dReaMz LaNd

2007-07-29T15:15:00.000+08:00

hey people! i have moved!

http://shulin.wordpress.com/

visit me alrights? comments would be much appreciated! =)

2007-07-16T23:44:00.000+08:00

i am so TOUCHED today.. by my father..

he initiated to send me to the "ulu" driving centre to take my test date. and he actually waited for me for an hr! oh my god. this is like a miricle lar..

he seldom wait for me de. and according to his character. he will just zoom back without waiting. and and and.. he always wont send me to the places i wanna go..

wahha. maybe i complained too much. cox he always send my bro to his destination and even waited for him to complete what he was doing lar.

biased.. thats what i always says...

anyway. met up with jy for a little shoppin trip cox i have to go back to work. =X yar. i shopped like everything is so cheap. =X =X
cox i bough alot of stuffs.. but they are necessity.

oh yar. i bought a GUESS wallet for mum last sat. wahha. i wanted to get myself one too! cox its not expensive and the design is NICE!

2007-07-09T21:33:00.000+08:00

once again!

wend's belated bday celebration...

2007-07-05T22:52:00.001+08:00

i am infested with MOSQUITOES!
irriating insects.. where are the frogs?? come and eat them up!

suddenly had cravings for sushi.. =) i wanted to make them. but then.. i dont have the talents and dont have the skillss.... mummmyyy..

2007-07-05T10:41:00.000+08:00

i just returned from my FIRST DRIVING lessoon..

oh my god!
i can start the car! wahhhaa...

but then.. i realised that driving wasnt as easy as i tot. needs alot of coordination. and i cant coordianate well.. and i almost bumbed that driver's head onto the front mirror due to my sudden breaking. and the instructor's face turned black! =X

he commented that my turning was bad. helloozz.. i am first timer lehx. 要求太高了吧? 我不会走就要我飞?

but, overrall still fun.. wahha.. waiting for that day where i can drive on my own.. whhheeeee....

off to work now. =X

2007-07-04T22:19:00.000+08:00

一帆风顺
并不能形容我的人生.

转脚,曲折
才是属于我的.

是我太过倔强?
太过固执?
太过执捉?

是抱应吗?
自找麻烦?

我不想想太多.
费神费时.
但,却必须对自己的人生负责.
对父母负责.

人生的道路
起伏不定.

总总难关
算是顺利度过.

但...
着次的.

我...
会吗?
我...
有那个勇气吗?
还是已经放弃了?

失去了战斗的感觉
总觉得无趣.

走了.................
想避开这里的一切...........

逃避是解决不了问题的
这句话听了几百次.
但却还蛮好用的.

2007-07-02T14:30:00.000+08:00

my 全家福. =)

it was taken last yr dec..

2007-07-01T23:54:00.000+08:00

我我我...

有许多说不出口的言语.
要如何才能传进你心里呢?

我的感受,
你是否已查觉到?
所以才有如此的变化.

真想回到过去.
无忧无虑,那不顾一切的生活.

只想说声...
i miss u.

不要改变好吗?

2007-07-01T18:40:00.000+08:00

BEACH STATION IS SERIOUSLY

WARM!!!!!!!!!

2007-06-30T21:45:00.000+08:00

yaawwwnneed...

i slept at 10 am this morning! and i forgo my korean lessons for the first time. a bit guilty. but i am defeated by the sleeping worms...

went K box with the beach people yesterday! =) =) waiting for wen en to send me the photos...
it was so happening can.. we sang from 10 plus till 5 in the morning...

those who were workin left early. and suann and bx left tog after suann cant sing...
the last remaining survial is me, wen en and ky.. oh.. i damm envy ky voice can. she can sing males song while i cant!
i miss su-ann singing la. cant sing due to her throat... =X

we could sing till 6, but we were like hungry and half dead. so went around in search for mac.. and then.... just realised mac cant be found when u needed them. we walked all the way from cine to somewhere near bugis lor... hahass..

hot cakes for breakfast! and proceed to ting's house to collect myh stuffs before goin homee...

today's weather is so warm..
warm warm warm...

=X

2007-06-27T22:03:00.000+08:00

had my first tuition lesson today!
its a sweet little girl.

but she talks quite alot. and her grades are good de lar. dont need tutor. but then. typical singaporeans parents..

she had... chinese, maths, sci and eng tuition. basically everything lor. =X
poor girl.

and the mother. wah laoz... better dont say..
hahas.. but overall.. its still quite a nice experience........

2007-06-27T21:54:00.000+08:00

i craved for MAC breakfast!

initially i am able to eat that yesterday. but but.. was like 15 minutes late. so no more breakfast.. =( my last mac breakfast was like 6 mths ago... or maybe longer. remembered the last time was when we skipped lessons to eat mac durin the exam periods..

hmm.. my tu di drove me look for the driving instuctor.. =)
finally i will be able to drive soon..
sooon sooon...

and then. almost late for work for tu di, cox need to drive me around. Sorry...........
but first time i entered sentosa thru the gantry. ah. finally got to see how ppl at the gantry works.. seems abit dangerous. cox like u have to stop the cars in time to collect money.

hey. what happens if the car just fly pass?

after which, went k box with ellie, shaofen and serene.. ooOo hOOo.. happenings!
and i cant wait for Friday's k box with my sentosa people!

joke of the day.
estee asked who was working at sentosa, who was workin at beach.

and i said.

i am beach. hahas.. get it?

2007-06-25T21:59:00.000+08:00

does he looked pro?
hahas.. my TU DI sent me home!
when the SHI FU dont even know how to drive.

yay yay yay! =)

2007-06-24T20:38:00.000+08:00

wheee!!! sentosa express party!

eventful night where there are loads of fun and laughters, camera whoring.. hugs.. =)
sweetness..

i was late lar. i RAN up IMBIAH ESCALATORS in order to rush for the last show of the NEW CINE BLAST.

it wasnt really of a blast anyway. but i dont deny that it is quite nice. but if i were a guest. i WOULD NOT pay $16 for it lar.

16 bucks for 10 mins? u think its worth it? hahass..

and then, we took LUGE down!
i stilll love the luge as much. =)

and then.. rushed off to the top of TOS. where i found my VERA DARLING! ahh. i still love her alot. thou she had her another half.

and there is the IDIOT BARRON. still as morron as ever. and forever saying i am UGLY! =X
as if he looks much nicer with his BOTAK head. haahs..

and and and.. my batch of peeps whom i had trainin with.

weiliang ask bird bird

pei jing aka 烤鸭

and issac

and su-ann (not in pic) my HOT buddy!

and of cox me! =)

ah huh! this is my TUDI.. he looks 呆呆的. 你不觉得吗? 但是好可爱... 不亏是我的徒弟.

hmm.. anybody gets what i mean? ahhas..

and all my close close frens of the sentosa.

left for CAFE DEL MAR after the party.

had this chocolate mint martini. i've got deceived by the name... =( ended up drinkin calsberg...

it sucks can.. dont ever drink that. hahas.. i was hungry. so went for a walk with vera in search of food. but no to avail. cox its simply too late. so we ended up eating chocolate ice cream from new zeland icecream.. sinful! =X

i like barron's lime margarita! and he turned AS RED AS A LOBSTER after his drink..

see see see....

last of all...

the 2 merlionss....

rushed again! so that we can catch the last train home. ahh.... tired tired..

and i was late this morning.... too tired.

2007-06-21T20:39:00.000+08:00

简简单单
复复杂杂.

简单却复杂的关系. =X
烦!

2007-06-21T20:26:00.000+08:00

i've watched legend of the sea!

ok. but i sucks. not nice at all. abit dumb as well.. =X (i'm sorry. i know i am wrong. i will go and watch fantastic four again with u. =X)

met up with my dearest palz yesterday! =) =) chat alot..
ke xinz.. i want the photos!

everyone still looked the same! it really amaze me on how our topics can stretch. so different from what we talked abt 5 yrs ago. ahas..

went malaysia for a one day trip today since i am ON OFF! shopping really drains my money away.. =X

2007-06-18T22:23:00.000+08:00

time really flies!
one week had past once again..

i am like so busy(or lazy) that i only blog like once a week. i have so many things to say, yet i dunno where shall i begin from... and my memory is like deteriorating.. seems like i cant remember much of the stuffss... just remember i am busy busy busy.....

13/6/2007
went outing with HAFIZ, WE, S-A, ALVIN, BX. cox hafizz goin NS on fri. so sort of like a mini farwell for him. went to IOS again! where we reminise our first visit there. it was so entertaining and so fun. proceed to sky tower and LUGE! we love the LUGE..

LUGE LUGE LUGE.
yes. 3 combo..

wooo HOOo. heavenly...

and then went to watch SOS once more. and i love it once again. beautiful.. =)

14/6/2007
celebration for JOYCE b'day. so long since i ever met up with SP collegues.. SOOoo missed them! rushed down the moment i ended work. luckily i worked the morning shift. i think god is nice to me. he always knows when i need time and would always put my schedule nicely without me having to change my shift. =) THANK YOU!

yar. so sweet to see joyce happy and smiling.. we went swensens, where as USUAL. SERVICE IS BAD! oh yar. got this not bad lookin guy which joyce kept stared at him. HE got my FAV name lor.. JJ. but he got attitude de. sucks. i hate attitude ppl...

and we took neo prints once again! and the hectic processes once again.

and after which wondered around....
its a beautiful night i would say. seriously. from my heart.

花在阳光和温暖的滋润下赞放了.

15/06/2007
rushed off from work again! watched fantastic 4. dont ask me if its nice or not. cox i am a picky movier.. hardly are there shows that satisfy me. wahha. i think only the one who watch with me is nice.

只能说.美好的时间是短暂的.
就好比一朵鲜花赞放的时间.
是如此的美丽,却不长久.

i enjoyed my night. thank you!

16/06/2007
korean lesson! my favourite. i want private tuition for korean lessonss.. YES YES YES> give it to me...

yar. and i went back to SIM to submit some documents in the moring. wahhhaa.. the Q was long can. alot of ppl.. =X

had 05S06 gathering at night! MINDS CAFE. similar to settler's cafe. cool cool de.. ahha.. its nice to see so many familar faces back.

chat chat chat.
play play play
eat eat eat.
photos photos photos..

=)=)=)

happy early birthday VERON! hahas..
waiting for JY's photos.... to be sent.....

在花还没枯萎时,
我把它连根拔起.

这样花就能保持着他优美的摸样.
舍不得
但还是要说再见.

就让每好记忆
永远

留在记忆里
心潭里.

微笑的说再见...
是一种告别方式.

请原谅....

2007-06-12T20:31:00.000+08:00

every evey night..
almost. we will go out for SUPPER!

and u know where??? it start with M
M for marilynn?? hahas..

and while waiting for the people. i will go round chatting if i am not extended..

oh yars. i wanted to go mOOONN taNNING. so that i can get fairer!

2007-06-12T20:16:00.000+08:00

did i mention we went for lunch at sushi teh durin one of the days??

ooOO HOOo.. its heavenly! this LAO REN. his name is BING XIANG. he is hmm.... CRAPPPPPP de.. no one can win him.

see see. the mouth open till saliva goin to drop out le.

2007-06-07T09:55:00.000+08:00

itsss soOoo wWINDYYY... only in the morning.

and i have the luxuary of time to blog when i am working. woo hOo.. i am simply loving it!

anyway, the beach station is getting dirtier each day.. with many uninvited guests comin in on their own, violating our place... =X

open the door, and i saw a worm. or is that millipede?
then next, some fly committed sucide.. banged on the wall and fall to the floor.
next, some disgusting green beetle fall from the cellings.

oh my...

so.. decided to do spring cleaning!
NOW NOW.. lookings much niceer and neatter.. =)

ok. that was what i did yesterday.

yah! i did SOS again. can i say i like yo do SOS? wahha. but with shortages of money is not a very nice thing. luckily.. i always hve more, not less... =P

lets see. what will happen today???? hmm...

2007-06-04T11:18:00.000+08:00

wHHoo HOo...

i miss blogging..

so busy for the past few days. although still very upset.

luckily i sort it out well with my parents. but i hate private uni can. haizz... why my life alwyas cant go according to what i want?

and why must i be born in the yr of dragon? irritatingssss... argh!

31/5/2007
went shopping!

but my eyes are pratically swollen and red after cying non-stop.. but then.. i still went shopppin!with jessica...so miss her.. all the fun we used to have. it is amazing how fast out topic switches as we grow..

retail theraphy. but not much use. although i bought alot of stuffs. oh yar. i bought my 15th pair of shoes..

actually went back to sch to collect the A level cert. useless peices of paper. whats the use of it.. rubbhishes.. =X

but i misses sch!
all my frens.
the lect halls,
the tutorials.
the craps.
the slackers!

1/6/2007
my life revolves around work.
work work work
cox i need money money money..

i am a part time GR for today!

2/6/2007
korean lesson!

the one that brighten up my week.
the teacher says i am CUTE!

wahha... but claimed i am a naughty girl =X

3/6/2007
work work work.

sunday. SMRT FAM DAY. many many many ppplss..
want to die already.. saw many typical singaporean. yucks
they think they are so big ah. only drivers ma.. so "zuai" for what.... =X

extended for very long today.
i am a part time rover today!

hahahs.. now. i tried all the postions of sentosa already. except the normal ticketing.. oOo hOOo.. i am an all rounder.. =)

i did something wrong to my NTU APPEAL... sucks!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-05-30T01:15:00.000+08:00

i have not been cryin for such a long long time already.

felt so dejected. moodless, helpless, lost.
tell me.. where can i do? what can i do? how should i do?

i know cryin dont help to improve the situation. but beside crying, what else shld i do? who can help me?

argh.........

its back to the feelings of loneliness...
with family and a home, but without warmth.

what i need is care and concern
not words that add on injuries to my injured heart.

2007-05-28T22:55:00.000+08:00

my beach peeps!

i love them to the core... the jokes, the laughtes, the fun...

oh my. i am glad that i will be stayin at beach info.. =)

when we are bored, we will do crazy stuffs..... yes.. didt i mention that i love to bite?? look at "spicy's" face! and the "sexy" face, aka SOS 2

this is SALES 2... always call me XBB. so ke ai de lor..

and this is rubbhish 2. always calling ppl to shut up. or he will say. "ni hen chao" or call u "hun qiu"

basically, i just loved the beach peeps. but so sad so many ppl leaving soon..

anyway, we went lao pa sa to eat yester. oh my. sinful! but its so enjoyable.. so entertaining.. haix. going to miss all those man...

randommmsss

2007-05-25T22:58:00.000+08:00

it had been a long time before i had time to sit down in front of my lappy and typed a decent post.

i took MC today. really sick. not bluffed. but i supposed the doc who saw me dont believe i am sick. cox she was rushin all her way while i was under her consultation. and her first question was. "do u need MC?"

duh. i need lar. i need to submit to my work place. but i suspects that she thinks i am still a student although she asked me if i am working or studying..

went to cut my fringe. initially wanted to cut my hair short. but. nO courage. cox i love the way my hair is right now. except for the fringe that is frequently disturbing my eyes.

yupz. i want longer hair.. =)

anyway. i am rejected by NUS. the moment of depression just flowed in when i check my online application status. the first thing that came into my mind was how am i supposed to face my parents. i really felt like busting into tears lar.. hmm.. the teary season is approaching soOOn.. =(

my poor ears are goin to be in bad conditions sOOOn.. when the letter of rejection is being sent to my home.. ahhh.. i just hope that piece of paper will dissappear...

and NTU, accept me pls... hahas..

overrall.. tt stupid rejection spoiled my day. perhaps in the beginning i shld have put FASS as first choice. then i confirm will get in. =X. whatever..

humans are definatly contridicting and greedy creatures..
when i am schooling.. i feel like working.
when i am working.. i feel like taking off..
when i am off.. i feel so bored..

argh.. what do i want?

so tired today. my MC is supposed for me to rest. but i had to shift my furnitures.. cox i had to switch rooms with my brother. supposedly, by switching rooms, it would be better for us and our future according to the feng shui master...

wells. we shall see.. i dont know.. the things that he said abt my characters are so true. so.. will what he says abt my future be true also?

what he said are good. but when i read abt the details he gave, they are bad. real bad. so which am i supposed to be looking at??? hahas...

life is full of unpredictables..

oh yar.. i have so many movies that i wanted to watch!
who wants to go on a movie date with me????

2007-05-24T23:25:00.000+08:00

yesterday was my first time being 'partime' for SOS.

wah laoz eh.. is HOT AND WARM AND TIRING de lor.. cox u always have to say..

"how many tickets?"
"7.40 or 8.40?"

"next pls"

and is use stand de lor.. stand for a few hrs with the spot lights on top of u.. wahha.. but its fun lor.. wahha.. only have the luxuary to help out when i have no sales for islander.

then today so tired... almost couldn't wake up in time.. zzZZzz..

tmr.. i dont feel like working manz... so tired.. and i still have to shift my room..

and.. where is my uni lettersssssS?????? everybody's getting theirs and mine haven come... lost in mail or what. wah laoz eh.. come come come faster lar..

hahas..
i am crazyy.. i crapped for like a few days liaozz.z..

2007-05-22T22:45:00.000+08:00

生病的感觉真不好受..
快点让我好起来吧...

可恶的病菌..
快快远离我...

人们常说
恋爱时才会生病..

哦.. 难到我恋爱了?
哈哈..

才不呢..

因为....
我身旁多了许多真正关心我的人..

太幸福了..
所以太陶醉了..

一时大意..
没照顾好自己..

2007-05-21T23:21:00.000+08:00

rahhh...

i am feeling sad. cox hafiz is going to leave soOOnn....

haix..

2007-05-21T01:02:00.000+08:00

my dearest genie is so nice to fetch me fm work today!

hungry me went to eat toast bread with him... =) and i saw MR X. ok. he didt saw me at toast box.. i think he is on the way to st james..

oh wells...

and i played with his phone camera.. =P

2007-05-19T20:23:00.000+08:00

the second bouquet of th year...

2007-05-16T20:11:00.000+08:00

yOOo hOO..

met up with MAO MAO... =)

went to eat sakae sushi.. the last time i ate sakae was like one yr ago.. with Mao MAO also...

we order ALOT!!! i think enf for 4 person.. but we only have 2 person..
and the food came all at the same time lar... irritataing. cox it will turn cold. =X

see.. this is not the full set of our dinner wor..

and the aftermath of eating everything up. =) mostly eaten by mao mao i would say.. wahhha..

anyway. the standard dropped. or issit my expectation rose? i aint as nice as it was when i last ate it.. haix. but.. its ok.. i still enjoyed!

ate ice cream!!!! for desert. erm.. some gelato. but it sucks. not appetiting to the mouth. oh wells.. its ok.

took bus home.. and then i realised bus 40 actually goes one round and eventually stop outside my house! so lazy us, decided to wait for the one round trip, so that it stops outside my house and i need not walk toooo much.. wahha..

wanted to show mao mao the stars.. but but but... it was a cloudy night. =X

now.. waitng for 930 to come... so that i can go joggin with mao mao.. half an hr more.....

2007-05-14T23:14:00.000+08:00

mother's day!

first time spending with grandma and cousins..

well.. my father is nice enf to fetch me after work for the mother's day dinner. cox its at YISHUN.

the place that i want to forget yet always end up there. =X

well.. i am bored in the car. so started my cam whoring and got 讲 by my brother. =X maybe he jealous i nver take pics with him.. wahha..

anyway.. yester while waiting for my father, i went to do abit of last min shopping...

soOO.. i went into chocolat factory.. annndddd.. this SUPER CUTE guy served me.. wahha.. he is so frenly lar.. keep chatting with me.. then he lOOKED so cute when he smile... wahha. then i was very choosy over the chocolates that i wanted. he ok with it wor...

hahas.. but then. he had a sweet mouth. =X maybe he is like tt to all the customers...

after which, i left the shop happily.. but then.. when i wanted to buy something else, i realised i could not find my card! wah laoz. panic de sia. so i went back to the choco factory to ask tt cute guy if my card is there. he also panic lar..

but then... stupid me, found out the card is in my hp pouch. =X is pai seh de lor. but then he say.. nice to meet me.. wahha... =P

ok. back to the dinner.. well.. the dinner was alright ba.. not very fasinating.. the only thing that is special is that we have a room to ourselves with KTV wor.. wahha. but then. the songs are.. -_-" okok.. and then... the service is abit bad wor. i was so pissed i directly glared at the waitress and give her a bad face. i think she was afraid of me.. wahhha.. in the end the manager came to serve us...

anyway.. ok lor. nothin much. then i presented the flowers and chocos to grandma, mother and aunt. so nice to see them smile so sweetly..

my uncle he damm funny lar. when the manager ask, how many mothers are there? he say 10 wor.. wahha..

从前, 那是个让我觉得幸福的天地.
如今,却是个悲伤基地.

不知不决
来到那里
回忆到带

很想回去
去到当时的那快乐时光.
早知如此.

当时的我就会大声的对你说
很肯定的对你说.

你会是我的唯一.
虽然不会是天长地久.
但会维持很久.

可惜...
一切都太迟了.

是你受不了我的犹豫
还是你找到了可以令你感受到诚意的人?

2007-05-14T10:44:00.000+08:00

its my papa's birthday!

happy birthday to u keith!

another fren that is very 细心. =)

2007-05-12T00:24:00.000+08:00

wOO hOO..

yesterday was a day of fun and excitment! vincent brought us to play LUGE for freeeee!!!! =)
he brought me, hafiz, ryan and wei liang along. and we are entittled to FOUR free rides... whhheeee...

hahas...

the first round, i was 2nd in place. vincent damm power lah he.. i overshot me and got the first place. i attempted to block his way but failed. =X

the 2nd round i was first! =) ahahs. pure luck la..

them 3rd round, that ryan.. he blocked all my ways! almost able to overtake him. but well.. its ok.

4th round, me and hafiz went on leisure. we take our time to luge down, tryin to enjoy the scnery.. i still have the time to look at the stars..

taking the sky ride is so nice. while lookin up in to the sky. u felt that u are basked under the sea of stars. so bright. but, so near yet so far. as we proceed on higher up, the stars seemed to be futther away.. why?

me and hafiz both we gazing at the stars while on the last sky ride. i think ryan was abt to fall asleep any moment if we did not joke. wahha..

then me and weiliang proceed to SOS. oOO.. fire works! =) i still love to watch SOS.

anyway. i just realised that the path to my house actually has a nice view for stars. this day. i was bored while walkin home late night. so i stopped to stare at the moon. and to my suprise, i saw twinking stuffs.. oh my god. i simply stopped and stare. they are much much similar to the one i saw with precious the other day. just that the atmosphere is differnt.

argh. my stomach is rioting again. =X

2007-05-09T20:13:00.000+08:00

today's my dad's birthday..
but he is not in singapore to celebrate with him. well...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY daddy!

soo many ppl's birthday around the corner...... all tarus.. =X

anyway. i failed my FTT. sucks.. have to take again! and its in july wor... sSUPER LONG. then how am i goin to drive to sch????? =(

2007-05-07T23:08:00.000+08:00

happy bithday wei hong!

on this special day of urs, may u always be urself and stay cheerful each day.

thanks for always being there for me, listening to my troubles, always worrying abt me, taking care of me..

may ur wishes come true..

oh yes. after dinner with wei hong, i went to purchase the bag i aimed for quite some time..

hehe.. chio ma? i think so.. wahha. but its very big! i can even stuff a bag inisde.. oh my. i damm love it lar.. hehe...

stupid. i cant get the membership card of everlast as this bag is short of 10 cents to 100 bucks.. grrr.... and i cant find anything to my liking to top it up to above hundred bucks..

ahhhhhh.. but its ok.. i saw a shoe and a wind breaker.. hehe.. just wait..

2007-05-06T22:58:00.000+08:00

to tell the truth,
i am actually very upset.

To:
the one who was so dear to me,
the one who brought me laughter and joy.
the one who added colors to my life,
the one who enlightened me
the one who always made me smile like an idiot
the one whom i feel comfortable with
the one who never fails to leave my mind,
the one whom i always wanted to care
the one whom i always wanted to know better.
the one whom i nver understood
the one whom i always smsed
the one who brought me a sky full of stars
the one whom i always wanted to see the smile

the one who i wanted more attention from
the one who i wished can provide me with more love
the one whom can give me suprise
the one who can appreciate me
the one who kept me outside the closed heart
the one whom i wish can be more decisive
the one whom i wish can be more truthful
the one who can tell me what exactly happens
the one who nver answered my phone calls
the one who left without a note
the one who made me teared
the one who ignored me frequently
the one who deleted me from the contacts

the one who hate crowds
the one who loves to drink
the one who has little patience

the one who used to love me.

where are u?

u are the one who opened the doors, i was the one who wrote the chapters. yet before the chapters are done, u closed the doors without warning, with any signals...

u held my hands and yet u let go at the point when i dont even know how to walk.

perhaps. i am just a substitute....
perhaps u were nver serious before
perhaps i expected too much
perhaps i wanted things to be perfect
perhaps i became bored for u..

i will wait. till the day u urself is willing to give me an explaination..
but i know chances are slim.....

goodbye..
goodbye..
goodbye precious..
goodbye my love..
goodbye memories..

2007-05-06T22:52:00.000+08:00

yester was my declared off =)

went for my Final theory trial.

FAILED. =X

i always fail the trial one. cox i didt study much? yeah. let me pass the actually one will do. after which, rushed off to korean lessons..

woo hOo.. its so fun!
zy was the only guy in class lar. i think he is so pai seh. but so sweet of him to accompany me despite having no interest in that lang.. wahha.. he call the language "hua fu" language lar. cox its like drawin some "zu zou" like that.

btw. i realised my english ablitity dropped like how 911 tower topple ah. i just cant seems to find the correct substitution for many words. terrible..

2007-05-04T21:26:00.000+08:00

K boxed!

yeah yeah.. the last one was like mths ago!

went with my beloved beach peeps and my new ic IRIN.. we were all busy singing lar. when its turn to rest, we are busy camera whoring.. woOO hOO.. k box makes us smilezzz..

away from SOS. away from irritating guestss...

su ann is singing is good lor. ur sound is a mixture of sunyanzi and zhang shaohan. special lehx... and the genius chong all the new songs lor. power..

alvin, hafiz and irin are english singers.... esp alvin.. wooHoo.. he can sing de lor...

i love frens who appreciate me.. =)

2007-05-02T22:18:00.000+08:00

did i mention i want to watch summer palace???

BUT ITS AN R21 show...

who wants to go with me? or rather.. who can bring me go??? if i go and buy the tickets, that person down there sure demand for my ic de lar...

bring me gooooooOoooo...........

2007-05-02T22:04:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

i almost forgot its my mum birthday until my brother wishes my mum in the morning.. so guilty..

and i didt know what to buy for her as a present. well.. thanks to keith, who went shopping around with me. bought a birthday cake home in the end.. =)

thank you keith!

now.. i have to think of what to buy for my daddy present in a week's time..
i choke on popcorns while i was eating them la. =X

2007-05-02T00:20:00.000+08:00

BUSYNESS..

busineess forr islander today is GOOD. soooo many applications till i didt have time to look at SOS. ususally i would float over to help them. but. today was too tied up with all the applications myself that i was still doing application at 8pm when i am supposed to leave..

woOO hOo.. a guest actualy tot me how to use paint. wahha.. and it actually works on our system.. oPps.. i am have such a lousy service right. still need the help of the guest. well. what ever. i think i used up almost an hr to do his aplication.

Damm hungry la today. i think all the energy used up to 应付 all those problematic guests.. some guests are dunNo dumb or stupid. no matter how many times u say, how many different ways u say. they just dont understand u...

grrr.. but.. nvm..

had supper with my dearest beeeaaachhh peeps.. had lots of talks and jokes. as usual.. laugh non-stop...

yawwnnnzz... tmr working morning.. need to sleep..

oh yar. my wound is healing already.. =) but it itches... like mad.. and my grandma was so cute. when she first saw my wound, she say..

'aiyo' 女孩子的脚怎么弄成这样.
then i tell her i know against cupboard when i work.. all(grandma plus parents) believed me eh.. -_-"

yar. my mum only realised it 3 days later that i hurt myself.. if not for my grandma. i believe shee wont even noticed lar... just like she always dont know if i fell sick or not.

2007-04-30T20:18:00.000+08:00

i am burnt!
while working.. =X

the sun is extremely hardworking today.. shining from morning till evening. as if it does not want to end work..

my chocolates melted like nobody business lar.. =( when i wanted to eat, i find myself opening a puddle of melted chcos.. yucks.

yar. daammmm suunnnnyy today. i was pratically roasting myself while processing applications. the wierd thing is.. today is monday, yet the applications just streamed in NON-STOP.

busy busy busy..

but enjoying myself every moment.. =) and i still love the beach station... too bad there aint music to entertain me...

wahha.. there is this new comer, by the name of ryan. oh my. he is CUTE! =P
shall not elaborate futher..

while i was lookin around my work station, i saw one familar face. i tot my eyes played trick on me.. cox this person is supposed to be in army wor..

so.. i went out to POKE him.. wahha.. its him lehz.. zan yan! my long lost fren.. wahha. actually not really counted as long lost. just that once we were so close. and we parted. now, when i see him again, its just like the feeling of renuion. hahas... too emo..

well.. met up with him for a little chat after work.. wahha.. and i physo him to learn korean lang with me.. yeah yeah.. =)))))

2007-04-29T00:18:00.000+08:00

ho ho ho!!!

i am in one of the best mood today after being moody for like more than one week...

whheeee... maybe cox there are many things that made me extremely happy..

firstly, our MR BARROON... is out of tekong.. yeah.. back to this little red dot. and we meet up to play luge with jun hao.. wahha... he is a good one to compete with... i was initially first, but he caught up! while dealing with the bends, we were actually side by side lar, and i can feel the stickyness of his arms brushing my arms... No NO.. i shld say, his sticky arms sticking to my sticky arms..

yar.. we were that close. probably for 2 minutes??? image 2 luge sticking together for 2 minutes.. thats madness... wahhhas...

in the end he over took me. =( i shall try harder!!! luge anybody?? ask me...

next... my DEAREST PEA BRAIN IC. got complained by a guest.
恶人有恶报.

serve her right! she think she is IC then she go gaga over it. bull shit la. if u cant do the job properly, u are equal to shit.

the queue for sos is damm long today. so there are blockages around to ease the flow of the queue. then. this 2 female guest, after queuing, came to the information booth, thinking that they can purchase tickets there. after they realised they went to the wrong place, they walked to the main queue where they are supposed to line up for the tickets..

so.. this pea brain IC.. tot they jumped queue, asked them to queue up again.. wahha. at this moment. this 2 female guests burst into fire already. cox there were ppl trying to help them to explain they shld be in the main queue, but this pea brain IC just dont wanna let them in..

in the end.. she got complained... 活该的. she think she is IC everything she do is correct wor.. rubbhish...

hmm.. when i reached home, i told my parents abt it. they were laughing hysterically abt it lar.. ok. i am evil to talk bad abt her. but.. i really cant stand her.. yucks.....

whats next.. ok.. the weather is bad today... cant see the stars.. =( abit disappointed. i tot i could just lie down on the sand and stare at those beatifully shinny, glittering dots... oOoo.. i shall try again..

yeah yeah. working tmr also.. ahh.. all my weekends are donated to sentosa! dont really know which day is which already after working for many days...

yawwwnn.. i promise myself to sleep early.. but the time showing on my lappy is 1230 now.. i shld be on the bed.....

my body is still aching all over from the aftermath of the ice skating.. 3 days le.. the fatigue is still there... haix.. its slow de wor.. ahhh......

2007-04-28T00:09:00.000+08:00

today today..

i am super pissed off with one of the guest..

while we are closing.. this group of people came in. since the lights are on, eyshah was nice enf to entertain them.. who knows.. this woman...

wants to sign up for islander......

i wont mine helping her do application and stuffs. but she is dammm stuck up lar.. keep on complaining abt our stuffs. the way she comment on the system its like she is so high up and we are so low down... and if she is rushin for time, then dont bother to sign up lar. and give us that kinda face as if we owe her money..

hey hey. get it clear.. we are the one doing aplications for u lehx. and we closed our doors already. its past our working hours and we are generous enf to let u in and u give us attitude..
grrr.....

cant stand her tone, her actions.. but her children are cute.. her husband is nice thou. haix. poor man. must have his life controlled by this fierce women. from one look, u can tell the man is afraid of the woman..

haix. i see le i get so 'gek' for the man lor. then the man still can live and stand that woman wor... i wonder if the man has good temper, or he cant be bothered any more, or he really loves that woman so much.

i have been living for ten days without u.

2007-04-27T23:01:00.000+08:00

yeah! finally there is some time for me to blog..

25/4/2007

went ice skating with my beloved sp peeps.. (keith, mei yan, joyce, shao fen, summer and sam). ellie pang seh-ed us last minute =X

well.. it was first time ice skating for most of us, including me.. we went ice skating due to keiths demand.. papa.. see.. we are so nice to u..

skating on ice is definatly different fm skating on concrete.. i guess looked damm hilarious while tryin to balance myself on the ice..
i wanted to try out whats the feelin like skating on ice feely without holding the hand rail..

as a result.......

i fell down. =X

both of my knees where scratch by the rough ice.. sob sob.. its painful! but.. no pain no gain.. =)

i managed to skate a bit abit better... wahhha

okay. i am tryin to act sad. cox its painful to have injuries at the knees area cox u tend to bend down alot..

and i am the first one to fall. after keith says i will definatly fall.....

but.. i still wanna skate!

u kNow.. its the carefree feelings u have while skating.. feel the coOling breeze blowing onto ur face. u would know how i feel..

i want to go again! its damm fun and enjoyable..

more photos will come up when sam send me the remainding photos....

after skating, we were all damm hungry although we ate before we went skating.. hehe.. a good form of exercising wor.. digest food and uses up energy. =) without sweating...

so me, papa, summer and mei yan went for supper!

its mac only lar.. but its still nice..

the cutie summer

and mei yan

and my papa keith..

and.. i actually found out that east-west line actually travel faster to jurong east than north south line!

i seriously didt know that. the difference is more that half lehz....

it has been an enjoyable day for me, after working for so long..

but i am still thinking abt u, precious. why did u leave without a note?

2007-04-24T19:43:00.000+08:00

i had an afternoon-mare...

i dreamt that i was doing applications for guests in sentosa! =X
bad omen...

bad, bad...

2007-04-24T15:37:00.000+08:00

yeahHHhHh..

i dont have to visit that skin doctor again! =) cox my pimples are cured, albeit there are tiny little ones here and there. its really a hassle going down th NSC. and the appointment times are always DARN EARLY.

went to the hospital today. grandma can be discharged today.. went to fetch her home. actually not really fetch. initially was to visit her obly cox we were unsure if she was allowed to be discharged.

it was actually my first time going to the hospital. felt kinda kukooo there. cox i didt really know the way. actually, felt kinda disappointed with the hospital. i always assumed, the designs of the place shld be better. wahha..

anyway. got SHUAI GE doctors wor.. i bet all of them graduated from NUS since NUS is just beside NUH. wahha...

why are most of the doctors male and most of the nurses females???

i just realised i am not the cut for hospital. i think my '八字 and the hospital '不和 wor. cox i kept getting injured in the hospital, when it is supposed to cure people.

my mum, dad and grandma were laughing hesterically at me lar. =X shall nOt say what 丢脸 stuffs i did, although most of the time the stuffs i did are super 丢脸... hahas..

and.. goosebumps rose when i entered the ward la.. hmm.. i think i am afraid of the nurses job.. i am not the cut for hospitals job..

my father is even cuter.. he refuses to eat the food from the food court in the hospital. cox he said it was unsafe.. wahha.. cute dadddy...

yawwwnnnnn.. i am sleepy. i need sleep.

had great fun touring sentosa yester. shall update abt that again...

god anwered my prayer.. thank you =)

my precious. why..

2007-04-23T00:12:00.000+08:00

i need to pray.
cox there are things i need help.. or rather, to ease my heart..

dear god..
pls ensure my grandma will go in safely, come out safely.. pls dont take her away.. dont.. its not the time yet...
amen.

2007-04-22T22:59:00.000+08:00

i was longing to end work yesterday!
cox i wanted to meet up with my dearest PALZZZ..

there goes the start of our sentosa trip...

kexin, ting and me. yes. without wend =Z SENTOSA..the place which i am supposed to be most familar with. however, i just realised i can only talk with MAPS. cox i dont actually know where am i directing the guests to when i tell them the routes. ahhas..

had a taste of how was it to be in feelings of "lost".
as usual, girls favourtite fren is the camera..

the sweet us =)

ke xin wanted to alight at this station...

well.. we went to take the luge ride!

yeeeeeaaAAAAHHhh.. that person in charge of luge was nice to give me staff prices for me and my dearest palz.. =)

so we went racing the luge! and i became last after i was bumbed by xinz.. tingz was first in place.. so exciting lar. it was like years ever since i last touched the luge.

and.. we took sky ride up.. ke xin.. its not "i-dont-know-what-ride" its know as SKY RIDE. hahas.. yup yupzz.. and we were busy taking photos of the scenery and ourselves!

the sky ride can actually take up to 4 person.. this is the seat reserved for wend.....

as wend didt turn up, this is how i feel.... hahas..

pretty ladiess...

two little kiddddiiieeeee.. perhaps to retrive back the lost childhood memories. =X

the merlion walk which i loved the most! looked so magical...

we walked to watch songs of the sea after the sky ride.. it was like half an hr more to the show time, there was a large crowd gathering outside the gates already.

i was wondering... what was the attraction point.

after i watched it, YES. it was mesmering! its nice. as in the effects. however, oscar is still UGLY to me. it can be better.. wahhas. i am so mean.

guess whats this?

since the sentosa express was packed with ppl, we decided to take a stroll down siloso beach.. woOO hOOO..

i discovered something!

yeah. i love the sight. i was so lovely that i photo-shoped that image in my brain already... damMMm nice.. it was such a pity i cant take the picture of that moment with my camera.

did i mention i love the beach toilets? yeah.. the siloso beach one was awesome.. the atmosphere.. ahh.. how nice if i can move that toilet into my house...

my zi lianess didt stoppeedd.. hehe..

this beautiful scene.. so 梦幻.

happy moments fly passes.. sooOOnn.. its time to go home..

i love u girls. u both rock my day!

2007-04-20T23:09:00.000+08:00

my this little tummy of mine.. is malfunctioning again..

why why why.. Not enf of care and concern? i remember i have been taking good care of it lehz..
tsk tsk.. why..

evey mth.. it just gives me the same problem. even more accurate than the period wor. =X.

argh.. irritating.. the pain.. go away please....

thank you..

2007-04-20T22:06:00.000+08:00

today is 幸福的一天哦.

cox i got my favourite bens and jerry! all thanks to my genie.. =)

yum yum. i was telling genie i wanted to work in bens and jerry.. then i started lookin around the job to see if they are emplolying any part timers.

请我吧! 我会好好的做的. =)

well.. most prob they will have almost half of their ice creams eaten up by me.. wahhs..
i shall go and ask the vivo one..

yup yupz.. and i had pizzas for dinner! damm satifying.. initially i wanted to give up eating pizzas ler.. who kNows. tada! i found it!!!!!! =)

and i wanted donuts also. BUT.. the QUEUE IS SUPER LONG LA.. so horrifiying.. cant imagine. just only donuts wor. i think they will end up like that roti boy in perhaps a few months time.. wahha...

i am evil =X

and i still LOVE mark and spensers..

precious. i am missing u dearlyyy.....

2007-04-19T00:07:00.000+08:00

我会选择放弃你
是因为我太爱你.

这句话.
换来许多回忆.

爱一个人, 不是要努力去争取吗? 为何要放弃?

爱是什么? 定义是什么?
我不知道.

没人教过我.

有人说, 爱是一把剃刀.(quote taken fm wen en)
因为一不小心就会伤到自己.

可是我不用剃刀哦.
怎么会伤到自己呢?

ok. abit crappy today. cox too many memories flowed back into my mind. suddenly felt that my mind memory is so big. can rememebr so many things. upset, enjoyable.. all recalled as if they happened yesterday.

i walked along the street that i used to walk 3 mths ago. or rather, the path that i had walked for 3 mths.

有种思念的感觉. 如此地熟悉却如此的陌生.
怀念当时和朋友一边走路, 一边诉苦的时候.
怀念那些带给我快乐的回忆.

但我一点也不想念那份工作. =P

2007-04-17T20:25:00.000+08:00

i love this new blog skin!

i knew i wanted it on the first sight i saw it. soOo.. i changed it without hesitation..
stars.. my all time favourite.

anyway. this cartoon thingy just suited my character cox i aint any mature peep. well.. many people feedback-ed, saying my blog is difficult to nagvigate..

soOoo.. it would be easier right now right? hehe. with everything listed down explicitly.. yeah.. no more troubles.. =)

i did spring cleaning of my room today! woah.. i throwed away alot of clothes.

some are undersized,
some colored had faded.
some are just bad memories which i shld have thrown away ages ago..

well.. but i had a sense of acheivement after clearing my cupboards cox they lOOKED super neat now.. wahha.. No over spilling wardrobes, no messy clothes lying around.. and i sprayed perfumes into my wardrobe! =) anna sui.. my all time favourite..

my sofa..

now.. there is space for ONE person to sit..ahhas.. cox my bags are still occupying 70 percent of the spaces.. well.. i need to give some of them away liaoz. since i am nOt using them anymore..

last but not least, my table! it used to be packed with books and notes while studying..

now.. it is still piled with papers.. my pay slips and stuffs related to work.. wahha... well.. cleared all of them away.. neat and tidy now.. although not as neat as my mum wants them to be..

but.. its good enf for me. =)

i just realised i always buys sweets.. i found alot of half-way eaten sweets in nearly all my bags lar.. =X now i know why i am always shortage of money.

seriously.. i missed study.. and my uniform! although tpjc uniform aint anything awesome.. but.. the sense of a student is there when u wear uniform.. all those sch jokes and memories...

......................

2007-04-17T00:50:00.000+08:00

ting ting ting ting ting ting..

this girl.. is ZHONG SE QING YOU one..

got problem then remember me this fren.. grr.. i am pissed.. hahas..

but i still love her.. AS A FREN. must state clearly. if i will be heck to death unknowningly.. wahha..

2007-04-14T23:57:00.000+08:00

i missed so many outings recently.. due to my tiredness and lazyness...

i missed meeting with my HOT CHICKS cox i have to work. =X
and my luge ride with sentosa people..
and the settler's cafe with sp people...

argh.. time.. can u drop and leave me like a few more hrs?

2007-04-14T23:13:00.000+08:00

i've got the urge to cut my hair short.. shall i??

i wore an over sized uniform today~! make me looked even more like aunty.. i am so sad lar. when processing applications, got ppl call me AUNTY LEHZ..

i want to cry liao la.. i got tt old mehx... grrrr...

anyway. daddy's back. he brought back the family portraits we took last dec.. every one looked so smart and decent. just looked like a happy family on the surface..

anyway.. i just think tt my cousin is so shuai.. wahhha...

i am so tired these few days.. although workin is fun, i dont felt like working anymore... its tiring!!!!!!! and the applications are getting more and more.. why?

calling out.. who wants to support me????

2007-04-11T22:25:00.000+08:00

i still love the beach station!

but so sad.. so many ppl are leaving already... two little boys who are working for SOS will be off to study...

alvin, one of them
and shao jie, another one....

wen en, the one who endorsed tickets for tour agency. he is superb man.. he can still smile and talk nicely to those who flage into a temper...

and this is valerie.. the one who studied food and nutrition but ended up in sentosa.. a gentle lady =)

yes. all theses are taken at work! cox today is a super slack day..

NO SALES FOR ME!

rejoyce.. cox i dont have to do closing.. then i can go off immediately after giving back the float..wahha..

but.. blur blur me.. forgot to bring the keys back =X

haix. how i wished ellie is with me. cox she always remind me to bring my stuffs along de...

ELLIEEEEE!!!!!!

2007-04-10T22:41:00.000+08:00

i like this scnery... and i love the stary stary (is there this word?) sky.. means.. sky with loads of stars..

and i love my precious too!

2007-04-10T22:33:00.000+08:00

our MR BARRON..

he is going for NS. okay. he went in like.. yesterday, which is monday...

went for "celebration" with him on sunday night us.. the crappy gang.. barron, come out quick soon! so that we can go on K box again!!!

2007-04-08T23:07:00.000+08:00

i overslept today!

for the second time, i didt not hear my alarm..
am i too tired or the alarm simply did not ring?

i woke up, suprised to see the sky bright! cox it was still dark usually when i wake up.. thus, i was late for work..

and then.. there is a female idiot at the work place. her brain is as small as a bird lar. yes. i hate her alot.

SUCKS TO THE CORE!

spoil my mood for the day as she stood at my work place early in the mornign..

pea brains!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-04-07T23:48:00.000+08:00

ting ting came to visit me today!

ok. its not much of a suprise, cox she came with a purpose.. hmMMPppttt.. ting ting.. dont forget what i say ah.. u kNow and i kNow and alexius knows it too.. wahha..

even so.. i still love her suprise.. simple moves made my work even more enjoyable!
but i am still angry. cox u didt ask me out! idiot ting ting...

yes. i love suprises.. anybody wanna give me suprises??? =)

2007-04-05T23:58:00.000+08:00

原来...
这一切都是一样的..

原来..
真心付出, 并不会收到真心的回报.

2007-04-04T23:30:00.000+08:00

theni am not a toy.
not for u to throw abt, to toss and turn.
not for u to fool, not for u to be abandoned.

dont hurt me..
dont tear me apart..
dont ignore me..
dont leave me alone..

love me..
love me with ur heart and soul.

show me ur inner self,
let me know how u feel.

i wanna be part of u..
i wanna...
i want..
i...

dont hide..
dont avoid..

things that needs to be solved will come to u eventually.

2007-04-03T21:32:00.000+08:00

i am bitten by alot mosquitoes!

at my house, in my room some more..

2007-04-03T20:26:00.000+08:00

my cough is still NOT ANY BETTER! =(

i did ate medicine, but its not of any good use.. grr.. for the first time, i am RATHER promt in taking my medicine but the effect of the medicine killin the bacterias are SLOW!

anybody knows of any idea to make me stop coughing? yar, and make my voice come back. i seriously misses my voice, not this hoarse sound which i get to hear myself every morning when i wake it. it sounded horrible...

am i getting lazier.. i love slackin at home. Lazy to get out. and i fall asleep unknowingly...

2007-04-02T23:39:00.000+08:00

the moon is so bright tonight!

i was walking home when u felt like lifting up my head, and i saw that bright full moon. it was clear as if u can see whats on the moon.

its like a torch shinning onto the path u were taking.

ok. then i smiled like an idiot. =X

anyway, who told me 23 was nice. it wasnt very nice anyway. watched it with precious. i think she was bored by the show. well.. its all revolving around the number 23. Nothing special abt it. it was not even a thriller at all when it claimed it was one!

anyway. what i enjoyed was the accompanyment. =)

2007-04-02T14:23:00.001+08:00

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2007-04-01T23:49:00.001+08:00

i am tired..

zzzleeepppyyy

2007-03-31T23:17:00.000+08:00

i was waken up early again.

cox we had to go to some columbarium to pay respect to our ancestors. cox.. its the "qing ming" season..

since we only go there once in a yr, my father took the wrong route and drove to the wrong place. =X hahas.. in the end, cousins have to wait for us..

after which, lunched at my place. my mum's cooking is the all time favourite of my cousins! they are happily slurping the food while discussing where to go shopping with my aunt.

in the end, we ended up with vivo city.. wahhha.. they place i wanted to go..

hehe.. well.. of cox i am happy, cox i got to shop.. but then, the real person who needs shopping is nOt me..

anyway.. in the end, i bought quite a few products fm THE FACE SHOP. and i got their membership! =) i bought some eye cream for my mum. cox she had been complaining abt her eye bags, hoped those cream really do wonders.. hehe.. well.. the sales girl says the eye cream can whiten dark rings to.. perhaps i shall "kope" some fm my mother.. but its anti-aging lehz...

after waiting for me for abt an hr plus or more, my cousins are complaining respectively and continuously... so we went to have tea break!

swensens! ok. the service was bad. i filled the feedback form as well! haha.. my all time favourite hobby.. =)

looked at how famished they are...

and the giant earth quake! but it does not seemed to be giant when it come to us. =X

and we proceed to orchard, in search of my brother's adidas bag.finally, we got his bag and proceed to have our dinner.

actually i felt bloated by the end of the day. OK. its NOW that i am feeling bloated. and i wanted to ZZzzzZZz...

2007-03-30T21:39:00.002+08:00

i dont like jalan kayu's roti prata!

they dont taste nice at all..
yucks, sucks, why they say its nice????

puzzled.

2007-03-30T21:39:00.001+08:00

i felt the LOVE! =)

i am so happy i got u...

2007-03-30T20:36:00.000+08:00

i am off to shop for today!

surprisingly, i didt not buy anything when i wanted to buy so many things!!!

anyway. today and tmr is my only off day. well.. but they are bOOKED for my aunt and grandma as i have to be their tour guides to bring them around for shopping....

yupz. my aunt and me.
and this is my grandma! her hair lOOks wierd and she claims she is ugly in this photo.. hahas.. she is getting older each yr.. tsk tsk..

and there goes me with my ziliannness... wahhha... so sorry. i will zi lian when i am too free...

well.. went to my cousin house as well. for a rest, cox we were tired, before heading back home..

yawnneeddd...

i found some young timed photos in my cousin house! it was maybe like when i was sec 3 or 4.. OMG. i lOOKED like an idiot. but then, back then i dont have pimples on my face laar.... and my face lOOKED slimmer, now its like a donut!

i have not seen my precious for quite some time.. its such a torture.. cox i can used to see her everyday... tsk tsk..

2007-03-30T20:34:00.000+08:00

tada!

a glimpse of me at work!

i still love the beach station =)

2007-03-30T00:06:00.000+08:00

yesterday there are JAPANESE SHUAI GE tourists!

they asked abt sentosa. but then, i cant communicate with them cox they dont know english! for a moment, how i wish i can speak JAP....

haha..

2007-03-29T23:59:00.000+08:00

yeah!!!

i am off tmr! =)
i just realised i worked for a week without any breaks wor..

no wonder i felt so tired yesterday...

anyway.. my grandma and aunt came to visit us.. yeah.. i missed her keyboard.. =P

well.. my mum asked me to accompany them tmr. and i have to PS vera cox i had to accompany them.. sorry vera!!! i am sooOO keen in meeting u and the skating. but.. forgive me ok???

2007-03-28T23:03:00.000+08:00

i made a HUGE mistake today while working..

and i need supervisors and techs to save me.. wahhha.. and i dont have any tinge of guiltyness.... =X

2007-03-27T23:38:00.002+08:00

this week is gonna be a busy day for me~~~

with work all scheduled at 12pm to 9pm.. i am so sad. cox i cant meet up with my precious. =X
precious, will u miss me?

grr.. anyway. they stationed me at the vivo city one arh.. today is the first day i am stationed there. OH MY GOD. applications just keep coming la... make me so kan jiong... cox this is the first time i am handling so many applications.

oh yar. yesterday was the first day for songs of the seas.. hmm.. i love the fire workS! esp the purple one.. its so meng huan!! i love purples! vera, i know u love purple too.. hehe..

well.. i am tired. i prefer the morning shift! and put me to the beach!!!!!! i want the sun, i want the clouds!!!

i dont want to spot lights and concrete!

oh yar. i am adicited to SUPERDOG.

2007-03-27T23:38:00.001+08:00

this is so shit.

i cant stop coughin!

2007-03-27T00:33:00.000+08:00

working is tiring today!

finally saw the sunset in sentosa.. it was beautiful!

2007-03-25T21:25:00.000+08:00

i did 2 dumb things today.
ok. actually one.

cox i missed my mrt stops consecutively! =X

too stoned today. i am supposed to alight at dobhy ghaut and transfer to the next line, but i just continue to sit, thinking NEL will go to city hall!

so. i took back and went to outrum to take the EWL. and u kNow what? i MISSED THE STOP TO MY HOUSE! and i went to paya lebar and take the route back.

2 times in a row wor.. i think i am sleepy la. i stoned throughout the journey. cox i am tired. felt so weak.. like i am going to faint any moment. i think tts the effect of the medicine..

anyway. today is SUPER HOT la..

i drank lots of water. but still felt the heat. DEHYDRATING!

i didt enter candy empire today.. it was like.. eh. how come? cox i went in almost everyday. =)
my voice is getting sexier each day.. wahha. maybe one day, the sound box will fall me.

i woke up late today! the alarm didt ring. cox i set it to 8Pm instead. =X i am supposed to wake up at 8AM la.. grr.. then i rushed all my way to vivo city.

luckily.. i reached on time. 10.00am. just nice. =)

alot of ppl talked to me today! but i still dont kNow what are they. they are all part of the beach station. but i was like HUH.. when they talked to me.. ahhas..

i want to buy ayumi's album!!!!

and i suddenly have cravings for APPLE PIE!!!!! anyone who knows where can i find good apple pies? bring me there! apple strudels will be good too!

what a greedy eater am i.

2007-03-24T23:41:00.000+08:00

am i thinking too much or am i blured in vision?

i saw someone disgusting guy who is like stripping himself to ppl who walked past him.. hmm. the women infront of me did not have any reaction lehz. so i think i must see the wrong thing.. hahas..

anyway, watched music and lyrics today.. oOO. its a nice show i tell u.. =) sorry to say, its better than mr bean.. wahhha..

i just realised anderson's ice cream- beligium choc- is SUPER NICE! i cant resisit the temptations although i am still sick. i know its wrong. but i am sorry..

sOOo. i quickly ate my medicine the moment i went home...

thunder storm is on the way! i can hear it and feel it when i am typing this post. just nice precious smsed me. felt so happy.. haass. dont ask me why.

anyway. i ate 2 dinners today.. hahas.. when i reached home. my mum ask me to eat. cox she cooked chicken rice. wahha. then i eat again lor.. now.. i am falling asleep but cant, cox i am still quite full...

working tmr.. beach station! =)

2007-03-23T20:34:00.000+08:00

my mum says....

there are flasher round my house area... =X
she said my nrighbour above us was beaten up by the flasher and is now in hospital..

scary isnt it?

hmm....

2007-03-23T13:56:00.000+08:00

i want my T pass quick!!!!

so that i can enter sentosa AS MANY TIMES AS I WANT!!!!!

i want to tour around sentosa.. have not really been to those ulu-ulu parts of sentosa.. daddy keith.. bring me along if u wanted to go also oKOKOKOKok?

and i think i need to tour the island as well. cox tourists have been asking alot of places whoch i had nver hear before.. bora cafe? emerald pavilion? and del mar cafe?

i wanted to go to these places! cox they sounded exclusive. =)

and.. i wanted to play the luge!!!! yar. i am so tempted to sign up as a islander. cox u will be entittled to many benefits on the island!

shall i? shall i?

anyway. i am actually quite amazed by this fellow girl who is working in sentosa. i forgot whats her name. but...

she is a malay who can speaks chinese!!! had lunched with my super blur IC. and this malay girl, who is a tech, reparings out ticketing machines if i am not wrong.

and u know what. her chinese frens conversed with her in chinese la! and her chinese is perfect can.. wooOO..

i shld go and learn malay from my mother since i have a few malay collegues now.. hehe. then i can know what they are saying when they uses their lang.. =) evasdropping. =X

yeah! finally got ppl say i looked fresh! wahha. must be the make up la. make me eyes loOked more in refreshing.. and at the same time, covers my super dark rings...

but i hate to put on make up. time consuming and troublesome! need to wash properly. if nOt the pimples out breaks will come again!

2007-03-23T13:32:00.000+08:00

i tell u..

SINGTEL SERVICE SUCKSSSSS..

called singtel regarding bill issues.

that women was so impolite.. no maners. bad service.rahh... shld have scolded her.. wahha.. i am not tt bad. she will have her retribution! =X

i need to wait for the officer as the automated machine claims all officers are busy.. wahha. i wonder what is happening to the service level over at singtel call center.. down with red lights? OR. there are cockroaches keep on pressing bells to irritated them.. hehe...

they bluff me lehz. they say there will be an sms to grade the officer. but then sms didt came to me. i wanted to grade that stupid women officer!!!!!

woke up at 11 plus. feeling giddy. it was supposed to be a hot day. but i felt cold..... -_-" still, i bathed with cold water. the pain us excruciating when water splashed onto my skin..

hmm.. symtomps of being sick.

the home was empty when i woke up. my bro is amazingly still asleep. alright. he always sleeps till one PM. nothing to be amazed. and then... parents were not around... wondering where did they go..

i was still in a daze when they came back.. OoOo. they went to see doc. my mother says the doc says there is somthings in ur stomach.. hmmm... i wonder whats tt...

for the first time, i think i am good. wahha. i bought lunch for me, mum and bro when i am sick.. hehe.. i think the temperature in me had rose to a level which had mutated my brain cells and the functions of my brain..

i had cravings for bubble tea!! bubble tea would always make me think of my hot chicks darling.. oOOO.. i so super miss them.. can we go out again?? ok. wait till i am well enf.. i dont want to go out and faint onto the roads...

anyway. i bought peal milk tea! but i cant really taste it. cox of my serious flu! even chilli does not seemed to activate my taste buds... oh wells..

did i mentioned i watched MR BEAN yesterday? well.. it was an average show to me only. the show did made me laugh. but.. it wasn't as fasinating as i expected it to be..

the bean's teddy bear did not appear in the show at all la. =X i was hoping for the bear to come out...

hmm.. my expectation rose? or cox i am not in tip top condition yesterday?

flu+ lousy mood= comedy show not funny.

ok. lousy logic. oh wells. ppl who wanna go and watch it, go ahead. dont be influenced by my few cents of comments. however, i must say, the flow of the story was very smooth. no abrupt ending of sudden popping out of anything that is irrelevant.

i was at beach station yesterday. i still love the beach. =) but dont worry. i am not a bitch.

i saw an ice cream shop hiring for part-timers! shall i go? shld i? hehe... i think i will go and apply when my schedule for sentosa is out..

i need money!

who wants to support me? hehe.. sponser me to taiwan la...

crapz.. i think i can type more smoothly when i am sick. funny right. the tots i wanted to convey just flowed like tap water. or rather, fountain.. hehe...

but then. when i am ok. i am always stucked with words... wierdo..

ah.. maybe the fever can burnt my sad brain cells away and let me be a cheerful girl again! yes.. do tt okokok...

2007-03-23T00:45:00.001+08:00

http://www.goodybooks.com/ibelieveyou1.htm

this story.. made me teared for an hr..

2007-03-22T22:21:00.000+08:00

i cant open my eyes wide.
cox they are flooded with overwhelming tears.

i cant breathe properly..
cox its stuck!

my head is spinning......
the world seemed to spin too..

i need a hug.. precious.. where is my hug?

2007-03-21T00:06:00.000+08:00

this is behind merlion. after watching musical fountain.

musical fountain!

a long long time ever since i last visited it. so enjoyed the trip with daddy keith, sharmini, daniel.. and of cox my darlin ellie!

2007-03-20T16:06:00.000+08:00

do u know what is the consequences of eating chocolates before u sleep?

yeah.. i've got sore throat! =X

2007-03-19T22:19:00.000+08:00

i bought new shoes again...

this will be my number..
1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11,12,

13th pair of shoes that i have bought with my pay..

hahas. i am a great spender right? =X i knoww... my mum will be naggin once she saw the new pair of shoes..

thanks sera for shopping with me. i kNow its bored to see me choosing my shoes and i took like almost 1/2 an hr before i settled on which shoe to buy. hahas.. she was bored. i kNow...

i met barron while working today. he is OFF TO PLAY la.. fine.. whatever. anyway... he is so dumb la.. keep on annoucing to the who ever he saw tt i am his girlfren...

idiot barron. keep on saying those untruth. ruin my reputations ah. =X but, like i say. everygirl around him will eventually be claimed as his girlfren unwillingly.. just like me.. hahahs...

anyway, i was stationed at vivo city.. ermszz.. i was even more relaxing than at beach station. but i nearly fell asleep.. hehe..

anyway. the beach station made me have cravings to dip into the sea la...

heyz~ who wanna go to the beach~~~~~

2007-03-18T19:48:00.000+08:00

i was working at sentosa beach's station today.

Now.. i am super pro abt the routes of sentosa! ask me if u get lost alright? =) yeah.. time passes damm fast today. just in a few moments.. poof.. i am off work.. ahhas..

the job is actually quite a slacking one. u just have to answer enquires fm guests. and the best thing is u dont even need to stand.

example..
how to get to dolphine lagoon?

yeah. just answer them and they will smile back to you.. so nice right. well.. i am in charge of membership cards also.. ppl who frequent sentosa, come and get the cards! u will have free admission to sentosa for a yr! but then... no discount if u come to me la.. hee..

made new frens again today.. but i still miss my BABES IN SP.. my dearest babes.. come and join me quick!!!!

fiona was so shocked to see me today la.. ahhas.. cox she didt know when i was working.. vera quit with her boy boy already. a pity could not get to work with her.. VERA!!!!!

while serving guests today, i heard a guest calling Miss fiona.. how do i.....

made me think of SP la. cox the fiona in sp always loves to call ppl by Ms. make me MISS MY BABES EVEN MORE. =(

2007-03-17T23:53:00.000+08:00

yesterday's taxi driver seriously didt know how to drive.

he made me puke when i got home. yucks... first time puking after taking a cab ride. disgusting...

anyway. my shopping desire is here.. wahha... my latest target.. vivo city! =)

2007-03-17T23:41:00.000+08:00

darn!

i missed my MOON....

2007-03-17T23:12:00.000+08:00

did i mentioned i submitted my uni application already?

i submitted it when i am metally unstable. =X

alright. anyway. fyi.. i put in alot of enginnering courses.. wahha. can u imagine me being a chem enginneer? i didt put any business courses for NTU la. cox i know thousands of students with grades better than me are aiming for that 500-600 places. well.. i shall back out of tt competition. i have no interest in busineess anyway.

however, i did put business as a first choice in NUS. cox my mum says i cannot survive in an enginneering area. alright. she said science, cox she canNot differentiate the difference btw engineering courses and sci courses.

after visiting relavant websites for the courses umpteen times, i still dont know what am i good in, or what am i interested in.. perhaps. i shld get myself a husband and get marrried..

maybe i shld just be a rock and get erode by the sea. hehe..

i miss the beach so much.. who wants to go with me?

went to AMK HUB today. anyone heard tt before? this is my first time hearing a place called AMK HUB. anyway.. that place kinda very modernised, in an old estate. attractive. but, its too far away for my house. went to visit tt super big NTUC. well.. nothing special. its just ultra big in comparison to usual NTUC.

after which, went to have supper! when all of us are not hungry at all.. but.. because the place my father suggested was so tempting.. hehe.. so all of us went with a 3/4 full stomach and come back with a 1.5 full stomach.. the foood down there are simply delicious and mouth watering..

oh ya.. i have had wanted to do morning exercise. but i always lost to the sleeping germs in me. the sleeping germs are really wonderful. they made me wake up later and later each day. =X damm crossed with it.

work starts tmr... i wonder will my sleeping germs wake me up? six in the morning!!!!

i think i better set plenty of alarms... wake me up...

friendship.. are really fragile huh. OR....
the foundation that our friendship is built on is just a floating platform which could be destroyed easily? something that could not withstand strong blows. so fragile. yet it hurt me so much.

i am an idiot..

2007-03-17T11:34:00.000+08:00

someone.. pls...

knock me dead.. save me from the agony.

i hate to anticipate. but why.................

2007-03-16T23:07:00.000+08:00

i love the beach..

i still love the beach now...

and..

i love the one who goes to the beach with me.

2007-03-16T13:33:00.000+08:00

yoO hoO..

went to tampines giant yesterday. it just opened for 2 days and it was PACKED with ppl. during a weekday some more...

well. it gave me a feeling of malaysia. hee. well.. did i say i love supermarts?

yeah. cox i am able to grab as much stuffs as i can. =P

tidbits! yeah yeah. it had been ages since i last went shopping for grocery with parents.. hehe.. an expericenced i wont be able to forget. cox i will always have bags of potato chips in my arms..

i wanted chocolates. butt..... mum gave a NO signal. =X cox chocolates i bought frm europe are still stonning in the freeze.. =)

2007-03-15T21:34:00.000+08:00

i seriously need to brush up on my chinese already. its rusty!

让我门来说华吧!

昨晚我可是一夜难眠啊! 翻来复去都睡不着. 真是不好受.

想着一个人,她知道吗?

反复思栲着我的决定是否是正确的. 希望不会对我们造成任和的伤害. 也希望我的决定是对的. 哈哈. 自我安慰=X

anyway.. 今天是米泥家庭聚会. 一家人出门逛街已经是很久以前的事了. 因为爸爸不喜欢逛街.而妈妈总是说她很忙,没时间.

可怜的我,只好和朋友逛街咯. =) 不过还好有须多朋友愿意陪伴我. 亲爱的朋友谢谢你们了!

弟弟没跟着来. 因为他回学校去了. 那么久没上学,我一分不清几时是假期了. 真糟糕. 迷迷糊糊地过了三个月. 日子还过的真快. 三个月里我到底学了些什么呢?

让我来回故吧.
其实也没什么值得骄傲的. 因为我就象是在虚度光阴似的. 没做些什么有意义的事情. 算了别说好了.

今天的我很累. 也有点气!

睡了..

2007-03-14T23:19:00.000+08:00

today marks the beginning of somthing new!

interesting, something i had nver tried before. hopfully it goes on well..

sHHH.. its a secret! i am not going to tell u... =)

2007-03-14T15:09:00.000+08:00

i felt so shit.

currently. i am looking NTU AND NUS sci course. -_-"

ppl who knows me know i hated sci. and now.. i am looking at sci course. contridiciting myself aint i?

well.. watever. i seemed to be more interested in those chem stuffs since i know my results will be difficult to get into business. on the other hand i am not interested in business either. hmm... well.. i seriously dont know what i am intested in besides communication studies and chinese.

anyway. sentosa called me on sunday to ask me to go for training on monday.. i was soOOooo shocked. does they know i just quit my job in sp? after one day of rest on sunday, i went down to vivo for training.. well.. of cox it was fun! toured around sentosa, went to merlion and sky tower. didt went to the rest of it due to time constrain.

2nd day was traiining also. it was a more relaxing one. they are teaching us how to operate the ticketing machine. and we made some jokes out of it la. cox everyone was "frighten" by the cash drawer...

well.. and u know what. after one and a half day of training. me and my new found collegues (wei liang, kai chuan, pei jing, su ann ) went shopping!

ahahs.. yeah. we went for lunch first before procedding for shopping as we had to find the shoes that we need to work. yes. in the end, the bunch of us bought the same shoes all together. GP IDENTITY =)

funny incident happened at SUPERDOG, basement of vivo city, where we had our lunch. btw. the food was not bad.. esp the fries.. yeah! i found another fav fries after long john's fries.

alright back to topic. there was this old lady. she attempted to suck her ice cream fm her spoon la. =X i saw and i burst out laughing non stop. wei liang thinks i am crazy la.. =X cox i couldnt talk to eat properly. i believed i laughed for abt 5 mins..

i seriously thinks wei liang looked like a puppy. or a dog rather. even pei jing thinks tt too. post his pic the next time. yeah. and he is attracted to beach station. dogs love beaches..

i think the system they have down there is also a bit cock up. cox they promised they would tell us out schedule and till now. we are only infomed on where are we located at.. tsk tsk..

someone. faster call me before i go seeking for another job?? alright. my plan was to rest first. and i wanted to go on a holiday! maybe going for business trip with daddy. but the place he go i have been there tonnes times already.. I WANT TO GO TAIWAN!

i seriously will gain weight working at vivo since the candy empire is so near to me!

btw. i visited north point yesterday! wahha. i think this is only the 2nd time i am visiting there. well. the purpose of going down to yishun is to visit a fren. ended up exploring tt shopping centre and eating swensens.. yum yum. choco mint ice cream is still my favourtie~~~

north point reminds me of my sec 2 days where me and my pals ended up shopping down there. cox we are bored during our long vacations..

2007-03-11T13:39:00.000+08:00

friday!

my 2nd last day of my work.. =)

it was fun of cox. as usual, fun with the ppl, not the work.. =)

had a little farewell for me. dont worry. it is not those tearing ones. it was so super fun and enjoyable.

before i go, of cox i had to take photos with my mentors!

this is pauline. she is trying to act like a fariyyy... this is daddy keith. he says he looked handsome in this photo.

and this is sharmini! the one who always loves to hit my head.

the trainer. WIL GOH. he looked like goldfish. dont he?

another mentor, sandie

jane. the coolest mentor.

when work ended, went to eat. alright. i forgot what was the name of tt place, but it was the replacment of marche. with the simliar concept. food was nice. =)

after which, the babes( joyce, mei yan and ellie) and i had a craving for singing! so we went party world... the babes and i had nver been to party world la. cox we are the K BOx ones..

i believe photos would be more interesting than my words..

keith and daniel

nelson and keith

keith and sam

me and my darling ellie

singing was meant to be high! everybody sang.. and all of us sang sooOoo well.. yeah. we are all pro singers....

well. the overall photographer of the night was keith. he just went around taking pictures of how the babes and me go crazy and jumping around.