stupid gay.. today.. i ask her if she could give me extra lessons for bio.. and then.. to my surprise.. she say NO!! have u ever had a teacher who say no to someone who wants to learn? stupid teacher.. i shld have known earlier tt she is this tpye of teacher.. and i am still hoping she will hopefully help me in my weak bio..
she said " No.. i dun have the time.. my free periods are used to prepare my stuffs and then after sch i am devoted to others things.. i am not going to spend my time on u. and i am going to have lessons with the whole class.. not u alone"
wat the hell.. cant she spare some time for me? i am juz asking for once a weak to help me out in the areas where i am confused.. stupid teacher..
and u noe wat? after she said tt.. she called me up again.. she said she wanna talk to me.. yeah.. explaining why she cant give me time for lessons.. yeah.. and give all sorts of excuses to explain why she cant give me the time.. i bet she wants to make the situation sounds better.. EXCUSES!
she tell me to change my thinking.. saying i am not thinking as hard as i shld.. and i am thinking in the wrong way.. i told her i juz cant get wat the bio question is asking me.. tts why i need her help.. and then.. i told her i ahd tuition before and nothing seems to help.. sOo.. she tell me to change my thinkin.. she said if tuition cannot help.. means she cannot help also.. hell la.. isnt she a teacher? isnt she suppose to help students who are weaker?
for tt moment.. i realli feel like giving her a slap on her face... irritaitng looks.. but i have no choice but to smile to her.. but then.. i think i cant endure the anger in me.. cox i can sense my eyes giving the pissed off look.. and i can feel tt she sense it.. haha..
but then.. i have never encounter this kinda teacher in my life la.. in sec sch.. i didt even ask for help and mr naufal came and offer me extra lessons.. in jc.. we ask for extra lessons for chem and maths and mrs neo and ms leow help us irregardless how busy are they.. wat abt tt gaYyee.. she nver ever help us out in our promo k.. she nver ask us if we need help at all.. and now.. when i need help.. and i ask her.. she said no.. and mind u.. its the beginning of the yr.. cant imagine where will she hide when out A levels are coming..
oh ya.. probably stucking up to those ppl who can get As for her bio.. and hopfully those ppl can be the top student and then she can take her credits.. saying.. oh.. they have these good results all the efforts come fm me.. yucks.. hypo..
i realli cant voice out how much hatrate i have against her.. how nice if i can change a teacher.. arhx!!!! or.. make her disappear fm my sight..
i am going to give myself one mth.. one mth later.. if i still cant improve on my bio.. i will drop it.. say good bye to tt gayEee i dun wanna see her any more!!!