wanted to go off line and do my hmwk a while ago.. but then.. decided to read xinz and tingz blog.. and then.. now.. i think it made me wanting to write more.. haha..
well.. after reading the two blogs.. i realli dunno where to start first.. well.. its true tt all of us are changing and indeed we are all making new frens.. and we are getting closer to our new frens.. but then.. is a friendship of few mths stronger than a friendship of few yrs? hmm.. i dunno.. mayb.. the four of us should realli spend sometime initiating some gatherings..
i realise.. we four.. realli had little little time together.. well.. other ppl.. they are always with the closest pals fm sec sch.. and us.. i think we onli meet a few times this yr.. well.. i think all of us are at fault.. cox we always assume tt some one will organise the meetings and leave it all for one another.. and in the end.. no one turn out to be organising.. and in the end.. we dun meet up.. and then.. i think.. we didt realli make time for each other.. we are all juz too engrossed in our new lives and put all other stuffs behind.. hmm.. tts true right? well.. i admit.. cox i always believe tt we will always be the same.. however.. i am going to change my believe now.. for now.. i believe tt friendship realli needs time to nurture and to maintain.. we cant be always neglacting others.. for now.. i juz hope tt we can treasure our time together.. squeezing some time out of our busy schedule is not a difficult task right? realli hope tt everyone can be free for the next gathering..
hmm.. i guess.. all of us need to reflect on ourselves.. we always say.. oh.. who changed who changed.. but then.. have we realli tot of ourselves? did we changed too? hmm.. do some reflecting....
seriously.. i dunno if the stuffs i say would be useful or not.. or it will be juz a piece of junk.. but then.. these are my opinions on we four.. i noe xinz and tingz will get to read wat i have written.. but then.. juz hoppin tt wend will have the chance to read too.. cox.. so far.. she is the one.. tt is realli realli far fm us.. she seems to have disspeared.. haix.. wend.. can u come back??
ke xin oh.. ur blog.. makes me tot of the times when we quarrel.. haha.. suddenly it became abit funny.. well.. i agree with u.. quralling does help to strenthen our bonds.. but then.. it seems tt when we grow up.. we do not quarrel anymore.. we juz keep everything to ourselves.. but then.. i think the time we spent on working made us feel closer.. hopefully we will not get drifted again.. hee..
and tingz.. i dunno how u view us as ur fren for now.. for i noe.. we will always be there when u need us.. it is juz a choice if u want to tell us or not.. mayb u have found new frens whom u think are better for u.. but let u noe.. we wont leave u alone in time of troubles.. we may appear busy.. but no matter wat.. we will still have time for u.. and.......
the feeling of not knowing wat happen is not good.. please talk.. do u noe how it feels to see u happily with ur other frens and then when u are with us u seemed soo moody? it makes me feel as if my presence is an extra..
