it has been only two days..
i am already feeling exhausted!

and i am never early for all the practices
=( i already tired veri hard to be early..
really

i wonder how to continue the perpetual choir practices that will last for another week..


male chrous sounded realli nice.
as compared to the female chrous, i think we better dig a hole and hide inside..
boo hoo..
concert is tmr and and have yet to memorise our scoresss..

i bought new bag again yesterday!!!
now.. i have, 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10 sch bag!
hopfully.. my mother wont notice.. and tt will leave some peace to my ears.. =P

he asked me how do i think of him..
ahhhhhhhhh
i dunNNo how to answer!!!!!!

Princess ended @
8:14 PM

exhausted!!!

juz finished clearing my stuffs. flipped thru many books and papers that i had done during secondary sch. memories of secondary sch days began to flood my mind.

saw all my past report books also.

once, i was quite satisfied with my results. yet when i look at them now, i think my results are quite lousy. wahhhaha.. room for improvements.

shopping shoppin...

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3:47 PM

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9:44 PM

examszz.. over!
not entirely thou.. left with chemistry.. which my teacher want me to get an A!
wish me good luck.. i doubt my ability

i am proud of myself.
i realise, i have forgotten abt him totally!
his image does not appear in my mind any more
his name does not ring a bell in my head.
best of all, wat ever he does not affect me any more

hahas.. so happy..

jump with joy!!!! =)

a sudden loss of words after being absent fm blogging for so long. there are many things tat i wanted to say, yet i dunno where to start from.

exams over, end of sch term, yet i don't feel the excitment of having this holiday.. the holiday feeling is not here. i juz feel as if it is another long weekend.

choir and choir and choir.. that is wat i will be doing for the next 2 weeks.. probably meeting zy after choir also..

i kinda regret telling him the test results. it became so awarkard now, ok.. maybe i am the only one feeling wierd. i don't like the feeling!!!! i want to run away, buti don't want to make it as if i am avoiding u.. oh well, watever!

shopping fever is here! i've got so many things on my list! bags, shoes, clothes, skirts, pants, cosmetics, wahhh.. mummy.. go with me k???

ran home in the rain yesterday. missed the times where i used to walk home in heavy down pours. miss my frens, miss my secondary sch days..

so tired.. shall restore my energy for tmr..

Princess ended @
10:42 PM

my tummy is hurting..
hurt, hurts, hurting, hurt...
in short, it is juz terrible la.

the humid temperature is not helping me to keep myself cool down. it juz add on the the rising temperature in me..

yet i cannot eat ice cream nor drink cold drinks to cool myself down..
argh..

i cannot indulge in my favourite chocolate too................


i wanted to sleep. yet my eyes juz doesnt close
i wanna study. but the infomation juz dun get into my mind..

and my stomach still hurtsssssss..

irritatinggg..

the pain.. please GO AWAY!!!!!


anway.. did the fortunte telling thing with vera and gang juz now..
hmm.. the results turned out to be quite true..
so wats next???

Princess ended @
3:34 PM

ahh.. i am not supose to be here..

i am suppose to study...

study study study.

tts my job..

=) =(

Princess ended @
10:28 PM

i got it wrong again..
uh oh.. i dun wann right 100 times la.. 3 is enf.. hee..

all metals are reducing agents
all metals are reducing agents
all metals are reducing agents..


but they sound nicer when they are oxidising agents..

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10:20 PM

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11:06 PM

Trust..

its so easy to say but so difficult to do...


i have alot of questions.. who will answer them for me?

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10:11 PM

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10:07 PM

it rained today.. i love rainy days.. only when i have the luxuary to stay at home.. the cool weather, made sweet thoughts flow into my mind.. and then... poof.. i will be off into my lala land.. hahas.. it always happen..

i am addicted to taking afternoon naps! how nice would it be if i can sleep every afternoon.. but.. my timetable doesnt permit me to do soo.. ahh.. sO.. did i made the correct choice??? hmm.. *think, think*


"jie.. u dunNo alot of things issit? ur teacher veri fierce lehx.."

i burst out laughing for a few minutes la.. anyway.. i think both of his statements are quite true. tat teacher almost made a tear run down today.. almost.. but did't.. anyway, tat was due to some mixed emotions..

anyway, spending the whole day at home studying at home on a saturday isnt very effective.. sO many distractions.. and the days seems gruelling slow.. bored.. in short, i am not the cut for studying.. i think i am those who study because i need to.. how nice it would be if i can have to choice to study languages only..

i've got a new tidbit favourite! i love marks and spenser.. yummy yummy.. chocolates are super duper nice nice.. ahh.. no wonder it explains my growth horizontally.. =(

happened to be blog sufing and saw this particular person's blog.. haha.. feels so wierd to read the blog of somone who had grudges against u.. and the best of all.. u don't even talk to tt person.. and neither do u know tt person well. but tt person juz know everything of u.. scary isnt it?

as the choir concert draws nearer and nearer, exams are coming soon.. i juz dread it. so fast, everything would be over. but the process is difficult.. any wrong steps will juz send u to hell.. hahas.

cant wait for tmr.. swimming! i am going to exercise to get rid of the extra weights in me. give me the determination!

i want to change blogskin!!!! which kind soul would wanna help me? i am juz too lazy to search for it. hahas..

okay.. enough of my blabbering..

mother's day tmr.. =)

Princess ended @
9:56 PM

thursday is coming.. means tt another week is going to end soon.. time seems to be flying.. anyway.. i think i am addicted to coming sch late.. two out of five days.. i can come to sch at 10 plus.. tt is sO great la.. i can sleep till i wake up automatically.. thou the gaYyee asked me to come to sch early for many times already.. i juz dun care.. i think my sleep is more important.. hahas.. even thou.. i dun think i've got enough sleep.. and how i wish i can come to sch late everyday...

yeah.. tmr is thursday.. another day which i can sleep till i like it.. envy me right? hahas.. i knew it.. :p

ran 2.4 today.. quite satisfied with my timing.. but i think i can do better.. hahas.. but nvm.. its over! so happy.. i dun think i will be doing any more class pe.. like wat vera says.. stop exercising will make all of us FAT! cox we will juz continue to eat and eat..

felt kinda tired to keep repeatly asking ppl to buy choir concert tickets.. i have already sold more than twice of the assigned tickets.. why am i still asking more frens to go? i shld have stop la.. but.. realli wanna say a big thanks to all those who buy the tickets.. i am sOooO touched by all of ur.. esp 05S06.. ur are sOOOO great la! and manju gang.. thanks also.. mr As.. if u think i am forcing u to go.. u can return me back the tickets and i will pass u back ur 10 bucks.. u dun have to tell everyone who is buying fm me tt i force u to buy k.. hearing tt juz pissed me off la..

when u have high expectations for somebody and tt somebody do somthing out of wat u expect.. u will get disappointed even more right? i haven hear the actual fact fm this person yet.. but i am 80% sure of the assumtion i made.. ahh.. felt daMm disappointed! disappointing!!! i used to look upon this person as a good model for me to follow.. but.. i guess it will not be anymore in the future..

juz came back fm sectionals not long ago.. tired.. tired.. but i got tonnes of work to do.. and.. not forgetting.. my maths and chinese common test.. haixxxxxxxx

mentioning abt chinese.. i got back my paper 1 marks for chinese.. got 60 marks onli.. which means its a grade c.. so bad la.. even if paper 2 get grade A, i will still drop to a grade C when the two paper combines.. haix.. i guess my lauguage portion is still veri weak.. my compo is a bit disappointing.. i still got loads to wrong chinese characters.. and it cost me 6 marks to be deducted out of tt paper.. ahhh.. sOOO hate it.. why cant i always get the words right?

anyway.. teaching someone who dun like to smile to smile is veri difficult.. hahas..

Princess ended @
8:18 PM

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

this thingy is kinda true.. ppl.. wanna try?


What's your personality love style?
Here is the analysis:You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

haha.. this is so true..

Princess ended @
3:38 PM

all of sudden.. i hate chemistry..


i am angry.. angry with myself.. i think i have been playing too much.. erm.. ok.. not think.. is definitely playing too much.. too much commitments here and there.. and always thinkin i can do my hmwk and revision within the little time i have.. and i seriously haven been paying attention during chem tuitions.. my mind juz wander everywhere.. it juz wont settle down on the chem tts right in front of me..

its my fault.. i reap wat i sow.. arghhh.. i juz dunno how to do all the chem assignments given to me.. i felt so dejected..

yes.. i like to assume..

this assumtion is simply too costly.. i bet i will end up failing everything..

i shld better go back hm straight after choir.. i must...

Princess ended @
3:17 PM

spoRts daY!!!!

some photos for u??
shaina, me, vera and jy me, vera and jy
we are the 05so6!!!
haha.. jy love this picture!
and of cox this.. (he focus is not on us)
12x100 relay guys.. jy took this..
us.. the record breakers!
yeaH.. suPEr happY
me and hazel after choir.. we both love the blur effects.. haha me, snakey and meow meow..
went out with this boi boi after choir..

wat an eventful day! shout for joy! we broke the record!!!! super happy.. we still tot we cant do it.. but.. we did it!!! my god.. we are pratically screaming and shouting when the p annouced it la.. we didt even hear the full statement.. we juz heard "break the record" and we juz went crazy!!! ahhh..


anyway.. thanks to all those ppl who always encouraged me!! thank you!!

went for lunch before choir.. we were rushing la.. cox time is running out and we do not want to be fined.. in the end.. many ppl haven reach yet.. haha.. thank god.. we did not get fined!

actually wanted to go out with choir peeps.. but.. zy say he waiting for me eh.. sOOo.. juz go out with him lorz.. went bugis.. and saw alot of tp people.. ahh.. loiter around for soOo long.. it was around 8 plus and there are still alot of tpjcians at bugis.. hmm..

anyway.. 2.4 is comming.. must go and practice..

after a 3 hr intensive lesson on chem.. i slept for 3 hrs.. can u imgaine tt? how tiring.. hahas..

Princess ended @
10:31 PM

the fear in me is rising again.. i have to live pass this agony once again.. hopefully... this is the last time the fear have its chance to surface itself.. it will be the last time! although the feeling of victory is great, i simply cant stand the stress i have to go thru..

okayx.. i guess i am the onli one in my team having this fear.. but.. argh.. u juz cant shake it off within few weeks.. i wonder how did i do it last yr..

we wanted to break the record.. i believe.. we will.. and we would!!

thrusday is coming sOooN.. time really flies.. another week has gone.. there comes the compo test tmr..

studying at the eleventh hr (hugging the budda's leg when u need him???) hahas.. is defintely not going to help.. realising tt gp requires alot of reading now.. its abit too late for tmr's test i guess?? hahas.. nvm.. shall do with watever i can..

anyway.. i think i am mad today.. esp after sch and during choir.. i simply cant stop laughing and laming and creating jokes..

mad!

today's rock climbing was not as great.. cox.. i didt do veri well.. and the wall knock me (accordin to newton's 3rd law.. when u bang into smth, it is equal to the thing banging u).. blistered my hand.. it got worse as i kept brushing it against some other stuffs.. and jy say my hands look like bears paw.. =(

my day started off quite unexpectedly.. gp teacher gave us back out compo.. and i got the lowest marks i ever got for an essay in my entire life.. 16/50.. its an F i guess? haha.. yeah.. veri bad.. i guess this is the reason for going mad today..

Princess ended @
9:36 PM

happY birthday to muMmY!!!

the chocolate mint cake is suPpPer nice.. buy something like tt for me during my bday k?? hahas..

anyway.. i am so proud of myself.. i love the flowers.. haha.. can i have it for my own instead??

Princess ended @
10:18 PM

lillies.. nice nice???


Princess ended @
9:44 PM

fate..

do u believe in fate?? fate enabled us to know each other.. yet it also drift us apart..

fate always led us to each others side when we do not want to or do not wish to. u are with her.. i am with him.. i know her, u dunnO him..

are u thinking wat i am thinking? or i am the onli one pondering??

we knew each other.. we were once so close.. but.. eye contacts and exchanging smiles are wat is left between us now.. why did be behaved as if we are strangers in other people's eyes?

i am still disturbed by ur sudden presence.. are u also? juz when i tot i had forgotten the whole incident.. u will always pop out and remind me abt it again..

tell me.. when can i fully get rid of u?? soOn???

ahh.. but.. thanks zy for buying flowers with me.. =)

Princess ended @
9:25 PM