i love the rain.. but i hate thunderstorm.. hmm... the rain, make me tot of chalet.. the day where me and ting went out of chalet.. for a walk.. we went to da beach.. and talk.. talk alot, alot, alot.. miss her lots.. miss the talks we have.. and of cox, miss wend.. who nver come for chalet.. hmm.. still tot she is coming.. but in da end nver.. kinda sad.. but anyway.. tt day.. we chat till 3 or 4 plus.. then suddenly.. it rained.. huge rain oh.. then me and ting decided to walk back to chalet.. but it was damm damm cold.. still remember the coldness.. haha.. kinda the same feeling in my room now.. is this the feeling of loneliness???
hmm.. wat do i want to say initially? hmm.. i think my memory is falling.. why do i keep forgetting stuffs?
looking at the lightning thru my windows.. suddenly feeling quite scare.. i dun like lightning and thunder.. why cant it be rain onli? hmm.. wish to go out and play in the rain.. playing in the rain.. can make me forget everything.. feeling is so nice.. but then.. everytime after playing in the rain, i will get sick.. oH.. i am so lousy.. cant even withstand the rain.. Lousy ger me..
tomorrow.. last day of sch le.. cant imagine.. time flies, so fast, yr one is over.. still remebr few months ago.. i am still bothering of whether to go poly or stay in jc.. sometimes.. i wonder.. wat will happen if i go poly? then i wont get to noe some of the ppl which bring fun and laughter to me.. i wont be able to meet the ppl who make changes in my life.. but then.. sometimes, i jux wish this ppl nver ever entered my life.. then i wont have so much troubles.. but i also wonder.. wat will happen to me if i go poly?
haix.. why do we have so much homework to complete ne? every sub also have.. feeling tired.. no mood to do oh.. suddenly dun feel like studying oh.. jux feel like slacking.. hates to complete so much stuffss...
still have choir.. competition coming.. oh gosh.. forget to type the letter which have to give it to teacher saying i going for holidays.. arhhxx.. i am so lazy to do tt.. why papa ask me do lehx? why he dun type himself.. hmm.. now is holiday period.. but why it seems tt i am always lacking of time? i need more time!!!
hmm.. feel like sleeping.. but i cant sleep.. how?? hmm.. juz now talk to monkey.. long time didt have a chat with him le.. he ar.. everytime also trouble with the same stuffs.. hope tt he can forget his stuffs and concentrate on his A level oh.. tt time O level also trouble abt this thing.. now A level le also.. my dear monkey oh.. u ar.. jia you for ur exams k..
hmm..rain still haven stop yet.. when will it stop? hope it wont stop till the next morning.. then papa would send me to sch le.. then i dun need to wake up early.. yeah!!!
