold me la.. cox the shoes i buy nver seems to be able to wear to sch..

today is a veri veri boring day.. went to sch for civics lessons and we are done.. no more lessons.. and then.. we are not allowed to go back till 12.50.. arhx.. tts terrible! then we slack and slack.. getting quiet bored.. cox nothing to do.. so all we do is talk and talk and talk.. damm sianzz la.. but then.. hehe.. we hot chickss... have tonnes of stuffs to talk la.. soo.. its still okay.. not too bad.. yeah..

Princess ended @
10:23 PM

wanted to go off line and do my hmwk a while ago.. but then.. decided to read xinz and tingz blog.. and then.. now.. i think it made me wanting to write more.. haha..

well.. after reading the two blogs.. i realli dunno where to start first..
well.. its true tt all of us are changing and indeed we are all making new frens.. and we are getting closer to our new frens.. but then.. is a friendship of few mths stronger than a friendship of few yrs? hmm.. i dunno.. mayb.. the four of us should realli spend sometime initiating some gatherings..

i realise.. we four.. realli had little little time together.. well.. other ppl.. they are always with the closest pals fm sec sch.. and us.. i think we onli meet a few times this yr.. well.. i think all of us are at fault.. cox we always assume tt some one will organise the meetings and leave it all for one another.. and in the end.. no one turn out to be organising.. and in the end.. we dun meet up.. and then.. i think.. we didt realli make time for each other.. we are all juz too engrossed in our new lives and put all other stuffs behind.. hmm.. tts true right? well.. i admit.. cox i always believe tt we will always be the same.. however.. i am going to change my believe now.. for now.. i believe tt friendship realli needs time to nurture and to maintain.. we cant be always neglacting others.. for now.. i juz hope tt we can treasure our time together.. squeezing some time out of our busy schedule is not a difficult task right? realli hope tt everyone can be free for the next gathering..

hmm.. i guess.. all of us need to reflect on ourselves.. we always say.. oh.. who changed who changed.. but then.. have we realli tot of ourselves? did we changed too? hmm.. do some reflecting....

seriously.. i dunno if the stuffs i say would be useful or not.. or it will be juz a piece of junk.. but then.. these are my opinions on we four.. i noe xinz and tingz will get to read wat i have written.. but then.. juz hoppin tt wend will have the chance to read too.. cox.. so far.. she is the one.. tt is realli realli far fm us.. she seems to have disspeared.. haix.. wend.. can u come back??

ke xin oh.. ur blog.. makes me tot of the times when we quarrel.. haha.. suddenly it became abit funny.. well.. i agree with u.. quralling does help to strenthen our bonds.. but then.. it seems tt when we grow up.. we do not quarrel anymore.. we juz keep everything to ourselves.. but then.. i think the time we spent on working made us feel closer.. hopefully we will not get drifted again.. hee..

and tingz.. i dunno how u view us as ur fren for now.. for i noe.. we will always be there when u need us.. it is juz a choice if u want to tell us or not.. mayb u have found new frens whom u think are better for u.. but let u noe.. we wont leave u alone in time of troubles.. we may appear busy.. but no matter wat.. we will still have time for u.. and.......

the feeling of not knowing wat happen is not good.. please talk.. do u noe how it feels to see u happily with ur other frens and then when u are with us u seemed soo moody? it makes me feel as if my presence is an extra..

hate tt feeling...

Princess ended @
11:12 PM

today's a new yr!!

and i spend the whole day at home.. doing my homework.. and then.. my progress is still very slow.. i have onli completed 25 percent of my hmwk.. arhx.. still have so many to do.. can i finish all by tomorrow? hard eh..

had my hair cut today.. and u noe wat.. it was the worest hair cut tt i ever had.. oh god.. damm terrible la.. my long hair.. become veri veri short arhx.. look so wierd now.. regret cutting.. should not have cut.. or.. i shld say.. shld go back to the one tt i used to go.. shld not go to the new one and experiment with my hair.. oh god.. gonna have a long time to grow my hair back.. arhx.. i like my old hair style so much.. my long hair!!!! i miss u!!

arhx.. have been figitting with my hair for the whole day.. my fringe is damm short la.. arhx.. ugly..

hmm.. thinking back.. this 2005 has been a busy yr.. didt realise the days flies.. o levels seems to be juz yesterday.. oh no.. i miss the days where i can play and slack.. arhx.. even before i can have a rest, A level is coming up next.. oh god.. haix..

lets see.. well.. there are many things tt happened this yr..

i believe tt i didt regret my choice of entering jc.. although it is tiring.. but i had lots of fun too.. of cox.. and sad stuffs also.. but then.. i think i am more of the jc kind than poly kind.. and.. i still dun have a veri clear idea of wat i want..

i think the thing tt leave me a veri deep impression in my jc life is the 2nd orientation.. tt was one of the greatest moments in the sch.. made lots of frens.. and of cox.. veri good frens.. however.. there are also unpleasent experience.. if time were to go back.. i am sure i am going to be firm abt my decision and not think so much.. in tt case.. i wont have so much trouble now.. haha..

memories of tutorials seems not registered in my mind.. cox i think i hate lessons.. they are unpleasant memories.. therfore.. i cant remember much abt it.. haha.. tts a great thing to have short term memory right? can onli remember the nice stuffs..

another thing.. is my june holiday.. haha.. tt was like one of the holidays tt i will nver forget wat i have done.. mayb it will fade away as times goes.. but then.. the things i have done.. would be one of the regrets.. one of the stuffs tt i shld never ever have done..

and then.. there is a part of my encounter with k.. haha.. tt was a terrible experience.. everything juz seems like a spoilt faiytales.. not a nice one.. spoil my day.. spoil my mood..

of cox.. i remember all the crazy stuffs tt we five girls of s06 did.. all those crazy stuffs.. the fun and laughters.. loads and loads of laughters.. laughters tt u cant stop.. haha.. nice knowing them.. they are nice peeps.. of cox.. s06 is a nice class.. the chalet is fun too.. well.. everything is good.. except mrs gay.. still dun like her.. dunno how to face her the next yr.. cant even stand her face.. dun like her voice too.. yucksss...

remembered the days before promos.. all are mugging for our exams.. and even went out to study.. going out to study with tt gang of ppl.. make me realise i can study outside!! haha.. new discovery.. hey guys.. thanks alot.. ur helped me alot in my studies!! of cox.. there are also some memories tt will make me sad.. even thou they make me sad.. i still think of them.. arhx.. cox i did too many stuffs tt i tot i wont do.. oh.. a new yr a ahead of me.. i shall put eveything down.. seriously.. i shld..

hmm.. and then.. my china and hk trip.. they are the best things of the yr.. wOo Hoo.. going to disney land was fun.. took lots of pics.. haha.. i am sure my family found out my secret of taking pics like crazy.. hehe.. well.. going to china was a great experience.. saw many stuffs tt i would not be able to see in singapore.. had many tots in me too.. shall write them out when i have the time.. and of cox.. the shopping over there.. wow.. i think i am a shopping freak la.. keep on buying things.. i think i have scared my grandma who is there with us.. haha..

and then.. there is the choir trip to kl for competition.. tt was a great trip too.. it bond me more with the choir.. and the most important thing is noe more of the choir members.. finally.. i think i noe every jc1 who is in the choir.. haha.. finally.. after a yr.. i managed to get to noe everyone's name.. although i still didt talk with everyone yet.. haha.. i am shy.. oPpss..

carolling was great too.. it was my first time carolling.. well.. although it may be a bit tiring.. but it is fun to sing with ur frens over there.. how nice it would be if the audiences are more enthu.. well..as u noe.. singaporeans are not as enthu as ppl fm other countries.. we are more reserved.. cant blame.. haha..

and of cox.. managed to get results tt are not tt bad.. although i didt pass bio and had to attend tuition.. well.. i should work hard for now.. my new yr resolution.. get good grades.. work doubly hard fot this yr.. hmm.. make sure i do it.. haha..

working was part of the fun part too.. hehe.. i realli have to admit.. working is not fun at all.. its tiring.. soOoo.. i have decided to like schooling.. well.. i like schooling ever since i start sch.. it is onli the part on doing hmwk tt i dun like.. haha.. well.. i am tring veri hard now to finish my hmwk.. sOOo.. jia you!!!

this yr.. my dec holiday is the busiest holiday tt i ever had.. well.. i dun mind.. cox my time are well spent.. enjoy every single day.. yeah!!!

i think.. juz over a short one yr.. i had changed quite alot.. fm the willlful, blur, foolish,ignorant, bad tempered girl.. to a more mature girl.(hopefully) haha.. well.. i think i did change.. hopfully change for the better.. haha.. but then.. i still cant help but think alot.. oh.. can i do mind so many things? i tt way i can live more happily.. haha..

hope tt 2006 would be a fun and enjoying yr for me.. hopefully suprises come into my life! i love suprises.. hehe..

shall stop now.. i am getting naggy.. haha..

Princess ended @
10:09 PM