the moment i saw those police cars, the ambulances, the same thought, the same fear rose within me again.

i detest the feeling of insecurity. even thou i know there are ppl who wil protect me, i still feared. i am afriad the same incident will happen again.

i sympathise him, yet i am afraid of him. he may be nice, yet he turns into a monster when he does not get in the right condition..

depression... really turns ppl into monsters that voids all ppl. once, he was such a friendly and caring person. but depression ate into him and turned him into an unfriendly and dangerous figure.

ppl avoid him when he is around. he screams and shout like hell when the monster in him stroke. he behaves as if everyone around him are ppl he despise. he ardent actions will scare ppl off their wits...

with him around, everyone will be is precarious state as no one knows when and who will be his next target....

so sad.. fm a fren, he became somone whom i am afraid of.. due to his illness. the amt of shocked he had left within me, i believe will be able to last me for my life time....

may god bless him an early recovery....

Princess ended @
11:02 PM