hMm.. i dunno.. some one told me i always say somthing but i dun mean it.. hear le.. feeling so sad.. let me tell u.. is not tt i dun mean it.. is i cannot do watever tt i said..
jit jin.. i am sorry.. not tt i dun want to go and celebrate ur birthday with u.. i have work yester.. and working the whole day.. how to have time to go to ur celebration? i said i would go and ask if i can change the working timing and dates not.. i tried ok.. i told u i will try and i did tried.. but they say cannot.. can u understand? well.. nvm.. mayb i always say somthing then in the end cannot do it ba..
i noe i haven done it quite alot of times.. esp to mao.. ting.. i think all my close frens.. suffer from this before.. everytime say i want go here go there.. in the end.. i cannot make it.. hmm.. so sorry tt i gave ur hopes and then destroyed the hopes.. so sorry oh.. i dun mean it de.. but everytime.. seems tt somethings will happen on the day where i planned things..
remember a few times.. wanted to go out with mao.. cox long time nver go out.. but in the end nver go out also.. cox mostly parents suddenly decided not to allow me to go out.. everytime when this happens.. i feel so guilty and sad la.. if i have the choice.. would i do tt? i wont ok.. i dun take frens for granted.. and i treasure my frens ok..
haha.. mr naufal said.. Don't spend major time with minor people.If there are people in your life who continually disappoint you, break promises, stomp on your dreams, are too judgmental, have different values and don't have your back during difficult times...that is not friendship.
i think.. i spend too much time with minor ppl already.. hmm.. last time.. i tot.. when i spend time with them, they can give me their true hearts and be real frens.. but i am wrong.. some ppl jux take this time for granted.. there is one this people.. i gave u my time and efforts.. yet.. i am taken for granted.. u came to me when u need help in studies.. u came to me when u need help is games and all sort of rubbish.. u onli remembered me when u need my help.. sOo.. wat is this? wat am i to u? jux someone who u can make use of? i am getting tired of u already.. i hate u.. but i dun have the feelings of hatrate for u.. why? some ppl say if u cant hate someone, means u have forgiven tt person.. is tt true? i dunno.. i juz dun want to get involved with u anymore.. i am going to get away from u.. unless necessary.. and u.. listen carefully.. dun say all those rubbish stuffs and bluff me again okay.. i am sick and tired of it already!!!! get away fm me!!!
haha.. wat am i writing all those? tt person wont get to see it anyway.. why? haha.. cox.. onli ting, xin, mao and wee keat noe my this blog.. sOoO.. all others wont have and chance to see anything at all.. hehe..
