christmas is over!!! ppl have post christmas sale and i have post christmas fever.. arhx.. feeling terrible.. throat hurts.. have flu and cough.. and fever also.. yucky feeling.. for the first time.. dun like the feeling of being sick and ate my medicine as many times as i can.. haha.. wierd me..
stayed at home the whole day.. cant go out.. cox have veri wierd feeling all over me.. hee.. wake up at 12 but then slept at 3 again.. oh.. piggy me.. didt go for tuition today.. hmm.. think if i go i will juz sleep down there.. hahaa.. i drank damm lots of water.. but then.. my throat is still not feeling veri nice oh.. hmm..
oh yeah.. i did some hmwk today.. hmm.. but i think my progress is abit slow eh.. boo.. still have tonnes of hmwk to do.. how to complete?
oh ya.. tt day forget to mention.. meet mu tou at aljunied mrt station on christmas eve.. he said he has some present to give me.. hmm.. actually wanted to meet in orchard de.. but then.. we are all stucked some where.. so we decided to meet at aljunied instead.. and then.. i met him exactly at 12 am.. haha.. christmas day! tt's such a coincident.. haha.. how many ppl can meet exactly at 12? haha..
well.. to me.. he is realli a veri veri good fren.. someone who uses real feelings to be frens with.. he is always there for u when u need him.. and he is veri jiang yi qi oh.. haha.. and he does always gives me surprise.. tt time.. he appeared at my work place and send me home.. and this time.. he appeared on the carolling venue.. haha.. wow.. not many ppl will do tt oh..
hmm.. mu tou.. sorry oh.. didt celebrate this yr christmas with u as u wanted..hmm.. shall wait for next yr oh.. hopefully we can have the time to.. haha..
hmm..i think i am bad today.. zy tell me.. he is waiting for the day for me to be his gf.. but i juz sms him back and tell him.. i have someone in my mind.. hmm.. is tt abit mean? i think so right? but then.. i realli dun have feelings for him eh.. to me.. he is onli a big bro.. someone who can crap and joke with.. well.. he is juz not my type.
hmm.. the person in my mind.. hmm.. he didt reply my msg back.. i dunno.. there is a change in him ever since tt day.. and we have become strangers.. i dun like tt feeling.. hopfully the old feelings can come back.. but i guess.. tt wont happen.. but then.. its okay.. a new yr is coming.. throw everything bad and sad behind and start all over a again! a new yr is waiting for me.. yOo Hoo.. waithing for tt day to come..
i miss sch.. hope sch can start sooner.. but then.. hopefully i can finish my hmwk.. haha..
hmm.. i think i am going to quit the bio tutiton.. cant stand it anymore.. i think.. if i stay there for any longer period of time.. i am going to be badmouth by some ppl and i think tt someone is going to hate me too..
shall stop now..
Princess ended @
10:41 PM
oh no.. my holiday is going to be over soon and i have not even started on my hmwk.. arhx.. sad.. hmm.. so fast.. this week is going to end soon.. uh oh..
hmm.. have been working.. oh well.. also not alot.. juz for two days.. on tues and today.. well.. it was quite fun.. but i think last yr was better.. hmm.. however.. both yrs are equally tiring..
went sentosa today.. it was quite fun thou.. haha.. but it was like raining since we entered the land of sentosa.. so.. they decided to let the kids play in the rain.. it was damm nice la!! love playing in the rain.. played with the fountain too.. and i was all drenched.. and u noe wat.. i dun have extra clothings with me.. no towels too.. and it is dammmMm cold.. and tt working t-shit is sOooOo transparent.. can see my bra color la..
tues.. i was working with the younger kids.. 4-5.. they are cuter.. and there is more fun.. hmm.. played with the pool the other day.. i wanna play too!! but then.. i didt bring my swimming suit.. they didt say we need to bring.. haix.. there goes my swimming..
had bio tuition again on wed.. hmm.. i dun realli enjoy my bio tuition.. haix.. hope i can get over it faster.. it feels suxy down there.. cannot be myself.. feel as if i must wear a mask down there and then take out my mask when i leave the place.. tt place realli doesnt suit me.. i dun like the place.. but then.. no choice.. who ask me to get o for bio.. arhx...
hmm.. suddenly feel like being loved by someone.. hmm.. i dunno.. i think i am damm wierd la.. why dun i love those who love me? while i love those who dun even bother abt me? oh.. wierd ppl.. arhx.. i am going crazy.. can some one pull me back to the right track? i dun wanna tt kinda feeling.. i hate it.. i juz one someone i love.. and someone who love me..
wHo will tt be???
oh..
i think i am realli crazy...
Princess ended @
10:15 PM