juz woke up fm my nap.. but.. still feeling tired.. abit blur..
was tired out fm the cleaning of my room.. hmm.. didt realise i have so much things to throw away.. haas.. alot of stuffs which was collected during seconday days.. throwing them is such a unbearable thing to do.. but then.. they are some stuffs tt i wont be using..
let me see.. oh ya.. throw away some of the stuffs i made during the D&T lessons.. haha.. they brought back memories.. memories of the D&T room.. and of cox.. make me remember the hom econs room as well.. haha.. actually throwing the stuffs i made is also a good thing.. cox the stuffs i made are so lousy.. haha.. i dun have the art skills.. i will juz die if i study arts..
hmm.. and then.. accidentally found some letters tt i wrote to joey.. haha.. we were quarreling abt some matter tt i dun remember.. haha.. reading the letter.. seems so funny.. well.. tats the naive us.. haha.. miss seconday sch days.. indeed.. me and joey didt quarrel more.. haha.. but then.. it always bring us closer each time.. ke xin.. miss u.. hmm.. hopefully get to see ya on fri!!
also found lots of letters writen by HY.. bring my memories back again.. well.. didt tot of him for a long time already.. it goes to show he has been completely removed out of my life right? haha.. however.. it brought back the memories of me and him.. the happy days.. seems so wierd.. i onli remember the happy days with him.. although the unhappy days were more.. i seems to have erase those unpleasant parts out of my mind.. haha..
is tt a good thing? remembering how much tears i had shed for him.. and how he had hurt me..i dun even feel anger or hatrate at all.. haha.. i think tts a good thing.. wondering wats he doing now.. hopfully as good as i am now.. haha..
i noe i am enjoying every moments of my life now.. but.. good times usually passes by fast.. i dun wish the happy moments to be gone so soon.. 2 yrs is soOo short..
hmm.. going to sing in botanical gardens tomorrow.. haha.. wondering if it would be as fun as the christmas carolling.. of cox.. everything wont be the same.. cox nora is not around.. i miss nora!
