i will remember this sentence forever.. i did not sow my seeds properly.. tts why the results i get are not my expected results..
okay.. i onli have myself to blame for it.. even thou i knew perfectly i will not do well,i still hoped for a good grade to appear.. it goes to show.. i do not have the ability.. i still have to work hard in order to get the grades tt i want..
i am terrible disappointed with myself.. i nver ever get such grades for my chinese before.. this is the first time.. the feeling is not good.. i dont want to experience this feeling.. arhx..
i am sad.. veri sad.. cox this is not my expected results.. and i break down in front of all my frens.. i feel so bad.. taking up their time and making them worried for me..
to serene, shaina, vera and jiat yue.. thanks for the accompanyment and encouragements tt ur have given me and thanks for all the attemps to make me laugh.. realli appreciate it.. u guys rocks!
to mao and tingz.. realli greatful for the time ur spent on me.. hmm.. i'am glad to have u both guys with me.. hearing me talk my problems.. hahas.. mao.. u better study for ur test! and tingz.. get well sOon..
to all those tt consoled me.. thanks alot!
feel better after all the talkings and cryings.. hmm.. i may seemed to be a cry baby.. but.. at least.. i have a clear mind of wat to do next..
anyway.. alot of ppl ask me why do i take chinese when i have a choice not to take..
well.. this is my answer.. i take chinese because i like chinese.. i dun take it because it is a requirement in our studies or because we have to take an L2 language..
alot of ppl keep telling me the chinese grades will not be included in the A level results of U entry.. so.. i dun need be too sad if i did not get the grades i want..
but.. this is not the case for me.. no matter it is included or not.. this is my favourite subject.. i juz want to do well for it.. not because for the sake of education but it is beacuse of the passion i have for this subject..
it might be ok for other ppl if the dont do well.. their wish might be getting a pass is enf..for me.. a i juz want to get wat i think i am capable of..
