my day was spoilt by the gaYee today.. irritating.. when i reach the assembly ground today.. she told me in a veri "u deserve it tone".. shulin.. u have to drop one subject.. i was like.. wat the hell she's talking? didt even tell me what happen.. until i realise.. i must have failed the bio topical test.. so.. i ask her in a nicely tone.. did i fail my test? she ignore me la.. wat the hell.. and when i ask her if i could know wats my results.. she told me" oh u are not suppose to noe them.. i am Not going to revel it to u..and then her tone was like.. u fail.. tts ur own problem.. dun come and find me.. i have nothing to do with it..
i feel like killing her man.. arhx!! tell me that early in the morning.. spoil my day..
but then.. i want realli bothered abt i fail or i pass the test.. cox.. i think i kinda expect tt i will not pass? haha.. cox i didt even have time to study.. hmm.. so now.. i am wondering which subject should i drop.. bio or chinese?? SOME ONE HELP ME!!! i have been thinking abt it for a long long time and yet to come with a decision..
well.. i feel like dropping bio.. cox i have no interest in tt sub.. or i should say.. i do like tt sub.. juz tt i dun like tt gaYee.. her voice juz pissed me off.. her looks make me wanna close my eyes.. well.. if i drop tt sub.. i have less contact with her.. tt is so wonderful la.. but then.. i will be the onli odd one out in class already.. and then they gaYee would even dislike me more..
and then.. if i drop chinese.. it would be so pity la.. cox i damm like chinese.. and then my chinese is far much better than bio.. and then.. if i remain my chinese.. i will be left with a combination of maths chem and chinese.. wouldnt it be such a wierd combi? where can i go after A levels? but then.. i dun mind any way.. cox i dun even intend to study science anymore..
hmm.. i think that i should have taken the arts fac in the beginning.. i am far more interested in geo than bio la.. hmm.. well.. of cox.. this kinda regretion is abit too late..
i used to have a clear mind of wat i wanna be next time.. i am always the one with a clear mind of wat i want.. but.. all of sudden.. i feel kinda lost.. i am kinda worried.. wat if i dun get into the course that i want? what if i cant make it? arhx.. terrible.. why am i thinking so much?
shall stop now.. feeling so sleepy and yet i have to study for my maths test tmr.. hopefully i can score well with me not practicing my maths.. haha..
