i had a little surprise fm my fren today.. she juz light it up in front of me when i was at her house.. my god.. stick by stick.. she began to smoke.. i simply juz cant stand the smell.. the smell juz give me headache.. and my nose juz hurt veri badly when i inhale the bad air.. and worse of all.. my clothes would have the smell!!! hmm.. i hate smoking so much.. why do ppl say i look like those who frequent clubbing?? i think i will juz faint when i step in la.. and my looks certainly cant pass the legal age gp..
argh!! i dun like smoke.. and dun like my frens to smoke to.. but.. sad to say.. there are quite a handful of my friends who smoke.. the jolly well know wat are the consequences and yet the still smoke.. haix.. this has to do with the frens around u.. influences can be great!!
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some ppl work in the day while some work at night.. while walking home... saw many ppls who work at night.. hmm.. tt certain place sure look veri different in the day and night..
during the day.. it seemed like any normal decent place tt earns money.. but when it comes to the night.....
haix.. i juz dun like the scene.. u get to see all sorts of people.. of cox.. mostly those with some age.. i feel so disgusted when i saw some of the women down there.. reavelings clothings are wat they wear.. flirting with men are wat they are the best with.. having itimate actions are wat they do..
worse of all.. is young women with old man.. my god.. wanna puke already.. those old men.. they sure have some wifes and childrens and even grand children at home.. and they are out there playing with these women? can't they feel the shame? argh.. can u imagine one day u see an old man with a young woman and that old man turn out to be ur grandfather?? how would u feel??
some women are simply veri veri pretty.. but why do they get into these kinda jobs?? it is juz so wasting.. is having a job using brains tt difficult?
money.. it is always the main factor tt causes endless problems..
family members can go to the court because of money.. women find men who are rich.. wifes can quarrel with her husband because of money.. ppl divorce is also because of money..
money money money..
ppl had became so materalistic.. does kinship still exist? friendship?
--------------------------------- yawn.. i am sOoooO tired.. fm the excessive training of choir.. when i returned home.. arhh.. heard some news abt my this girl cousin again..
does the fault of communication break down lies on the parent or child? when the child wants to leave the home. parent want to commit suicide.. wat is this?? messy family..
haha.. well.. okay.. their family have been messy ever since i can remember.. but.. i dunNo.. is being the only child stressful? or being a single parent is even more stressful?
problems always happen to the onli child.. one of my neighbour, my fren of the same age.. he juz go crazy with ppl knowin wat happen.. and his parents are onli concern abt money.. they dun even care abt him.. i pity him.. but.. he is so agressive that i am afraid of him.. or can say.. ppl around him are afraid of him as well..
the teens age gp.. is where alot of child tot they are old enf to make decisions for themselves.. they tot they have already grown up.. but.. do they ever acknowlege the truths?? deliquents.. many dun find faults in themselves.. they juz believe wat ever they do is correct.. little would they stop and think abt wat they have done..
parents.. on the other hand.. i think shld also do some reflections.. so parents still have the old outdated thinkings tt they are the parents.. wat ever they say or do is correct.. well.. they shld have expressed their minds in a nicer tone and nicer way.. although this may seems to be compromising the child.. but isnt parents suppose to make their child feel as if the parents are friends??
hmm.. wat am i writing??? i am confused already.. watever la.. anyway.. those children who have brains will gain enlightenment some day how much love and concern their parents actually gave them.. the child would then change into a better person.. no use nagging and screaming when they dont even wanna listen to u..
