flipping thru my higher chinese notes.. i kinda miss the days of higher chinese lessons.. miss the time i mugged for this subject.. ahh.. the whole process is so vivid in my mind.. as if it juz happened yesterday..
still remember the first time when i was introduce to this subject.. the moment i step into the class.. i feel like sleeping! everybody in the class was so hardworking.. so scary.. i dun realli like tt atmosphere.. it was kinda stress.. and my fellow manjusrians are top students of the sch.. except me.. felt so out of place.. and the ppl there can always answer the teacher question.. expt me.. cox my chinese ability is kinda low.. sOo.. i always hide myself when the teacher is asking questions..
we always had to rush fm manjusri to nee ann on tues and thrus.. and nee ann is sOo far away.. we always rush.. cox the travelling time is long and tedious.. have to take train and then bus.. ahh.. time is always so limited.. so we ended up taking cab the whole time.. and thanks to kian siong mother who always provide us with lunch..
after a torturous 2 hr lesson.. finally get to go home at 6.30.. late right?? ahhas.. my father would always be there waiting for us to send us home.. so nice and sweet.. if not we will juz reach home at 8 plus la.. remember once.. the lesson is cancelled.. i forgot to tell my father.. and he went to nee ann to fetch us despite he was having headach.. ahh.. tt time realli make me feel so guilty.. cox this is the first time i feel my father realli cared abt me..
time is always not wasted when i am with those fellow manjusrians who take hcl.. they always study u Know.. tts worse when it comes to exam period.. they even read when they are walking!!! sometimes.. i realli cant stand the stress.. tts why i dun like to hang around with them.. they always say some alien language tt i dun understand.. i hate tt.. especially after the chinese exam.. i always have the answer tt is differnt fm them.. hahs.. of cox.. mine is always wrong..
rememeber the first time i had my higher chi paper.. haha.. i got a shock out of my life la.. first time i realise tt chinese is so difficult.. cant even fill in the blanks.. duNn understand the words of zao ju.. cant read most of the words in the compre passage.. worse of all.. there is a chinese summary.. of cox.. i didt do well la.. this is the worse grade i ever got for chinses.. a D7.. i think i cried for sometime..
but.. no doubt abt those difficulties.. i still love chinese.. i dunNo why.. mayb cox the teacher is interesing.. or maybe cox i like the sense of achivement when i am able to master all those difficult words and phrases.
i like tt teacher.. he is so cute and bubbly.. he is veri knowlegable.. he always pushes us to the limit.., no time for slacking.. intensive trainings always come when exams are near..
but.. its a pity.. i didt do veri well.. hahas.. this is a regret.. but.. i shall work hard now.. even thou my chinese is realli not veri good..
