the fear in me is rising again.. i have to live pass this agony once again.. hopefully... this is the last time the fear have its chance to surface itself.. it will be the last time! although the feeling of victory is great, i simply cant stand the stress i have to go thru..
okayx.. i guess i am the onli one in my team having this fear.. but.. argh.. u juz cant shake it off within few weeks.. i wonder how did i do it last yr..
we wanted to break the record.. i believe.. we will.. and we would!!
thrusday is coming sOooN.. time really flies.. another week has gone.. there comes the compo test tmr..
studying at the eleventh hr (hugging the budda's leg when u need him???) hahas.. is defintely not going to help.. realising tt gp requires alot of reading now.. its abit too late for tmr's test i guess?? hahas.. nvm.. shall do with watever i can..
anyway.. i think i am mad today.. esp after sch and during choir.. i simply cant stop laughing and laming and creating jokes..
mad!
today's rock climbing was not as great.. cox.. i didt do veri well.. and the wall knock me (accordin to newton's 3rd law.. when u bang into smth, it is equal to the thing banging u).. blistered my hand.. it got worse as i kept brushing it against some other stuffs.. and jy say my hands look like bears paw.. =(
my day started off quite unexpectedly.. gp teacher gave us back out compo.. and i got the lowest marks i ever got for an essay in my entire life.. 16/50.. its an F i guess? haha.. yeah.. veri bad.. i guess this is the reason for going mad today..
