haha.. today.. i played a letter box game with someone.. and u noe wat.. someone had the same idea too..

ting.. thanks for ya chocolates.. hmm.. no more quarrels le oh.. haha.. yeah.. she put chocolates into my letter box.. and smsed me to take from there.. completely the same with wat i did.. oh.. great mind thinks alike? haha.. NoNo.. muz say.. good pals thinks alike.. haha..

shall not be able to blog for ten days eh.. hmm.. sure have lots of things to say when i come back.. wait for me oh.. haha..


Princess ended @
9:36 PM

hmm.. my problem is solved le oh.. well.. i guess.. all of us have to compromise and accomdate in order to solve problems.. i guess being stubbon will not solve problems.. it will juz make things worse.. well.. haha.. it seems tt it has been long since the last time i quarrel with someone..

juz view my blog juz now and realise Mr naufal wrote something.. i was kinda shocked!! how come he noe my blog? where he saw it? haha.. then i realise ting put me as a link on her blog.. no wonder he can see my blog.. oh no.. then all my hua chi stuffs will be read by him right? haha.. well.. nvm.. its juz some tots and feelings.. ppl who read my blog , dun think too much can le.. i am juz one who loves to dream of stuffs k.. hee.. i am a good girl oh.. haha.. i am soOoo bhb.. :p

hmm.. didt noe mr naufal was expecting me to go.. haha.. sOoO sorry oh.. was busy with other stuffs.. so nver go.. and its sOoo far away tooo.. hmm.. shall go and visit him some other days... hehe.. give him a surprise? eh.. but then.. i dunno where he stay eh.. stupid me.. haha.. wonder who went? was it fun? hmm.. feel like looking at his daughter.. see veri ke ai de oh.. hee..

juz now went back shibuya to give back the clothes and key.. hmm.. by right.. i should be working today.. but then cox of some stuffs.. cannot work.. haix.. there goes my 40.50 although not alot.. but i can buy something with tt money eh..

hmm.. i think i spent all my money i have earn for the first mth eh.. my god..

oh yeah.. in few more hours time.. i will be havin my holiday trip le.. cant wait to shOp shOp and shOp.. hee..

Princess ended @
7:58 PM

tired.. tired.. tired.. tired..

lack of sleep ma? hmm.. no lehx.. i sleep alot these few days eh.. how come? oh.. getting old? hmm.. soOoO sad eh.. shall sleep early today.. PissSSSssed...

ken say he saw lin jun jie and junyang yester.. OMG!!!!! i also want to see eh.. haha.. wondering when will be my turn to see them oh.. haha..

went for cip today.. haix.. dammmMm boring eh.. watch them assemble the stuffs.. watch them keep the stuffs.. and its all the way at junrong.. wahHh.. sOooOoOOoo far eh.. then still have to go back for a few more times.. far eh.. :(

choir teacher called me juz now.. OppPs.. missed too many practices.. ahe is unhappy oh.. but then.. not my fault eh.. the timing they put.. always clashes with my lessons.. wat to do? lessons more important right? all of sudden dun like her.. hee..

after the cip thingy.. went shopping with jiat yue and serene.. we went bugis oh.. hmm.. bugis villige la.. went to help jiat yue find shirts for this sat.. saw many beautiful clothes oh.. hehe.. shall go hongkong and shop for all those..

hmm.. left with tomorrow and sunday.. before i go on holiday le.. hmm.. my problems will be solved by sunday ma? hmm.. hope soOo.. but then.. it seems not possible.. haha..

watever.. shall sleep now..

Princess ended @
10:10 PM

thank you sOoOoO much ar..

u said i juz want someone to accompany me? yeah.. if i were to do tt.. would i find u? any others would do.. well.. maybe u are hoping for tt right? so tt u are free to do wat ever u want.. and stop me from bothering u.. fine..

support? haha.. u ever supported me? have u ever ever attended my choir concerts? once? twice? is NEVER ok.. support? ya.. this kinda support? thanks ar.. even my classmates tt i have know for jux few mths atteneded and my good frens for 4 yrs nver ever attended any one of my performace.. yeah.. even a fren whom i am not close with came.. and yet all those whom i considered the best frens of my life.. gave all sorts of reasons not to come.. oh.. maybe i shld take into consideration the tickets were expensive? hmm.. 12 bucks.. oh ya.. can do alot of things with 12 dollars right? it it much more worth spending the money else where rather than listening to some singings which make no sense or when u hear u feel like sleeping right? i shld have known tt earlier.. or maybe cox we different sch.. ts why no need for them to come? hmm.. ya.. even when in the same sch.. they nver attend my performance.. how can i hope for them to come when we are already all in different sch?

sHuLin.. wake Up.. stop dreamin!!!!!

Princess ended @
6:08 PM

friends forever.. forever friends.. they exist? hmm.. frens will quarrel de right? frens will argue de right? frens will have different opinions de right? but then.. frens will support the things u do right? even if he or she is not interested in the things u do.. they will still support u right? issnt that wat frens are supposed to be? if not.. can they still be considered as good frens?

haha.. i doubt...

frens.. yeah...

letssS seeeE..

Princess ended @
10:12 PM

yOo HooO..

went bugis with mao today.. haha.. we went to take neo print.. went to take the new machine which we both dunno how to use.. and in the end.. we took onli four photos.. haha.. funny sia.. cox first time using tt machine.. so didit realli noe wats going on.. so juz any how press.. haha.. then tt mao.. keep mentioning his five fifty.. haha.. ok la.. abit ex oh.. but wat it come out ok ma.. not veri ugly.. at least still presentable la.. onli thing tt u think not nice is ur hair ma.. haha..

then after tt we went shopping.. er.. actually is to search for clothes to bring to hong kong de.. soOo.. we walk and walk and walk.. walk in parco for almost like 3 or 4 rounds le.. but then.. still cannot find any suitable one.. sOoO we went to seiyu.. hMmm.. finally.. saw suitable clothes le.. haha.. went to fox.. there got alot of long sleeves shirts.. quite nice also.. then can keep warm also.. haha.. then we take alot and keep trying.. hmm.. yeah yeah.. finally saw the one tt i like.. but still decidin whether to choose size 3 or 2.. cox like no much diff eh.. finally... i decided to choose size 2.. cox it fit me better.. but then.. the sales man say dun have size 2 le.. ask me choose another one.. But i damm like the one tt i choose la.. no choice.. so i go choose other designs lorr.. but then.. after trying so many.. dun have any tt i like.. so.. i tell the sales ger i want the earlier design size 3.. u noe wat she told me? there is no size 3 but there is size 2..

hey.. wat is tt.. haha.. in the end, i got the size 2 shirt of the design i want.. hmm.. make me try for so many.. and make me so itchy all over.. haha.. but.. i got the one i want anyway.. so.. its ok.. after tt.. we continue to shop for a while.. we went to the adidas shop.. hey hey.. the white jacket was nice oh.. i like eh.. hmm.. when did i begin to like adidas? nOnO.. i like nike de.. haha.. but then nike dun have such nice jackets oh.. i onli like nike shoes.. hehe..

hmm.. taking abt clothes.. remind me of my promise to my brothers.. i promise to buy them both each a billabong shirt after i got my pay.. hmm.. then wat shall i get for mama and papa ne? thinking thinking.. or shall i treat them to dinner? oh.. i think.. my pay is gonna be spent all by me even before i receive it.. haha.. wat a great spender am i.. oh no.. muxt be spentrift.. haha

went precious moments juz now.. hmm.. tt guy seems like not working there anymore le.. today not weekend oh.. but didt saw him eh.. tt time went bugis also didt saw him.. haix.. shld have talk to him earlier.. haha.. mayb tt time when it was my so called last day of work.. i shld have talk to him.. haha.. seems like tt day was also his last day of work.. Hmm.. have to work this sun again.. oh.. kinda bored..

had lessons this morning.. yester moring and the previous day's morning.. went for maths.. hmm.. yester.. onli me and serene went for the maths lesson.. we were late.. and i wasnt weaering specs.. soOo.. i juz went into the lecture hall and find somewhere to sit quickly.. and who noes... i was sitting in front of AL!! and i didt noe till serene told me.. as i wasnt wearing specs.. i couldnt see properly.. but i sense tt he and his class was sitting behind us.. so i ask serene if they were behind us? and she said he was behind me la..

haha... but then.. i didt have muxh reaction to it.. jux concentrate on copying all the answers on the bored.. cox nver do tutorial.. then.. as the times go.. someone behind me keep kicking the chairs.. and tt stupid and irritating AL.. keep rocking the chair la.. then keep put his legs on the chair which is beside me.. irritating eh.. feel like taking his shoes out and throw it away.. haha.. evil right? but he is irritating la.. hmm.. kinda heard his voice while he was having conversation with his frens.. hmm.. his voice.. kinda differnt fm wat i expect oh.. his voice is kinda.. high pitch oh.. haha.. i tot he would have quite a low voice.. haha.. i was wearing specs all the while.. soOo nver turn back and scold the ppls who keep shake the chairs la.. cox i think i look wierd with specs.. heeh.. not nice oh.. haha.. okay.. i am vain.. :p

i juz wrote a list of wat homework i have.. and u noe wat.. i have 29 pieces of homework to do! my god.. if i were to do each a day.. then i will have to do for a mth.. haix.. alot eh.. how to do finish.. arhx...

tired tired.. juz finish packing clothing formy holiday.. realise.. my clothes realli quite alot eh.. after taking out so many clothes.. my wardrobe is still full!!!! hmm.. i think mux get rid of some le.. haha.. if not.. cannot close le oh.. haha.. hmm.. yester ting hand in my resume to american club le.. hope they will employ me oh.. haha..

tired tired.. going to sleep!!!

Princess ended @
11:53 PM

yawnzZZ.. tired oh.. juz come back fm JB.. feel like sleeping eh.. hmm.. went there to shop and buy stuffs.. heeh.. i buy quite alot of things eh.. by right.. supposed to go there and buy clothes tt i can bring to hong kong de.. but then.. in the end.. still buy some thing tt i cannot bring.. cox.. the clothes i bought are sleeveless again.. oh.. so hard to find a shirt eith sleeve.. needless to say long sleeve shirts right? haha..oh.. must seriously go and find one le..

hmm.. malaysia shopping centre realli veri big oh.. shop for so long still haven shop finish finish eh.. haha.. hmm.. saw ao many nice clothes.. shall go there and buy when i get my pay.. when will i get ne? hmm.. still long eh.. shld be after my trip frm hong kong oh...

haix.. dec.. should i work full time? dun feel like eh.. already quite bored le.. sianx le.. jux now writing resume for american club.. haix.. ma fan eh.. irritatin.. why must write resume.. nver write before.. its soOooO troublesome.. hope they employ me eh.. if not.. if i nver work at shibuya.. then they nver empoly me.. then i out of job oh.. haha.. eh.. like tt also good la.. then i can study.. but then.. haix.. need money eh.. sianx.. money money money.. can it drop fm heaven? haha... let me do tt in my dream..

dream.. long time didt dream le.. haha.. mayb cox too tired.. so mind too tired to think and dream.. haha.. eh.. but then.. sometimes.. like quite nice to dream of somthing eh.. but my dreams everytime wierd wierd de.. mixture of many stuffs.. make me so confused.. haha.. but how nice if my life is as wat my dream is.. so nice and wonderful.. hehe.. yeah.. i am still dreaming.. once.. i didt want to get out of my dream.. but.. eventually.. i will still have to wake up.. cox.. dreams and still dreams.. not matter how long the dream is.. it will still end someday.. sometime.. haha.. wats happening to me.. why am i saying these stuffs all day long?

today have lesson oh.. maths.. saw AL.. they say he have gf le oh.. hmm.. haha.. then i cannot look at him le oh.. later his gf jealous.. haha.. i dun even noe who is his gf la.. but nvm la.. like tt also good.. no more distraction.. hmm.. now shall look for another target.. haha.. kidding la.. have to study lehx.. A level next yr..

tired tired.. haix.. but mux go and print my resume... printing the third time.. haha...

Princess ended @
11:36 PM

do i always say somthing but i dun mean it?

hMm.. i dunno.. some one told me i always say somthing but i dun mean it.. hear le.. feeling so sad.. let me tell u.. is not tt i dun mean it.. is i cannot do watever tt i said..

jit jin.. i am sorry.. not tt i dun want to go and celebrate ur birthday with u.. i have work yester.. and working the whole day.. how to have time to go to ur celebration? i said i would go and ask if i can change the working timing and dates not.. i tried ok.. i told u i will try and i did tried.. but they say cannot.. can u understand? well.. nvm.. mayb i always say somthing then in the end cannot do it ba..

i noe i haven done it quite alot of times.. esp to mao.. ting.. i think all my close frens.. suffer from this before.. everytime say i want go here go there.. in the end.. i cannot make it.. hmm.. so sorry tt i gave ur hopes and then destroyed the hopes.. so sorry oh.. i dun mean it de.. but everytime.. seems tt somethings will happen on the day where i planned things..

remember a few times.. wanted to go out with mao.. cox long time nver go out.. but in the end nver go out also.. cox mostly parents suddenly decided not to allow me to go out.. everytime when this happens.. i feel so guilty and sad la.. if i have the choice.. would i do tt? i wont ok.. i dun take frens for granted.. and i treasure my frens ok..

haha.. mr naufal said.. Don't spend major time with minor people.If there are people in your life who continually disappoint you, break promises, stomp on your dreams, are too judgmental, have different values and don't have your back during difficult times...that is not friendship.

i think.. i spend too much time with minor ppl already.. hmm.. last time.. i tot.. when i spend time with them, they can give me their true hearts and be real frens.. but i am wrong.. some ppl jux take this time for granted.. there is one this people.. i gave u my time and efforts.. yet.. i am taken for granted.. u came to me when u need help in studies.. u came to me when u need help is games and all sort of rubbish.. u onli remembered me when u need my help.. sOo.. wat is this? wat am i to u? jux someone who u can make use of? i am getting tired of u already.. i hate u.. but i dun have the feelings of hatrate for u.. why? some ppl say if u cant hate someone, means u have forgiven tt person.. is tt true? i dunno.. i juz dun want to get involved with u anymore.. i am going to get away from u.. unless necessary.. and u.. listen carefully.. dun say all those rubbish stuffs and bluff me again okay.. i am sick and tired of it already!!!! get away fm me!!!

haha.. wat am i writing all those? tt person wont get to see it anyway.. why? haha.. cox.. onli ting, xin, mao and wee keat noe my this blog.. sOoO.. all others wont have and chance to see anything at all.. hehe..

Princess ended @
10:34 PM

my eye is swollen!!! :( so pain lar.. the left lower eye lid is swollen.. arhx... pain pain.. shld i go see doctor? but then if i go see, my father sure scold me la.. he sure say.. see la.. wear contact lens, wear till eyes got problem.. hmm.. haix.. i also dun want de lehx.. but why will swollen ne?i also nver do anything to it.. arhx.. or i rub my eyes too many times? haix.. i think cox i wear for too long hours.. ehx.. must go and make specs le.. tomorrow? hmm.. lets see if i got time not..

went zilin house to dye hair with kenneth today.. but then... mine dun have color!! eh.. mayb have some color.. but is under sunlight then can see some mild color.. kenneth's color veri nice oh.. hmm.. i shall go and buy one and dye myself.. haha..

went running today.. hmm.. i think i haven been running since before promos..and tt is like mths ago! oh.. haha.. no wonder today when i run, i feel like an elephant running.. haha.. kidding la.. but.. was tired oh.. cox so long didt run le.. haix.. mux run to keep fit.. actually going swimming de.. but lazy ar..

today i wanna sleep early eh.. u think i will sleep early ma? haha.. lets see..

Princess ended @
10:13 PM

i went to cut my hair today!! hmm.. but there is not much difference eh.. length still the same.. except fringe shorter, hair is layered.. but the layered cannot see eh.. hmm.. this is the first time i cut hair so fast oh.. and cut so little la.. normally cut alot of hair de.. then today.. it seems so little to me.. then the hairdresser.. i think he abit dunno how to cut eh.. funny funny de.. the way he handle my hair.. like he no strength like tt.. hmm.. no force.. feel abit wierd.. haha.. eh.. then he wash my hair.. make my ears sOoOo wet!!! yucks.. dun like the feeling...

hmm.. then jux now when i walking towards the hair salon, i trip onto somthing.. then let someone saw.. he was a middle age man.. his hair so messy.. and he was smoking.. yuckss. hate tt smell.. hmm.. then he saw la.. diu lian.. then i still drop my phone in front of him eh.. arhxx.. then i treat nothing happen go and buy ice cream first.. hopping he will go away.. but when i get back to the hair salon, he is still there la.. haix.. no choice.. so i go in and cut hair lor.. hmm.. alot ppl oh..

hmm.. my left eye like swollen oh.. pain eh.. touch as pain, blink also pain.. haix.. issit because i wear contact lens for too long? hmm.. i wanted to go and make specs lehx.. but then no time.. haix.. the specs i have now.. haha.. make me look so childish eh.. hmm.. want to change.. hmm.. kinda scare something will happen to my eye oh.. will i go blind some day? ehhhh.. scary...

hmm.. today was slacking the whole day.. thru out the whole day.. i onli finish one homework.. tts the i&r.. slow oh.. tomrrow need to hand in.. hmm.. sianz.. need to go sch tomorrow.. still got so much stuffs to complete.. arhx.. sch.. means need to wake up early.. means need to listen to lesson, means need to use brain.. haix.. i my brain rust long time ago le.. few weeks didt use le oh..

yester had a long chat with mao oh.. long time didt have such long chats with him le.. haha.. yeah.. happy.. er.. also dunno why la.. but its nice to chat with frens whom u have not been chatting with.. hee.. hmm.. realise tt i haven been chatting on the phone for quite long period of time le oh.. the last one was with ting.. hmm.. not bad oh.. can dun chat for so long eh.. oh.. lost my chattyness.. hehe..

suppose the sleep early today.. but in the end.. i still nver.. haix.. go sleep le la.. if not cannot wake up.....

Princess ended @
11:29 PM

oh yeah.. have pw celebration today.. we went to eat sakura.. at downtown east there.. hmm.. eat till... super full oh.. feeling like the stomach is going to burst.. haha.. actually.. the food quite normal la.. then it cost twenty bucks.. quite ex right? yeah.. but watever.. happy can le.. hehe.. i still prefer icecream eh.. hmm.. thinking of eating swensons earth quake.. hee.. we were there playing with out left over food jux now.. hmm.. damm gross la.. haha.. but its funny.. eh.. at tt time.. it's funny..

after tt.. we go bowling oh.. hmm.. can say this is the first time playin actual bowling.. hmm.. first few attemps the ball roll to the drain.. feel so sad.. haha.. okay la.. failure leads to success.. yeah yeah.. after tt.. got some pins fall.. but nver strike once.. hmm.. must go practice lor.. haha.. hehe.. shall go and play some day.. talking abt bowling, rememebr tt time went jb with family.. then we went into a bolling alley.. then i noe my bro also noe how to bowl.. hmm.. wonder hows the feeling like to bowl with my own brother.. eh.. thinking.. i seems not to have any outings with my two brothers yet oh.. wahh.. seventeen years le.. ans we have not go out alone once yet.. or play anything together.. wat a bad sis i am.. haix.. shall go play something with him next time.. or go watch movie also can.. but then.. i think he would prefer his frens accompanyment rather than me.. but he also kinda lazy oh.. ask him go out, he would prefer to stay at home and play..

back to topic.. shaina veri good in bowling oh.. she strike two times eh.. hee.. but then she also go one funny scene la.. she dropped the ball while she was swinging the ball.. then the ball roll backwards.. its funny la.. then we keep laughing.. hehe.. we are abuit bad la.. cox its veri embarrasing to her.. but.. juz cant stop laughing.. hmm.. after tt realise her nails broke.. got blood oh..hmm.. sure veri pain de..

after playing bowling, shaina go with boon long le.. so we also go off.. but then.. we went to play pool instead.. hmm.. it was kinda fun.. hehe.. pei leng and calista dunno how to play.. so me and zhen wei teach them oh.. although i am also veri lousy with pool.. but then.. hehe.. at least today.. i still got hit in some balls.. although there is a few times where the white ball went in together.. haha..

hmm.. while playing, then i saw this guy.. he quite handsome oh.. then we was wearing white shirst inside, black outside.. haha.. same as me oh.. hmm.. he and his frens were playing also.. yeah.. then is like all my chou xiang let him see la.. lose face man.. cox everytime i diu lian then he was looking in our direction.. haix.. he must have think tt i am veri childish.. haha.. hmm.. they quite pro oh.. they play so many games le.. yet we still haven finish one game.. see.. we are so slow.. haha.. hmm.. but then i think they also not as pro as daryl.. tt pro guy.. so pro yet he say he not pro.. tt time first time play with him make me so diu lian la..

hmm..after playing pool, then go home le oh.. getting late.. mama call me le.. haix.. when cant i go out a while longer? everytime also call me.. getting frustrated! hate it man.. but.. no choice.. who can choose which family to born into? haha.. yeah.. then i saw amanda and kai xiang on the train.. haha.. look so happy oh.. hehe.. faces filled with xing fu..

hmm.. going to cut hair tomorrow oh.. shld i jux trim or cut short? i veri tempted to cut short eh.. cox my hair keep dropping oh.. drop alot eh.. scary.. hmm.. but i look damm nerd with short hair la.. haix.. lets see.. hehe.. going shopping with mama tomorrow.. i shall but the things tt i want.. oOooO.. haha.. but i bet.. i will not get all the stuffs tt i want.. cox.. tOooOO many already!!!

juz now went to mao house down stairs oh.. hmm.. i think first time i go his house there.. haha.. cox he sick ma.. then i yester say will go and see him.. hehe.. but then nver go up and see him la.. jux let him noe.. haha.. then so funny la.. i ask him look out of the window, yet i cannot see him.. haha.. dunno where is he..

hmm.. suddenly realise i haven tonnes of newspaper to read.. sianx.. but nvm.. i am going to like doing homwork fm now on! haha...

Princess ended @
10:07 PM

oh yeah.. pw is finally over.. eh.. not totally over also.. still got the I and R which i haven do.. and dunno wat is tt.. hee.. today's op was.. haix.. the teacher.. why ask me wierd questions.l. ask me how do i gauge the quality of life.. how i answer.. nver expect la.. shocked.. eh.. my mond went blank.. then i talked ruibbish.. even i myself also dunno wat am i talking.. arhx.. my pw.. sad sad..

today and yester quite stupid ar.. i bring clothes out of my house to sch, yet i bring clothes home and change.. add on weight to my bag.. arhx.. today, saw the boss of my work place.. scary oh.. i was doing the wrapping stuffs half way, then got someone ask me who am i.. haha.. the boss.. not veri shuai lehz.. looks normal.. hmm.. dun have the smart face also.. then he look like kinda tired like tt.. hmm.. but heard tt he everyday sit in office watch fm tv wat we do lehx.. like tt still will tired de oh..haha.. then they ask me to work fulltime next mth.. haix.. how to lehx? i got choir lehx.. choir got go overseas.. still got carolling.. how to be fulltimer.. the money also not alot oh.. hee.. then still got tonnes of homework to complete eh.. my homework.. have been talking abt it for so long.. yet i dun have motivation to start any of it.. who can help me?? help me do also can.. hee..

hmm.. today i took neo print with abigail oh.. i saw her on the train while going to work.. hmm.. kinda surprise to see her.. cox like i was on the train, then heard someone call my name.. turn to my right, then saw her.. haha.. so long didt see her le.. then we talk and talk.. oh.. dun feel like going to work le oh.. haha.. then i faster go into the shop, put my things and rush out to take photo with her.. haha.. then she decorate all my herself.. hmm.. but then.. she nver put the date.. dots dots.. she rushing issit? haha..

my face arhx.. got pimple out break!!! so many pimples are found on my forehead.. hate them man.. wish i can get rid of them.. hehe.. how i wish my face can be pimple free, and smooth.. so nice.. haha..

juz now.. the guy at precious moments saw me oh.. i was there wrapping things, then he stop and look out of his shop, then jux nice he look up.. then our eyes meet la.. haha.. but then i faster turn another dirction and her turn another direction.. oh my god.. its so embarrasing.. hmm.. i think he noe i am looking at him la.. arhx... haha.. wondering how old is he.. 17 also ma? but then if 17, sure got pw de ma.. he dun need go mehx? cannot be 18 or 16.. cox got A level and O level.. sure cannot work yet.. if not.. 15 mehx? but he dun look tt young, yet he dun look like he is 17 also.. or.. he is 16? but normal acd de? tts why he can work? hee.. dunno la.. oh.. me hua ching again.. haha..

yeah yeah.. tomorrow got pw party oh.. hehe.. not party la.. jux go out and eat onli..

Princess ended @
11:57 PM

oh yeah! the mystery was cleared.. hmm.. we arn't short of money oh.. is tat we press some buttons wrongly, end up having wrong amounts.. yOoo Hooo.. hehe..

kinda tired oh today.. hmm.. quite busy at work.. but at least, it was better than yesterday.. eh.. yester was damm boring.. nothing much to do.. keep counting the time till i end work.. a boring boring day.. today was better.. time passes faster.. hmm.. kinda getting bored at work le.. dun feel like working anymore.. haix.. but i needa money.. who ask me wanna buy soOooO many things lehx? so have to earn money lor.. if not keep ask fm parents also not tt nice.. hmm..

yeah yeah.. all my troubles were kinda solved yesterday.. haha.. sO happy.. hmm.. i guess i was kinda out of control too.. mayb pms le.. haha.. eh.. chat with ting on da phone yester.. it has been such a long time since we ever chatted for soOoo long.. miss the times oh.. haha.. miss joey and wend too.. kinda sad eh.. seems tt we realli will juz meet for four times in a yr.. why lehx? are we tt busy? hmmm.. will there be a day where we wont meet up anymore? hope tt day wont happen..

as for mao leh.. hmm.. also solve le oh.. he say sorry i say sorry... haha.. think back, its kinda funny.. well..watever.. as long as we are still gd frens, anything tt happen, juz let it go.. haha.. today saw him ans tze shuen again.. they gay couple oh.. keep seeing them together.. haha.. then after tt go back with mao.. oh man.. he ar.. becoming more and more image conscious le oh.. dress up till quite nice eh.. still style his hair somemore.. but i guess it was his first time styling new hair style.. it end up quite abit funny oh.. haha.. but overrall still nice la.. handsome guy oh..

hmm.. tt guy.. qi si ren oh.. tt time ask him wear hip hop le he dun wan.. then now.. dunno who ask him wear, he decided to change.. haix.. now then i realise my words means nothing.. fine.. i shall not say anything much next time.. hee.. juz zipp up my mouth.. orRRrr lame more can le.. haha..

eh.. this two days i saw a new guy appearing in precious moments.. he seems to be a part timer.. cox today didt see him.. and when he work, he also nver wear uniform eh.. but he look kinda cool.. hmm.. issit out age? i dunno eh.. cant tell.. cox he nver shave his face properly.. got some beard.. hmm..his dressing is kinda nice.. everytime when i free, then i will go view him thru the window.. haha.. Hua cHi me again.. eh.. but i think he kinda noe i am lookin at him? arhxx.. diu lian.. haha..

haiz.. my homwork.. tonnes of it.. and there is still sooOoo many make up lessons.. and the make up lessons are close.. how to finish.. die...

Princess ended @
11:16 PM

wats happening to the ppl around me? or i shall say wat happen to all my good friends? why do they seems so far when they were juz next to me? or even when i am juz talking to them? i hate the feelings.. whY whY whY???

ting is like tt, mao is also like tt..

why why why..

juz talk to ting juz now.. but she doesnt seems right to me.. wad happen? she does not want to tell me. she say nothing happen.. but she does not seems right.. she missed call me in the evening.. hmm.. sure have somthing to tell me de right? or i am thinking too muxh? i dun think so eh.. i juz hate the feelings.. knowing the somthing has happen, yet i dunno wat is happening and i cant do anything to help.. feeling so useless..

next is mao.. dunno wat happen to him.. this days.. he come like.. soOo.. arh.. i dunno how to say.. he seems to be another changed person.. i tink cox he loses faith in love.. well.. its true tt sometimes after a realationship u will feel different.. but the way he handles his realations.. it doesnt seems to be the way he will do.. i dunnoo...

juz talk in msn with him.. and i flare up with him.. it had been a long time since i ever flare up.. wats wrong with me? why do i get pissed so easily? haix.. i dunno la.. dun feel like talking to him already.. dun feel like talking to ting also.. so i ask her to sleep..

i hate this kinda feelings.. why it seems tt everybody is getting so far away.. it has been a long time since i last saw joey.., how is she now, i dunno.. wend.. juz saw her few days ago.. but then.. juz some normal greetings onli.. the close feelings is lost..

why.. why everything has become so superficial? why ppl like to act? cant they be real? is there really no one who will speak the truth? i always believe tt ppl will tell the truth.. but then.. it always end up tt they are telling me not the truth.. the things they say and the things they do are so differnt.. make me lose all the faith in them. yet i still believe them, thinking tt one day they will tell the truth.. but then.. i think.. they all are treating me like an idiot.. i tink.. i shld learn not to trust people so easily..

sometimes, i realli think tat some of the ppl beside me are so fake.. fake till i feel so tired with them.. i juz want to get away.. get away with all those fake ppl.. i put in my real heart and soul and yet u bluff me.. lie to me.. i hate those ppl!!!!!

feel like crying, feel like shouting, feel like scolding. feel like beating ppl, feel like playing in the rain.. feel like hugging my dearest fren.. arhx.. my dearest fren.. still have ma? haha..

when ever someone tell me something. i assume tt they are telling me the truth.. but then.. after tt, i will always hear a differnt version of wat happen.. why is is like tt? which one shall i believe? when i found out tt tat someone is lying to me.. i feel so hurt.. no matter close frens or not close frens.. i feel hurt equally..

tired....

Princess ended @
11:51 PM

this is my second attemp for today for writing this entry.. i was writing half way jux now when my com hangs.. arhxx... hope this will not happen again.. hmm.. issit tt my com consits of too much stuffS? hmm.. shall delete wat ever is useless.. hehe..

today got choir oh.. hmm.. sing for 6 hrs lehx.. fm 12 to 6.. hmm.. chris still say have 2 hr break.. in the end is onli 5 minutes.. chris!! u owe me 1 hr and 55 mins oh.. haha.. today quite a few ppl were missing fm choir.. went for holiday i guess? yeah.. soon it will be my turn for holiday.. so happy!! i shall go and buy alots and lots of things.. haha.. hmm.. but first.. earn money first.. haha.. hmm.. nora didt come today oh.. so long didt go choir with her le.. for the past few weekx, either she cannot make it, or i cannot make it.. haha.. yeah.. looking forward to the kl trip.. should be quite fun right? or.. i will see somethings tt will spoil my mood? hope tt i will be blind.. so tt i canot see those stuffs.. hehe...

hmm.. today is my off day.. didt work.. but i still end up in bugis.. haha.. cox went to buy hair dye with kenneth.. we gonna ask zilin help us dye.. haha.. but dunno it will come out nice not.. wat if the color too obvious? hope not oh.. then mama will not notice, then will not scold me.. hehe.. hmm.. after tt, went to search for presents for eunice.. thinking of wat to buy her eh.. so in the end, decided to buy ear rings.. but then.. i have a feeling she dun have ear holes eh.. so i went up to look for her and talk to her.. then i didt see any ear rings.. soOoo.. she got or dun haf? but i still bought anyway.. haha.. hope she will like it oh..

then after tt went to walk around with kenneth.. hmm.. went to see some clothes.. oh yeah.. i like s&k pants.. shall go there and buy when i recive my pay.. hehe.. hope mama wont scold me for buy pants oh.. i think she will scold me like hell when she check my bank account la.. i think i have spent alot alot of money.. even i loss track of how much i spend.. die.. hope she dun go and see.. but then.. every yr sure she wil go and check de ma.. haix.. jux hope tt day dun come.. hehe..

jux now talk to jenny.. she say i look veri small with sch u oh.. then she and eunice keep laughing.. haha.. see.. i told her before with my sch u i dun look seventeen! haha.. hmm.. wear home clothes also dun look like? eh.. or depends on how i dress? hmm.. this few days while working, i have been looking at how ppl dress.. hehe.. abit wierd right.. see how ppl dress.. haha..

juz now.. i saw lin jun jie second ablum! finally saw le.. was looking for quite sometime le.. alot of places dun have eh.. nver realise bugis have.. haha.. so near.. yet i didt noe.. but i didt buy oh.. shld i buy or not? hmm.. but i thinking of buying boa's album.. cox the shop cannot listen chi songs eh.. boa i also like.. so feel like listening to er songs.. the shop song i listen till sian le oh.. not nice de..

the nio tuition teacher finally msg me le.. haha.. his message was a day late.. sms him yester.. hmm.. i want to start bio tution asap oh.. but looking for ppl to form a grp.. so tt i dun need to join pei jun they all.. not tt joining her gp is not.. but then i dunno them ma.. will be so wierd.. the teacher say if pei jun's grp nt joining the bio tution, then left me and the guy who say wanna help me find tuition de.. hmm.. with him onli? feelins kinda wierd.. dun realli feel like.. but.. arhh.. i rubbish la.. dunno.. lets see how..

hmm.. shiana join her dance classes le oh.. she say veri fun eh.. hmm.. make me feel like joining also.. haha.. but then.. she say she gonna teach me.. hehe. lets see we got time to learn ma? tt time samuel say wanna teach me piano.. teach till now, haven even yet.. haha.. tts why i told him before, till he graduate, i still haven learn fm him.. seee. its true.. i can predict the future.. haha..

yester while working saw yan chin they all.. haha.. suprise to see them oh.. sure is mama tell them i working down there.. hmm.. they always go shopping de.. didt noe they will go there and shop.. eh.. make me abit shy oh.. how to serve relatives lehx? haha.. if mama they all come.. worse.. i will be even more shy.. haha..

stoOpIng.. go and sleep le.. tomrrow pw at nine am at my house oh.. have to wake up early.. but then.. i think my members will sure be late... ahha... cox its toOOOOoo early!!!

Princess ended @
10:57 PM