气死我了!
为何你要骗我
我有那么好骗吗?
我觉得自己好傻.
明明知道你的话不可靠,不能信,
却没有直接让自己明白.

因为我们曾经有过美好的回忆吗?
还是我还对你遗情未了.

两年了.
我以为你已经改过自新了.
没想到这只是我一相情远的想法.
算我看走眼好了.
所谓狗改不了-吃屎.
我早就该料到了.
我们在一起时,你并不愿意为我而改变.
何况是现在呢?

是时后该清醒了.
不该在做天真的小女孩了.

是你不甘心我对你绝情
所以才会有如此对策吗?

我宁可那么信.

所以请你从今以后.
不要再介入我的生活, 我的世界.

毕竟没有你的存在,我会更快了.

Princess ended @
11:42 PM

its raining!

went job seeking today with ying ying.. but we rejected the job. cox its too difficult.. hahas..

so we went shopping in the end! yes. i shop again.. wahha..

Princess ended @
10:56 PM

see how my face changes within this 2 years.

its getting FATTER!!!! =(





Princess ended @
3:57 PM

went shopping again!

went with mao mao and ting ting.. went far east and then marina square.. wooo.. tired! bought alots of stuffs as usual. went searching for ting's prom dress.. but then.. she was like half dead. =(


ended the shopping by taking pictures!

Princess ended @
9:48 PM

ah.. forget to say something..

today is the release of PSLE results..

and my dearest brother got 235.

congrates to you my brother. ya.. he is quite happy with his results cox he got higher marks than me! hahas.. but then.. i must admit, he is clever than me.. and i think, he is the most clever child in my family..

although the results may not be very good, but as long as he is happy, thats ok with us. =)

Princess ended @
9:15 PM

finally! the exams are over for HOT CHICKS!

went sentosa today for tanning. erm.. i know i am dark enf, dont need to tan. but then.. its more of the fun..

had great fun today! went to play with some of the floating stuffs on the sea. it required entrence free initially. but then.. the life guard there was super nice la.. they allowed me and serene to play for FREE! so shuang.. we went on to the float and tanned! played for quite a while..

we are the only 2 playing cox jy and vera are camera-woring on the shore. hmm..
shall post pictures when jy send me the pics.. =)

Princess ended @
9:11 PM

mummy baked pizza!!!! =)

Princess ended @
6:12 PM

cousins came to stay over at my house.

well.. it have been months since we last met due to exams. however, the most vivid memories of having fun with cousin this year was during chinese new year. for my life of 18 years, suddenly felt so close with cousins.. haha.. maybe its because all of us are growing up already. no longer the small little kid.

last time when the come, it used to be full of noises, screams, shouts.. etc.. yes.. because they are all guys. no girls at all. i am the only female. and i am the older than them. so.. everytime i felt so irritated cox they are so noisy.. ahha..

i guess as we grow up, the kinship become stronger. they under went situations that i have gone throught before, and when they tell me their problems, past memories of meself flowed back.. hmm.. kinda funny..

well.. this time they are here to play.. as usual, i am not playing with them cox the i am idiot with the games the play.

okay.. i just realised there are 50 ps2 games in my house. crazy la.. so many games..

Princess ended @
12:10 PM

my mood wasnt very good today.

but, going shopping with mummy brighten up my day. =) went with my brother to shop for prom clothings. yes.. of course we gained somethings..

brought the whole set of clothings for my brother, he is shuai de man.. hahas.. ya.. only after pakaging.. see.. people still need to do somthing to their apprearence before they can gain the attention of people.

well, i brought a skirt to match my blouse.. soo.. my prom dress is completed as well.. finally.. after seeking out for so many different types of clothings..

anyway, this is not the main point. something not nice happen when we return home.. i feel so sad. sad for my mother as well..

we are so nice to buy somthing specially for YOU. instead of saying thank you, YOu are picking abt the things that we bought fo YOU. hello! we didt even say anything when YOU are not nice to us, and when we do somthing nice to YOU, YOU scolded us instead. how do you think my mother will feel? YOU never gave her good life okay. what ever she wanted YOU hardly do for her. YOU are neither romantic nor loving. now, we are spending our own money and YOU say we spend alot? ya.. and YOU are always going overseas every month, leaving us alone. How nice ya.. people who receives present will be the happiest but YOU flare up instead. what logic is this? i feel so sad for my mother.. YOU YOU YOU..

I HATE YOU!

Princess ended @
4:50 PM

my legs are breaking!!

walked on heels for 7hrs today... tired..

went vivo city today.. and i saw cute burger and fries mascort. so ke ai lorz.. wahhha... anyway.. it was super crowed! humans everywhere. shall go there on monday so that i can try on clothes =) and of cox. mum can pay for everything.

u know what.. i spend $---.-- if i spend these amt each day, i think i will burn a super big hole on my pocket.. hmm.. maybe i shall find a super rich boyfren.. =)

went heeren after that. hmm.. the shops changed quite alot! have not been there for months already. everything seems so different.

ahh.. i am so tired..

Princess ended @
9:47 PM

EXAMS ARE OFFICALLY OVER!!!!


okay.. for me only. cox my darlings of 05so6 are still mugging for bio. JIA YOU okay! i support your morally.. =)

Princess ended @
8:38 PM

i am bored!

Princess ended @
3:12 PM

yeah!!!!!

2 more papers! 5 more day!!! =))

i am thinking abt prom already.. wahhha.. mum showed me a very pretty dress!!!! so nice! i think i am going to wear that for prom. but then.. its abit too formal. i think i will take the top and forgo the bottom. i shall go skirt hunting!!! =)

papers!!! go away fast!!!

i finished watching princess hour! wahhha.. i think i am abit bad... cox i didt study much for my remainding chem papers. as if i will get it all correct like that..

wahhha.. but i am in holiday mood already.

Princess ended @
8:49 PM

one week later, i can declare my freedom.

yet there is this tiny little fear in me. hmm.. i am afraid, i dont perform well for my papers, i am afriad i dont lift up to the expectations of my parents, my cousins, relatives, those who have high hopes on me, those who are watching my results..

ahh.. scarry.. so hate the education system. whether you are a failure or a success, its just based on that piece of certificate, that few hours of exams paper which determines ur life. how can what ever we learnt be tested within a 3 hrs paper?

life of students is always bounded by books, results, exams. when we are students, we are busy with studies that we dont have time for gathing with friends. when we go out to work, we will be busy earning money that we neglect our friends. when will be the time when we finally can have real free times for friends to gather? the day where we retire from work? will we be in our 60s or 70s by then? yeah. when we finally have the time, some of our friends would have gone to heaven already..

life.. what is life??

Princess ended @
10:22 PM

i am killed my maths!

paper one was not easy. to me. haix.. clever people just dont think so.. how nice if i have half of their brains.. this is the first time maths is so demoralising.. hmm.. every alternate qn is left blank.. arggg... my 40 marks..

chem p3 was alright. but there are unexpected qns.. hopefully can do well..

Princess ended @
1:15 PM

i am the cook of the house for the day! to be precised, the assistance cook. wahha.. cox my bro was the main cooker.

mum dad and little bro went out for a one day trip to malaysia. soo.. there is onli left with me and my bro who are mugging for A levels and O levels.. hmm.. well.. so sad right..

well.. thats not the main point. main point is that we managed to cook a decent meal.. wahha.. and its edible, not burnt and smell nice!!! =) wat an achievement..

we cooked spagattie!! my bro's favourtie.. wahha.. he is much more agile and better in cooking than me! days have changed. girls no longer know how to handle the kitchen.. hmm.. and we had saugages, nuggets, potatos and soup. well.. the potato was raw.. cox i grilled it without boiling it first.. =P anyway.. all those were easy stuffs. cox all u have to do is to put them into the oven.. hehe.. simple job.

my bro attempt to make fake redwine.. hahas.. ribena.. u know..

anyway..the food is quite nice eh.. hahas.. great achievement. so happy.. i took pictures of my great achivement. shall upload it when there is time..


i had a hair cut! but its a cut which is not obvious at all.. wahhha.. went to my favourite hair cut place.. there is a new hairdresser!!!! he is sOOOOOOOOoo SHUAI! he asked me what i wanted the moment i entered. i think i am stunned by his looks.. so diu lian.. but.. nvm.. he is soooo shuai.. cant help dreamingg.. hee..

i think i must be under stress these days.. i dreamt that i am in the army la! since when girls need to enter army.. hmm.. must be talking abt army stuffs too much.. mixed up everything.. ahhhh...

Princess ended @
11:44 PM

i had 6 hrs of exams today!


feeling so exhausted. especially when u are sneezing at the same time while attacking the paper. so wierd. the flu bug always caught me when i am having chinese paper. irritating!maybe my nose is sensitive to chinese?

wahhha.. i think i am brain dead for tonight. despite the plans i had today to do chem.. haix.. i think i shld rest. so tired!!!

anyway.. mum and dad were discussing abt going for holidays on the eve of my gp paper. evil right? making me itch.

anyway. i think i really cant study anymore. saturation.. i just wish to watch tveee everyday, every moment.. and i am secretly watching princess hr every night before i sleep.. wahhha

mum is addicted to tv shows.. she had already watched soOOoo many different drama serials when i am mugging for my exams.. evil! she is the source of distraction!!!

anyway.. i feel like a giant when i am beside ming fei. my god. she is damm small and skinny la.. haix.. i want to be tall and slim. why people cant grow taller when they reached puberty and yet they can grow fatter? not fair right? hmm.. scientists shld invent some hormones that stop people from gaining weight. how nice right? then people wont have to spend time and money on slimming down.. wahhha.. and people can eat all the food they want!

ahhh.. i have 2 more weeks left.. hmm.. yes!!!! 14 days... awaiting....

Princess ended @
8:43 PM

wahhha..

2 papers are gone.. super happy.
but then.. i dont think my gp is well done.

ahhh.. chinese is easy. yes. esp literature.. language portion.. hmm.. based on my luck then.

you know what. i saw a super handsome guy today at the MRT station. not only is he handsome. he also has a heart of gold. he donated money to the people performing on the streets! everybody just pass by those performers, avoiding them. but he did not. instead, he went up to donate money..

oh my god. no wonder he is so shuai.. must be good karma.. wahhhaa...

Princess ended @
8:27 PM

ITS COMING!



yes. the A levels..
its tomorrow..
bless me with good results.. =)

people. pray for me will u? hahas..

Princess ended @
4:14 PM