* Princess Shulin *
shulin - marilynn
15 aug 1988
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* Wednesday, March 08, 2006 *
today is certainly not my day..

my father simply oppose the idea of me dropping my bio..he did't even ask why do i wanna drop.. he just say..

u r STUBBON! I DUN WANNA TALK TO U..

wth...

eh.. this is my life la.. i am old enf to decide wat is good or bad for me.. i am not the young innocent and stupid ger i used to be.. i am not the one who will listen to u all the time.. u knew it.. after so many incidents tt happened.. why do u still dun understand me? or why do u always force me to do somthing which i dun like?

can u try to understand my struggles behind this decision? argh..

no matter how hard i try to convice him.. he still dun get wat i am saying into his head..
he still believes those who dun take more than one science is not a science student.. helloz.. dun u noe chem is a sci? and he always says.. if u dun wanna take sci.. go poly then.. dun need to waste ur time in jc..

this is my father.. he has this thinking tt if u r not a sci student.. u cannot make it big.. u will have no future.. heyz.. u urself is also not a sci student la.. the family dun even have anyone taking sci and u expect me to do well in sci? our family juz dun have the sci genes.. even all my cousins dun excell in sci..

anyway.. why am i a sci student? haix.. if time were to turn back.. i will take arts instead.. i prefer geography.. but do u noe why i end up in sci stream?

this is all because of my father.. he says.. if i am going not going to take sci.. he will not allow me to enter jc.. haix.. why does he tot tt the arts stream is onli drawing? he realli u Noe.. he dunno tt there is geo and hist and literature.. my god.. no matter how many times i explain to him.. he juz dun understand.. and he cant get it into his mind.. he still assume tt he is the correct one..

i dun mean i am always correct.. but for now.. i juz want to get the best results tt i can produce from my subject combi.. can u accept it? i dun wanna take bio and then get poor results.. i dun want.. i dun want to have to face the same things as wat the seniors experience..

this is my life.. i dun want any regrets.. i hate regretting.. regreting once is enough.. the feelings juz sucks.. please.. let me decide on my own.. and give me the permission please.. why cant u juz listen to my explaination? u nver ever listen to my explaination before.. i am always not allowed to talk my reasons to u..

why why why???

tell me!!!

i juz wanna be happy..


Princess ended @
7:16 PM