its suppose to be the happiest day of the week... yet i feel so tired and sleepy every friday night..
oh no.. getting old.. i dun used to feel tt when i am in sec sch.. or even last yr..
this is definitely a veri stressful yr.. its onli the beginning of the yr and i felt as if i am already in june or july.. haixx...
sch sch and sch work.. and cca.. my routine life tt i have been on for the pass 2 mths..
i wanna do something tt i like.. but there isnt spare time for me..
arHHhH..
talked to my last yr chinese teacher.. i jux simply poured all my troubles abt studies on to her..
i think i simply juz wanna cry already..although i still dun realli feel the stress yet..i juz dun like the arrangement of my time now..its juz too boring..
i told her abt gaYee.. i told her abt her wat the chi teacher say.. i tell her abt the dropping sub thingy and i tell her abt cca..
and then.. her conclusion is.. instead of dropping any sub.. stop going choir too often.. as it is talking up alot of my time..
but then.. how can i? chrizz is talking abt the attendance already.. besides.. if we want to achieve something.. there is a need for constant practicing..
and then.. my parents always say i dun study hard enf.. cox i am always not at home..
so how?
mr naufal's words kept circling round my mind..
he told me once tt ppl shld't be too greedy..
for now.. i am definitly greedy.. i got 4A level subs while ppl who are clever than me onli had take 3 subs.. ppl with 4 subs quited their ccas while mine is so time consuming.. see.. greedy me..
but then.. i shall persever on..
cox shulin is STRONG!!!
i had endured the hardest time of my life and survive already.. so.. nothing can make me down!!
